firstlove

At the heart of a wish lies an attempt at completion, a human desire to become our true and final selves. Wishes are fuelled by regrets and are bound eternally to the past, serving as approximations of what once was. We all experience regret and nostalgia, leading us to make wishes and find despair, but can we become our true selves despite this all? That's where the story of a girl who struggles to control her desires begins... Two souls sharing the same body and memory are living in Kyoto 2031. Tang-Ji Shizukesa, a girl who's grown up in her previous life with a hardcore passion for gaming, is now a bookworm in her new life who has no interest in video games. Along with her, Kazami and Hoyeon, the three childhood friends who separated 7 years ago due to an accident, have now been reunited again in a VRMMORPG game known as Dusk Protocol. The game has a unique combat system known as "Leere," a physical manifestation of an individual soul that can be conjured into deadly weapons. As Tang-Ji navigates this virtual world, she confronts the echoes of her past and the dissonance between her former self and her present identity. How will she cope with the rediscovery of a life she thought she left behind? How will Kazami and Hoyeon react to the new Tang-Ji? In a world where reality is malleable and death is just a click of a button away, the boundaries between past and present blur, forcing everyone to grapple with the truth of who they truly are. Disclaimer: This novel contains explicit language, violence, racism, and sexual scenes. There are also scenes that deal with various traumas, from physical to emotional to mental. (THE CHARACTERS’ CIRCUMSTANCES , TRAITS, AND BELIEFS IN THIS NOVEL ARE ALL INSPIRED BY A TRUE STORY.)

Sydney was nineteen when she fell for the man who saved her life. She worked up every ounce of courage she had: "Can I have your number? I'd like to thank you properly." He looked her dead in the eye and smiled. "Do you like me?" She ran. When they met again, her elders introduced him, saying, “You can call him ‘Uncle’.” She tried to bury her feelings. She really did. Then he showed up in a black suit, loosening his tie, gold-rimmed glasses catching the light, and asked in that low, hoarse voice: "Would you like to come to my place?" Later on, Sydney became famous because her reputation was tarnished by accusations of robbing another’s fortune, bullying, and lawlessness. Yet, she had a clean and innocent face, making her look harmless, when she was actually a typical evil financial magnate capable of winning arguments and clobbering phonies. Her family clarified, “Our child is most obedient and sensible.” The public apologized, “… Forgive us for being blind!” When her team suggests dropping a bombshell to kill the bad press, a single trending headline rewrites everything: #Sydney and Sebastian Are Already Married#

One Winged Devil... Angel of Death... Monster... They all called him with these titles after he descended to Gehenna in rage and killed countless demons. She was just a girl who often dreamt of an angel with emerald eyes, spreading out his silvery white wings and ascending to the sky... One day, angels started falling from the sky. He fell in her backyard, and to her surprise, he treated her as if she was more precious than anything the world can offer him...

Zou Yue jumped to the side, dodging an extended claw of a growling zombie. A pair of warm hands gripped his small waist from behind and pulled him over to a sturdy chest. The same pair of hands slowly groped his chest. “Brother fan w—what are you doing?!” Zou carefully looked up at him. Fan Xui smirked mysteriously at him and removed the huge shades stylishly. A clear pair of eyes met Zou’s challengingly. “since I saved you just now, why don’t you give me a kiss?” “you... you can see!!! Aren’t you blind!!!” Zou Yue glanced in shock. He pushed himself for of his body. Fan Xui laughed out loud, gently caressing Zou’s long black hair. “are you gonna leave me now?,” he continued groping his barely their chest through his girly tank top. “Fuck yeah!! Let go you poser.” he pushed him away and started shooting the zombies outside with renewed passion. Fan suddenly caught his wrist. “You bastard, what are you doing, let go of my hand. The zombies are coming!!!” “Hmm okay,” Fan Xui let go. He swiftly snapped a fluffy handcuff snugly on his wrist, tying them both together. “Now we are tied together for live and death,” “FAN. XUI!! Get this off of me!” Zou growled at him, but the young man just laughed happily. “Sigh, you are beautiful even when you are angry, dear,” Fan Xui whispered and pulled him up for a passionate kiss. He gently bit those soft lips and moaned. “Delicious,” Letting go, he slowly waved his hand towards the upcoming zombies and they are reduced to ashes.

