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Rain Spencer and Dane Collins were everything to each other once. Best friends. Almost lovers. Then enemies. And the cycle kept repeating—until it finally broke them. Years ago, their world was made of inside jokes, stolen glances, summer secrets, and a connection that grew from innocent affection into raw, breathless desire. Until one devastating moment tore them apart and turned two soul-tied kids into strangers. Now, fate drags them back together in the heart of London. Rain is a doctor building a quiet, disciplined life—one that doesn’t have space for the boy who shattered her. Yet when she sees him in a hospital bed, every carefully buried feeling claws its way back to the surface. Dane has returned with scars he refuses to show and a past he can’t outrun. Rain is the one person he’s always burned for… but also the one person he least deserves. The spark between them was never extinguished—only buried. And now it’s threatening to set their entire world ablaze. As old wounds reopen and old chemistry resurfaces, Rain struggles between anger and longing, while Dane fights ghosts he can’t name out loud. Can two people with a history this tangled find their way back to love? Or will the past that broke them once destroy them again? A guaranteed HEA, filled with tension, angst, longing, and slow-burn heat. 18+ only — explicit scenes, mature themes, and a love that refuses to die.

It is fate, loving unknowingly, triangled

Crown Prince Gu Lian was born brilliant—admired by all, his path seemingly carved in stone: ascend the throne and protect the realm. With a loyal general, A Lie; a peerless strategist, Ai Miao; and a fiancée hailed as the capital’s most beautiful woman, he was the perfect heir in the eyes of the world. At age ten, the arrival of Murong Che, a hostage prince from a neighboring kingdom, disrupted the calm like a stone cast into still waters. Gu Lian quickly noticed that Ai Miao, his deep-thinking advisor, paid this heterochromatic youth an unusual amount of attention. To Ai Miao, Murong Che was a flawless “creation”—a vessel to mold, a key piece in a bloodless conquest. But when Gu Lian realized his dreams were haunted not by his fiancée, but by Ai Miao, his life veered off course. On a stormy night at fifteen, stripped of pride, he begged: “I need your love, Ai Miao! I want your mind—so full of empire and ambition—to hold space for me, Gu Lian!” The Emperor and Empress, alarmed by the prince’s dependence and forbidden affection, issued a secret decree. Under the guise of “greater ambition,” Ai Miao was exiled to a foreign land, leaving behind a cruel misunderstanding: a silent departure that shattered Gu Lian’s heart. Five years later, Ai Miao returned triumphant. The prince he had mentored now sat as a puppet monarch; the neighboring kingdom was all but dissolved. But what awaited him was Gu Lian’s frozen hatred, the imperial couple’s silent threats, a scandalous trap of seduction—and a chasm between them that seemed impossible to cross. Misunderstandings, schemes, jealousy, and the weight of duty loomed large. Gu Lian was forged into a blade by pain; Ai Miao clung to his original vow in silence. Until an unexpected aphrodisiac incident ignited everything—burning away their masks. In the collision of desire and truth, they confirmed with their bodies the loyalty and longing that had never faded. “I’ll be your bedmate,” the once-proud prince whispered, stripped of all dignity, eyes burning with obsession. “Just don’t touch anyone else—man or woman. Ever.” And Ai Miao, the master tactician, finally lowered every defense. In the overwhelming tide of pleasure, he saw his heart clearly: All the flawless plans, all the legendary victories—none compared to holding this man. From wary tests to life-and-death trust, from heartbreak to reunion—they must face courtly daggers, imperial pressure, and the tangled mystery surrounding a diplomatic princess. Together, they will purge the rot within and beyond the palace. This is an epic of growth and guardianship. Witness a cold strategist who plots each step for love, with devotion that cuts to the bone; a young crown prince who clings to emotion and carves out a golden age. Two mighty souls, bound to each other alone. Watch them break every chain and write a royal legend unlike any before—at the very peak of power, side by side.

