Aria's POV
I stood in the middle of the whole class deeply embarrassed about what I just did few minutes ago.
The stares i was getting was beyond madness , it was more like mockery and aggressive stares that scared the shit outta me.
Well, apparently , I had zoned out and didn't focus on what our lecturer was teaching .
All thanks to my bessie , Millie , who tapped me on the hand . It made me jolt out and I had to create a mess by standing up while I had shaked the chair , which made a screeching sound , disturbing the whole class.
I feel so deeply disturbed and ashamed of myself especially when my crush is in class and had witnessed what had happened.
I quietly sat back down as I turned my gaze towards my laptop ignoring the stares I was getting.
Well , enough of that ,let me give you a little introduction about myself.
I'm Aria , I'm 20 years . I'm a third year student of Spring Falls College. It's literally one of the biggest College in America .
I'm not from a rich family neither am I from a poor family but I got in through scholarship.
The only thing that's been keeping me going is that there are little to no bullies around , and even the bullies don't go physical , it's more like they order you to get some things for them , which I'm totally fine with , if not for this maybe I'd have been dead or even left the school by now considering the fact that I was seriously bullied in highschool.
Enough of that , I'm a clumsy person , I'm also timid. I get very shy . I can't face crowds but only God knows how I've been dealing with presentations. Millie's the only person I'm comfortable with. We've been friends for Years. We both went to the same middle school and highschool and now we're in the same college,in the same department. Is this not what we call destiny? .
Despite all this , I still have a crush on someone . Not just anyone but my professor who had taught us in class today. Crazy , isn't it?.
I had tried to shake off the unthinkable feeling coz it was weird falling for your professor/lecturer.
The love I have for him is too the extent that I go to school even on days when I don't have classes just to see him . I had told Millie about it and she definitely called me crazy.
Although, she said she also admired him , he was to breathtaking and young to be a professor at his age.
Don't ask me how I know his age , I've got my ways .
He's just six years older than I am .
Back to reality.
After class , both Millie and I walked through the hallways , laughing out loud.
We were on our way to the cafeteria when a colleague of ours blocked our path .
"What do you want?",I managed to ask her.
"Our hot prof. wants you in his office now , only God knows what you did ",she said.
I needed no one to tell me who she was referring to . It is my crush .He is known by that name in all areas of this school.
She walked away and I sighed looking at Millie , who gave me a "what did you do this time" look .
"Yunno what ?,go on without me , I'll meet you in the cafeteria , you surely do know what I want right?", I asked looking at her .
She just nodded and headed to the cafeteria while I turned towards the direction of the of the prof's office.
Author's POV
Few minutes later , she was standing in front of him , their bodies almost close , he gazed down at her and smirked. Only God knows what happened.
Aria's POV
I got to his office and placed a knock on his door . I waited for a few minutes. As I was about to knock again , I hear his voice , signaling to me to come in .
I entered and closed the door behind me before facing him . My breath hitched at the sight of his handsome face but I've got to behave myself.
I greeted him , which he replied to with a nod.
He asked me to walk forward which I did and he turned his laptop to me .
My brows were furrowed , confused about what's going on.
He offered me to sit and told me to look at it clearly .
I sat immediately placing my phone on the desks .
I focused my attention on the screen ,then I started reading .
I didn't know when I jolted up from the chair , looking at him while fidgeting . I grabbed my phone to check for something but it fell from my hands . I knelt down and took it .
I immediately got my laptop and opened to it.
I had done a great mistake .
Could today get any worse ?
I'm sure you must be curious about what happened.
Well , apparently, I had sent a love letter to him instead of my assignment which I was supposed to turn in yesterday.
I kept thinking about how it got to this , then realization hit me . While Millie and I were having a funny conversation yesterday , I had sent it by mistake and I didn't even bother to check.
I closed my laptop, swallowed in shame and embarrassment.
My one sided crush had come out in the open , even though it's only him.
I stood up and bowed my head in embarrassment.
"I'm sorry Hot Prof...,sorry I mean , Mr Zayn , it was a mistake on my part , you were never meant to see it , it was just my own little world of fantasy and something that can never happen, I'm so sorry for what I had done ",I apologized without even thinking of the words I said .