Hello~ This is a bunch of scenes I came up with! Pls read, I promise it'll be fun~

In the hallowed halls of a prestigious academy, a forbidden love story unfolds. Lexi Wang, a brilliant and stunning transfer student, captivates her classmates and homeroom teacher, Mr. Alexander Hayes, with her intellect and beauty. As she rises to school goddess status, Lexi's feelings for Mr. Alex evolve from admiration to all-consuming passion. Despite the danger of discovery and societal judgment, Lexi pours her heart into secret letters and stolen glances. But when Mr. Hayes finally notices her devotion, he's torn between his duty and his own forbidden desires. Stolen touches and side glances are exchanged within the walls of the classroom and a chance for something more ignites the fire in Lexi's chest

Fame. Money. Love. All of this, Joe had for eighteen years, of his life. Until a tragic accident happened before the peak of his football career. Which destroyed it in only a few seconds. When everyone loved him, they left him alone, broken in a hospital bed. Before he could come back, he lost the last members of his family. Then his former club comes with allegations, of a broken contract from his fault, and he lost all the earned money. He was left, with nothing. For eight years, he lived from day to day studying, working, having rehabilitation for his injured knee. As they say, what one time is taken, is given back. As he accidentally becomes secretary of Megan Clark by everyone called Empress. His life changed drastically after it. He found love in his boss, who first say these words to him. ‘Secretary of the Empress’ is a story about love, which slowly grows in the main characters. Because of many things which they will meet in their journey of revenge and protecting each other. -------------------- While now great view on sky and city below show up, boss turned to me, and when she looked at my eyes, she said: “Joe, I have something to tell you.” “Yes, boss,” I said while looking at her eyes, and when she walked closer to me, we looked at each other eyes. She said, “I like you.” While hearing her words, I had no answer for this, and while I looked at her, I asked, “excuse me?” “I love you, I want you to be my boyfriend,” she said, and while I looked at her, I couldn’t believe that this has happened, and while my mind still processed her words, she looked at me, and then she said, “so what is your answer?” ------------------------- Daily upload at 8:30 and 18:00(server time) The cover is not mine.

Year 1540 Nicole is a lowly human from the mainland trying to make ends meet as she would often paint for middle and high-class people sometimes even Purebloods which was rare in her case. She receives little money which doesn’t financially support her living. Until one day she received an invitation from the Snow Kingdom to paint the great Lord Jasper Gervassius. She reaches the kingdom and Meets Lord Jasper in the hopes of making a big income she receives more than what she bargains for. ---------------------------------- Teaser: Jasper placed both of his hands on either side of Nicole's head trapping her with his body. He stared down at her looking at his sweet innocent lamb, he couldn't help but smile at her widely. Her doe-like eyes staring back at him only made him want to devour her "Why do you play these games with me darling you know I don't like it. I think you forgot who you're dealing with." He leaned down against her lips slightly flicking his tongue in her mouth making her crave for more."My Quahneah Woman" Nicole gasped in shock as she wondered how he knew her tribe's name. Before she could say another Jasper had cupped her cheek softly placing his lips on hers and kissing her softly as he slowly removed his hands against the wall. He was wrapping his arms around her waist bringing her body closer to his as there was no space between them. As they continued Nicole started to become breathless pulling herself back to breathe, she couldn't help but look up to see Jasper looking at her with a smile that was Duchenne. His purple orbs looked into her seeing the love and adorn affection he was showing her.  "Jasper I have a question to ask you" Jasper hummed waiting for her question" What are we going to do about the tirade ." Jasper's smile suddenly became sinister as he narrowed his eyes "Why don't you leave that to me, darling."

“You must bear a child, Celia. what good is a woman who isn’t a mother? What good is an empty womb?” “Especially when it’s a foreign womb, like yours…” It’s not an easy life when you’re watched month after month, when all the blame is placed at your feet for your young husband having no heir. Celia Devon Tralhamir, Crown Princess of Havietten, waits every month with hope mingled with fear. A child will secure her future. But it will also bind her for life to a husband she neither loves or respects, who refuses to see her abilities. Is that what she wants? Is she content to prioritise security over happiness, and be a wordless decorative vessel all her life? Or is she brave enough to try to forge her own path and seize fulfilment on her own terms? Even in a society that cannot recognise individual brilliance in a mere woman. A sequel to the WEBNOVEL book “Earning the Love of a Princess”, this novel follows another woman born into the Royal House of Devon, trying to fight the confines that threaten to stifle her happiness.

“Your cold words send shivers down my spine, but somehow they still keep my heart warm. I love you, Andre.” Andre looked at me with eyes as cold as ice. “Love doesn’t erase debt, Rose. You destroyed the one thing I treasured most. Until you pay for it, you’re not going anywhere.” When the ruthless billionaire who demands compensation becomes my new CEO, escaping him is no longer an option. He gives me two choices. I choose the second one… Never realizing it would tie my life to his forever.

