Mad Emperor (BL) (The last revision)
“The world paints him in red. But before that—he only saw the world in black and white.”
A re-imagining of Emperor Caligula’s life, history’s most infamous mad ruler.
Was he made, or was he born?
The novel follows Caligula—a boy born into a ruthless world of Roman power and treachery. He is the son of Gemanicus, a beloved general destined for greatness. But after his father’s mysterious death, Caligula is left scarred by political intrigue and violence. His childhood is marked by a traumatic illness from his father’s war, and a rare, inherited condition—achromatopsia—that makes him see the world in black and white that deepened his psychological instability.
Meanwhile, a young nobleman named Lepidus, haunted by his own uncertainty, was instantly mesmerized by Caligula’s vacant yet divine-like presence—initially mistaking him for a girl. He becomes a silent supporter, watching from afar until they finally form a fragile friendship. As Caligula’s mental state worsens under the manipulation of the paranoid Emperor Tiberius and his own mother’s indifference, Lepidus remains his only true ally.
When Tiberius exiles Caligula to the island of Capri, the psychological and physical torment pushes him to a breaking point. Caligula feigns submission while plotting his revenge, transforming into the very monster he’s been taught to fear. Lepidus, having grown into a military man and of influence, finally enacts a daring rescue. Together, they returned to Rome after killing Tiberius and overthrowing his conspirators.
Caligula ascends the throne as Rome’s third ruler, but his mind is already shattered by years of torment. He rules with a mix of brilliance and madness, his bond with Lepidus blurring the lines between love, power, and obsession. As betrayal lurks within the Senate and the palace, their glass-like love is tested, leading to an inevitable tragedy. Caligula’s reign ends as it began, surrounded by conspiracies and bloodshed.
This historical BL novel weaves together themes of power, loyalty, and the devastating impact of unchecked ambition, offering a deeply emotional and intense exploration of one of Rome’s most infamous rulers.