They say love can be arranged. But what happens when the heart isn’t ready? Felix Moretti grew up knowing his future was already written — an arranged engagement to the aloof, powerful CEO Matteo Romano. Bound by family ties and expectations, he stepped into Matteo’s world with quiet devotion, hoping love might grow where duty began. But Matteo never looked at him the way he hoped. Cold. Distant. Untouchable. Until the night everything changed. After a violent attack shatters the illusion of safety, one sacrifice leaves Felix unconscious and Matteo spiraling. And when Felix opens his eyes six months later… he doesn’t remember the man who once meant everything. But the heart has its own memory. And some love stories are destined to begin twice. Matteo must learn to be vulnerable — not a protector from the shadows, but a partner in the light — or risk losing Felix forever.

Sometimes, life-changing things don't come with thunder and lightning. Sometimes, they come with a light rain at the school bus stop—and someone who sees you when you stop pretending to be strong. Nayara is used to being perfect: grades, attitude, life, everything is in order. Raka is used to being calm: relaxed and always knowing how to make the world feel lighter.

Condemned by Grace is a dark literary fantasy centered on obsession, psychological cruelty, and the terror of repetition. Aiko and Min-Jun are bound to each other across an endless cycle of lives that always restart at some point: when their connection forms. Each time the world resets, they return with no memory of previous lives. To them, this existence feels singular, ordinary, and irreversible. It is not. Between each cycle lies the Orchard of Grieves, a suspended afterlife where they exist only briefly before being sent back again. The Orchard is not a place of judgment or redemption. It is a holding space sustained by unresolved attachment. The Loop exists because their bond generates extreme despair. Obsession, humiliation, dependence, and violence are not side effects. As long as their relationship continues to produce unbearable hopelessness, the world is allowed to restart. Their bond is not just romantic in the conventional sense. It is intimate, destructive, and unavoidable. Neither can escape the gravitational pull of the other, even as their connection becomes the primary source of their suffering. With each Loop, the damage compounds. Though their memories reset, their instincts sharpen. Patterns repeat with increasing precision. The violence becomes more deliberate. The silence more suffocating. The bond tighter and more dangerous. The novel follows one particular iteration in which the emotional collapse occurs earlier and more violently than before. As Aiko retreats entirely from the world and Min-Jun’s fixation escalates into control, the Orchard itself begins to destabilize. For the first time, the Loop shows signs of fracture. At its core, Condemned by Grace asks whether love is defined by possession or release, and whether freedom is possible for those who survive only through suffering. It is a story about two people who cannot save each other, cannot forget each other, and cannot stop reenacting the same destruction. They are not punished for their obsession. They are sustained by it.

After three years of marriage, when her husband's first love suddenly returned, Emma Carter was extremely shocked. Finally, she realized that all the sincere feelings she had for him over the years were now just like a river flowing away. "Emma, the Carter family has been bankrupt for a long time. Do you still think you are a noble lady? You are a weakling who can't do anything." Her mother-in-law scolded. "Emma, has my brother ever valued you? After three years of marriage, he hasn't even touched you." Her sister-in-law's voice was sarcastic. Emma was desperate; it seemed like everyone took her husband's infidelity for granted. Obviously, she did nothing wrong, but she was the one who was hurt the most. She realized that her biggest mistake was choosing to marry this heartless man. When she decided to file for divorce, he looked annoyed: “Emma, stop joking. I’ve treated you well enough.” She just coldly replied: “Daniel, aren’t you going to sign the divorce papers?” Finally, when Emma held the divorce papers from the court in her hand, she felt like she was reborn, and the atmosphere around her became fresher. She officially had a new life. “Emma, you will regret leaving me.” He angrily spat out harsh words before leaving, but Emma didn’t bother to look up. When everyone thought she would fail miserably, Alexander Knight–the famous, cold, and taciturn CEO–suddenly hugged her tightly, his voice warm and comforting: “Emma, do you have a household registration book? Let’s go register our marriage?” The entire upper class was shocked: How could Alexander Knight, a single man, marry a woman who had been married? But only Alex knew that for this chance, he had waited for her for twelve years.

