The Extra's Law
My current situation is truly, truly dire.
How could it not be? I have been sentenced to death, but not by the police or any institution for committing a crime. No, it’s not like that!
I have been sentenced to death by myself, by my own hand.
You must be wondering why, right? Fine, let me explain from the beginning, briefly, because my hands are already shaking.
Somehow, while I was asleep, I was suddenly pulled into the world of my own novel, right at the location where mass destruction is about to occur, and there is absolutely no way out… I don’t know why, but it feels as if someone did this on purpose.
To make matters worse, I don’t even know who will destroy it or what event will trigger it, because this place is a plot hole I left behind.
Could it be the Villain I wrote? Or is there someone, an organization, or a new monster created by this world to fulfill what has been written?
I truly don’t know!
Funny, right?
But the point is, this place will be completely obliterated, leaving no life behind, because that is what I wrote. And I have seen how this world fills every ‘Blank Space’ perfectly, with history and logic for a place’s existence that I never even wrote.
I used to write this destruction casually, even sipping coffee at my desk without feeling the slightest bit of guilt.
But now, after living with the people in this Safe Zone, everything is different. So different. They aren't just novel characters; they are whole human beings with families, goals, and dreams…
But I… I KILLED THEM ALL WITH MY FINGERS JUST TO MOTIVATE THE PROTAGONIST.
Who is more cruel than me?
I am so sorry Alice, Aunt Maya, Erickson… I may not deserve to be part of your family. Indeed, fundamentally, I am not your family, I am just a killer nesting in his body, pretending to be him.
Even so, I truly love you all more than anything, even my own life.
Thank you for letting me feel a sincere love.
Thank you for giving me the meaning of life that I have been searching for all this time.
Thank you for giving me everything I couldn't get in my previous life...
Once again, I love you all...
I truly can't wrap my head around it…
Why? Why is it that when I finally get a decent life, sincere friends, and a new family who loves me unconditionally, it ends up like this?
Am I really this unworthy of happiness?
Fine, enough complaining here. This changes nothing…
Oh right… This might be the last time I write in my life after writing since I was a child. Yes, this is my final entry in my diary before I take action.
I will miss the feeling of writing again…
Alright, I’m moving out. I must take responsibility for my negligence by trying to change the fate I have written. Whether I can or not? That’s a matter for later. I will do everything in my power to achieve it, even if I have to use any means necessary.
Goodbye, whoever you are reading this. After this, maybe I won't be the same person anymore.