"Look up",he ordered .
I immediately looked up to meet his cold gaze.This is the first time I'll be seeing him like this .
"Since when?",He asked.
"Huh?",I said.
"When did this whole crush thing start?",he asked , his voice , very icy.
"Since the first day , you came to our school ",I replied .
He nodded .
"Let me make this clear to you , first , get rid of every emotional stress you have for me , second , focus on your grades and not on men , third , I'm in a relationship and I'm committed , fourth , I'm not interested in babies like you , fifth , re submit your assignment within the next 20 minutes , that's all , you can use the door ",he said and turned to his laptop.
I wanted to leave but something kept holding me back , which made me speak out my mind . I was hurt , deeply hurt .
"What's wrong with me ? , is it because I'm a scholarship student , is it because I'm young , is it because I'm clumsy , timid and shy or what , at least give me a reason , you know what , don't even worry , I'm the one to blame for having a crush on you , you're not even my type anymore , I'll just move on like this never happened and I'll find a guy who's much more handsome than you are ", I blurted out without thinking , even though some of the things I said ain't true but I gotta clap back.
I opened my bag to put my laptop in . Then I closed it . As I was about to leave,a strong hold held me and I was pushed to the wall , my back slamming against it slightly.
He held my hand tightly . He seemed to have been hurt by my words or maybe it is I who thinks so.
"Repeat what you said ",he ordered.
I looked at him head on , saying everyword with boldness which I don't know where it came from.
"I don't like you anymore , you're ugly and not even my spec ",I uttered as we both stared into our souls .
He smirked and lifted my chin up with his left hand . My heart started beating fast with that move of his . Several thoughts ran through my head . He leaned . This time , our face were just few inches from eachother.
I gasped seeing that .
He then leaned closer to my ear whispering.
"I'm ugly , I'm not your type , wow , it's so funny how quick you can change your words",He whispered to my ear and I shivered .
Parts of me wanted to leave , the other wanted to stay and enjoy this moment.
I sound like a pervert right now .
He then leaned back to my face and smirked at me looking at my face like he was scanning it .
"What's your name again ?",he asked out of the blue .
"Aria , Arianna Jones ",I said while trying to avoid his intensifying gaze .
He seemed to notice that and he chuckled this time .
He held my face up to his .
Our lips was just two inches apart. Just one little push and we'll kiss . But that was impossible.
He kept looking at me and I gulped down nothing, my breath quickened and my heart was beating twice as fast.
It seemed like he was teasing me and he seemed to be enjoying my reactions .
He leaned closer to my ear .
At first , I thought he was going to whisper again but it was the opposite.
He placed his lips on my neck .
I stiffened for a moment not knowing what to do .
At first I thought he was just gonna do that and let me leave but it was the opposite.
He nibbled on my neck softly . I didn't even know when a moan left my mouth .
He kept doing that for 2 minutes in different spots and I kept moaning .
I made my moans silent so as not to be heard.
He switched to the right side of my neck and continued , while I kept moaning with my hands on his neck , urging him to keep going.
After sometime , he stopped and looked at me with a smirk.
My hands automatically left his hands and went directly to my neck .
I'm sure there are tons of hickeys .
"I thought I'm ugly , so why didn't you push me away when I nibbled on your neck ?",he asked.
"Are you even supposed to believe that ?, I was only saying that to make my self feel better ",I muttered lowly hoping for him not to hear but it seems like he's a wolf coz he heard every fucking thing I said .
He looked at me and smiled,a mocking one .
"Cover your neck with a scarf or something , you definitely don't want people seeing that , do you ? ",he asked and I nodded , taking out the scarf in my bag and wrapping it around my neck .
"Let this stay with you , no one must hear about this , and don't think there's something going on between us, I did that to teach you a lesson , I hope this does not repeat itself again ",He said and headed to his seat.
I was about to leave when a word hit my head.
"You clearly said you're in a committed relationship,why did you do this ,if you're in a relationship?",I asked but the look he gave me was enough for me to hurry out of his office.
I hurried out and heaved a sigh
That was fucking crazy and wild .