She says it loud enough for everyone to hear: “This is my boyfriend.” Time stumbles. People look. Whispers start. And I… forget how lungs work for a solid five seconds. Lena beams, like she just conquered Mount Everest and planted her flag on top. Her flag has freckles, dark hair, and is currently sweating through his T-shirt. “Just so we're clear,” she adds, smirking like she could melt steel, “he's taken.” Somewhere down the hall, someone whistles. Someone else mutters, “No way.” And me? I'm just standing there, holding her hand like it's the only thing keeping me bound to Earth. I've never been anyone's anything before. Now I'm Lena Carter's boyfriend. And the whole hallway knows it. --- Ash Bennett met Lena Carter when they were five. Two stubborn kids fighting over crayons. He thought she was annoying. She thought he was a fungus. Neither of them knew that a silly childhood argument would become the beginning of something neither could ever forget. Years passed. They grew up, fell in love, made promises, and learned that growing up wasn't nearly as easy as they imagined. But some stories aren't written the way we want them to be. Now a world-renowned author, Ash has everything he once dreamed of, except the one person he would trade it all for. And when the past refuses to stay buried, he finds himself facing the one story he has spent years trying not to tell. A story about growing up, falling in love, losing yourself, and the people who leave pieces of themselves behind. Because some love stories don't end. They just change shape.

Lena Schneider, a relentless 19-year-old judoka, earns her place at the World Championships in Japan, where she must face her fiercest rival, Ava Morales. Training abroad for a month, Lena pushes herself to the limit—until she meets a Japanese fighter who begins to challenge more than just her strength.

Hello bubbly reader's, I am your author cutepoke...and I am back with another story.... This story is completely different from everyone.... Jay Jay or Jasper Jean mariano is a cheerful sweet girl living in newyork with her father...but due to something she has to transfer back to Phillipines.. Though she is a bright student..she is placed in section E because of her fightings in previous school...she heard from Aries and Angelo that they don't welcome girls in section E due to Ella incident...so she came up with an Idea...she pretends to be a boy in school to join section E...with those 16 ulupongs boys her journey starts... Ofcourse keifer their class president tried to make it difficult for her as she was related to Aries 's family... Kiefer has her mother and father... section E is cheerful...but Deep down everyone hides their secrets...is keifer's family really a normal family...is Angelo just a ceo of Fernandez corp ? Is Jay only a sweet girl or under her disguise something more is hidden? What will happen when everyone will know that Jay is a girl not a boy ...will they accept her ? What will happen to their friendship trio of Jay keifer and yuri ... This story starts with lots of drama ... comedy romance but with dark secrets so want to explore then togather??

Leaving home, Tasha begins university life at Evergreen University sharing a hostel room with her childhood friend, Sabrina. Her new freedom is quickly challenged by Liam, a guy whose arrogance constantly sets her off. Their fiery encounters turn into a campus rivalry. However, beneath the constant arguments, an undeniable connection forms, pulling them into a secret romance. Their happiness is shattered when they learn their families have been enemies for generations. Tasha and Liam must then decide if their love is strong enough to break ancient grudges, or if they'll be forced apart by their parents' past.

Chosen by the gods as their maiden of Light, Orielle was chosen to fulfil a prophecy that would save the kingdoms. But her betrothal to the cursed king of Eldoria unravels secrets the gods never spoke of, whispers twisting truths with lies—prophecies that may not be what they seem. Is her fate set in stone, or can she find another way? Chapters released on Tuesdays & Fridays

When Silence Finds You Aarav has mastered one thing in life—distance. He keeps conversations short, emotions buried, and moments unfinished. To everyone around him, he is simply quiet. But beneath that silence is someone terrified of connection, because he knows some moments never leave… no matter how badly you want them to. Then Meera enters his life. She isn’t loud. She doesn’t try to fix him. Instead, she notices the things nobody else does—the hesitation in his words, the way he pulls away before anything becomes real, and the loneliness hidden inside his silence. What begins as shared quietness slowly turns into something deeper: lingering glances, unfinished conversations, almost-touches, and emotions neither of them fully understands yet. But Aarav carries a past he never faced. Someone he left unanswered. A memory that still follows him like an unfinished sentence. And the closer he gets to Meera, the more he realizes: staying is far more frightening than leaving. Because some connections don’t change your life all at once. They change it slowly… one moment at a time. A slow-burn emotional romance about silence, vulnerability, healing, and learning how to stay when every instinct tells you to run.

