"How long has it been? 2 century? No it can't be right, now I remember, it all started 5 centuries ago, when the world understood that perfection is the illusion of evil, portals... Some called them 'Gates', scientist called them space worm, but one thing was for sure, the light that came out of them wasn't one of hope, but one of blind violence.
Angel's, Elf's,Drawlf's, all those races that our own story made as humanity ally, we were so wrong, at the start, they came out of the portals, all friendly and trustworthy, but behind those mask, cold calculative plans of genocide were made, for half a century humans and all the supposed friendly races killed monsters from the gate, for half a century humanity was blinded by themselves and fooled by them, until they had enough and started the attack, humanity was almost brought to extinction, they were completely powerless, no system, no skills, all they had were the teaching of the allied races, who taught them all humanity know, but not all they knew, humanity hope got quickly crushed, but as fast, their hope reignite faster than anyone could predict, a human, no... Not a human, a Mirth, the ancestor of all Mirth, he used the angels own light against them, fought on equal term, and once humanity reconstructed, Alexander The Mirth king, revealed a shocking true, a true all church refused to be real, a true so shocking it flip the world judgement, angel, elf, beastman, drawlf and etc... all those races didn't worked on their own, they worked under a god, the god of perfection, beauty, light, the god Micheal, when asked about his power, Alexander admitted that it wasn't neither his nor Micheal, it was the god of failure, ugliness, darkness, the god Bezad, Bezad talked to him, as the first person ever to become a Mirth, he was a lonely god, always feeling hopeless, always judge because of how he was born, always mocked for his failure, but there was one thing he always kept in his heart, a species that never learns from their mistake, a species that has both hope and despair, a species that is perfectly imperfect, the human race, although he was the only one who actually sees them that way, Micheal hated humanity, he said that they never learn, never understand, never stop, they are to far gone, and demanded to Bezad to hand him over earth, he refused, the only time Bezad stood up to his opposite God, was to protect his perfect imperfection, but by doing so, he made Micheal enraged and declare war between his world and Bezad own, Bezad could only look, as everyone he loved for their flaw was getting slaughter, he tried to do something, he really did, but his power, it just can't do, untill Alexander came up, and used this power Bezad tried but never actually wanted humanity to use, Trauma, the power of fear, there is actually an invisible organ in the human brain, it is called a Veil, and it always takes the person emotion and store it, but if not used, those emotions can be negative,and cause what we call cancer, but with the help of Bezad system, they can weaponise their emotions with their trauma to cause actual reactions in the real world,but this power follows rules, because 'nothing can be created and nothing can be destroyed, only trasformed', a law that all chemist know too well, so if you don't have enough emotions in the Veil you cannot use your trauma as a power, a d the Veil can get emotions from the brain activity and pheromones, in small words, it's magic, it's mana, but unlike the magic they made up, this one is something different, you cannot use anything if you don't overcome your own trauma, that was the law put in place, for everyone safety, an academy was also founded just to help people overcome and train their power.
Right..... Trauma... WHY DID I EVEN USED THAT POWER SYSTEM IN MY STORY, AND HOW THE HELL DID I GET ISEKAI HERE OF ALL MY STORIES?!?!?? F*UCK! F*UCK! F*UCK, okay okay, calm down Kintoki, your the author, you know everything, more than your readers, what do I do?"
As Kintoki looked around, he couldn't help but not recognised this place, he has written about each main cast rooms and houses in many Q&A, the place was rustic, a window near his bed, light shining in, the room was somewhat normal, a desk, a bookshelf, a wardrobe and even a mirror
Okay Kintoki think think, you surely can't be part of the main cast, this room, I never imagined it, it must be a side character room them... So cliché, I remember reading those stories of people getting trasmigrated into their world or a game, it's always the side character, so... Who am I?
As Kintoki stood up, and went to the mirror, his face went pale, and he saw it, a short blood haired boy, blue eyes, and most importantly of all, a body with no trained muscle, suddenly Kintoki panicked and went to the wardrobe, opened it with force, as he saw the clothes it content, his legs gave up, in the wardrobe, there were Female like clothes, and one stood out, a pretty blue dress
Why? Why?! Why why why?!?, why this body exactly?!?! He was a joke character, why!!! Why in the body of Marin?!?!! The femboy character?!?!!!! I made him as a joke! A JOKE!!!