As the bolt of lightning struck me, I felt the current coursing through my body, time seemed to slow down as the fleeting moment streched towards eternity.
I sensed the lightning scorching my back and breaking into tiny currents that flowed into me. I experienced its force like a rush of power both strengthening and destroying me simultaneously, only a matter of time before this power wreaking havoc inside me rendered me incapable.
I felt my body being burned bit by bit, while trying to control as much of that rushing energy rampaging inside me, channeling it for my purpose. I harnessed my chi and something clicked like all the gears falling into place.
At that moment I felt the power being harnessed, I knew it was time. So I used all my focus all my stength everything I had to guide all my power, I even stopped protecting my body from being destroyed as I focused on my goal.
I had acknowledged my imminent death. Given the current condition of my body death was inevitable, but this certainity of death death didn't bother me much, for if I succeeded this moment would be meaningful yet cease to exist and if I did fail at least I tried giveing it my all, as for my death well, it's not like there is anyone left to mourn me of feel sad about it.
And then the moment came and I channelled my chi with such focus as I felt I pulled even my soul along almost causing me to falter yet I didn't.
The words "Har Har MAHADEV!!" left my mouth.
And with a shout to the Lord, as I wished for his blessings, I pushed everything I had, every ounce of energy and everything that was me into that endless dark nothingness; holding nothing but hope that I will see the light on the other side.