Lìngxiāo is the same boy Chóng Fēi believed he had killed indirectly by exposing him. Since the time Lìngxiāo was Eighteen, he has carried a strange condition that never lets him show pain or anger. As an independent exorcist with no controlling clan above him, he roams the land with three burning aims: to save the common people from darkness, to clear his own name—from his own father's murder—and to unravel the mystery behind the man who raised him before disappearing right after he learned to stand on his own. Was his father killed? Or was there something deeper than that? Who was that bloodless "uncle" who used to teach him what is distraction and what is destination? Were those teasing words—"A wave of pleasure"—something more than what he took too long to understand? Soon, his destiny took an unexpected turn. His hometown Yún Xi calls him back—not as who he used to be, but as a professional exorcist. A town haunted by a Red Robe Ghost, where no exorcist who answered the call has ever survived. When Lìngxiāo arrives, a silent surprise awaits him. The ghost is one groom or something else? why isn't his calculation matching? who hunts the heir this much? That heir is Chóng Fēi. He has spent more then seven years carrying the weight of a death he believes he caused—the death of Xiǎo Lìng, the boy who once protected him from his father's cruelty. He has spent years trapped between his father's control and the skull mummy who haunts his every step. Now, Chóng Fēi finds himself drawn to the mysterious, perpetually smiling exorcist. Something about Lìngxiāo feels familiar. Something about him makes Chóng Fēi want to trust—and want to run. He doesn't know that the man he's falling for is the same boy he's been mourning. During the investigation—through a ballad of needles and fear, all for the sake of keeping the heir alive—Chóng Fēi's one-sided longing grows into deep love. It becomes his reason to walk slower. To share belongings. To share his trauma. And Lìngxiāo, who has been searching for answers about his father and his uncle, begins to realize that the demonic energy haunting Yún Xi isn't just around him. It's around Chóng Fēi too. The ghosts are not the villains. They are victims of someone else—a mastermind who has been watching, waiting, pulling the strings. And there is more than one. The unknown one seems to be above the other. Can someone who roots for power and legacy move for the songbird whose nature is flying around, searching for his origin? And who even bothered enough to raise a hopeless boy without purpose—only to leave just when he had started to fly high and wanted to hear that simple "Do not worry, boy"? Let's find out on the surface of tears and smiles—which is not even the start or the end, but the middle of something far more complicated but ends into someone else's epic. It's slow burn and contains intimate scenes after chapter 100. Dark themes included but handled with care. (My babies are THE MEN this world requires so yeah, I believe you would fall in love with them!) Bonus book: For The Four Arms, One Soul [a book inspired by Chóng Fēi's shelf! say thanks to him for being such a story bug!] Status: mostly on hiatus since October 2026 to the next 6 months. Extremely sorry for my sudden emergency. Might upload twice a week if possible. You don't have to worry. This book is not dropped. Feel free to love and support!

[ Caution: High Heat Advisory ] “Harper, stop undressing me with your eyes. The plot isn’t going that way… YET.” Harper McKenzie, a newbie web novel author, has a problem — she struggles with romance scenes. As someone with almost nonexistent real-life experience in the matter, she can’t get the intimate chemistry right, and those chapters always come out dry and cringy. Fortunately for her, Harper finds a freelance editor willing to workshop her writing. But the surprise? That editor turns out to be her childhood friend and the very first crush of her life. What happens now when he offers her personal lessons on how to write the hottest romance … and love scenes? -------------- Note: this is a fun, cozy, sweet story with a low-drama plot. No love triangles, no misunderstandings, no memory loss / car accidents / terminal illnesses / etc.. Mature content abounds, starting out soft but heats up quickly. You’ve been warned! -------------- Sneak Peek: He slid her bra over her shoulders and, with impossibly quick and skilled work, tied the lacy garment around her wrists. “Spread your legs wider,” he ordered. Harper’s already faltering heartbeat faltered some more. The command in his tone was foreign, but it crashed over her like a heat wave, and even though she could barely begin to picture how salacious she must look, with her hands bound and thighs spread wide like an offering to be ravished, she could feel the scorching need coiling hotter and hotter in her core. Her body obeyed eagerly on its own accord, bringing herself fully open just like she was told. Eli grinned. Moving between her legs, he trailed hot kisses along her inner thigh, leaving sizzling little fires crackling in its wake. “Good girl. Now, what should your character say next?” A finger glided over her wet and wanting flesh in a slippery stroke, making her heart slam to a hard stop as a moan tore free. “Write the next line for me, what should I say before I unravel you with my tongue and make you scream my name?”

It is no argument that human beings will do anything to get what they want and Alanna Rhee Ingram wasn't an exception to this rule. She believed that in order to get what you wanted there were sacrifices you had to be willing to make. Even if those sacrifices warranted one's death. Especially when the death of that person could bring you a step closer to your utmost goal.