The text came just 3 days before my birthday. Zack had just called to tell
me his bags were all packed to come see me in the morning when a series of messages came from an unknown number, but I recognize it to be American. It was from a girl in his friend group and pictures of him cheating on me dating all the way back to a year. The overwhelming rush of emotions I experienced was like no other, and I probably cried for majority of the night Thankfully my best friend Morgan was by my side when it happened. She was able to calm me down and even wrote up a text to him saying that he no longer needed to attend my party. Morgan was a lot more straightforward than I was, so it was nice to have her by my side through this.
I had set up all night looking at the pictures and fighting with myself in my head. How did I not know this was going on? I consider myself to be pretty smart, but did I really miss that many signs I was being cheated on? Then it suddenly hit me why he had been acting so differently towards me over the last year. All the sudden change of plans when I would get to Texas, and the secrete calls with friends made sense now. Three years of my life all washed away in a span of 30 minutes, how could this have happened! I eventually put my phone down and fell asleep, but it was more like I was in between sleep and reality the whole time.
Firstly I want to say that not all of the stuff in this book is gonna be F1 accurate all the way, but I am gonna try my best to make it realistic in most ways, but I apologize if I mess something up!