Mio thought starting high school would be a fresh start, a chance to shake off the awkward middle school days and be someone new. But just when she’s getting comfortable in her new tomboy vibe, her first love from middle school, Yuuto, shows up—quiet, distant, and carrying his own baggage. Now, Mio’s caught between old feelings she’s not sure she can let go of and new friends who keep life interesting. With a little heartbreak, a lot of laughter, and some confusing moments, she’s figuring out what growing up really means. If you’re into stories about friendship, first love, and the messy, real stuff that comes with finding yourself, Petals of Yesterday might be your next favorite read.

Aiven Hale only wanted one thing for the holidays: a quiet December, far away from heartbreak, exams, and his overly dramatic sister. But everything shatters the moment a stormy-eyed idol crashes into his life—literally. Raze, real name KiyoshiRaiden, the cold and untouchable center of global sensation ECLYPSE, is known for three things: his lethal beauty, his impossible attitude, and the rule he never breaks— “No one gets close.” Yet fate decides to be chaotic. A viral video. A misinterpreted moment. A New Year countdown gone wrong. Suddenly Aiven becomes the mysterious boy seen with Raze, chased by fans, media, and chaos he never wanted. To protect him, Raze does the unthinkable: He brings Aiven into his world. Living under one roof with five idols, dealing with a possessive CEO, jealous group members, and a sister who interrogates him every hour—Aiven struggles to breathe. But the more time he spends with Raze, the more he uncovers the truth behind the idol’s icy mask: His loneliness. His fear. His quiet affection… especially for Aiven. With Christmas lights glowing around them and a New Year countdown ticking closer, their hearts collide in ways neither expects. But the world isn’t kind to idols who fall in love. And Raze’s world? Even colder. As secrets erupt, rivalries explode, and fame becomes dangerous, Aiven must decide: Will he run from the chaos… or stay and fight for the boy who stole his New Year—and his heart?

Waking up crushed under a man, I nearly screamed—until I saw who it was. Adrian. My cold, obsessive husband. The man I spent a lifetime escaping from. In my past life, I trusted the wrong people. Betrayed the only man who ever protected me and died alone. One life ruined me. This one? I’ll ruin everyone who tries again. Now, the game is mine and I write the rules. I'll act sweet. Stay mysterious. And pit every snake against each other. And as for my dangerously obsessed husband? I will tame—wait... WAIT! I was just being a little gentle, why is this tyrant acting like a delicate princess? 'Hey, hey, stop clinging to me! What? You want cuddles? Head pats? You—You are not a cat, Adrian!' … “He’s deathly allergic to strawberries? But he devoured one from my hand like it’s a miracle elixir.” “He has sleeping disorders? But he hugged me and passed out like a lazy cat!” “He’s sulking… because I didn’t hold his hand?” When he saw me hugging my female best friend? He lost his mind. Yanked me into his arms and growled, “Mine,” like a deranged villain in love. I finally understood: no one else ever stood a chance. I was his only obsession.

I let out a bitter laugh. “It’s ironic, isn’t it? You spent years making my life a living hell, and now you look at me like I’m the very air you breathe.” Lennox’s face fell. “Olivia, it wasn’t supposed to be like this—” I cut him off, my eyes blazing with anger. “Oh, but it was. You wanted me broken. You wanted me to suffer. And I did.” I paused, my voice trembling. “But not anymore.” Louis, who had been silent, spoke softly. “Olivia, we—” I shook my head and took a step back, putting distance between us. “No. Whatever you think you feel, it doesn’t matter. It’s too late. You had a choice. And every single time, you chose her. Over and over again, you chose Anita.” Levi shook his head. “We were wrong.” I met their gazes. “Yes, you were. And now, you’ll have to live with it.” With that, I turned away, refusing to let them see the tears burning in my eyes. •••••••• Olivia Parker was once the cherished daughter of a respected Gamma—until betrayal shattered her world. Branded the daughter of a traitor, she was stripped of her title, her dignity, and the life she had known, forced to serve as an Omega among those who once respected her. But fate wasn’t done with her yet. On the night of the mating ceremony, Olivia discovered the cruelest twist of all—she wasn’t fated to just one mate, but three. And not just any three. Alpha Lennox, Alpha Louis, and Alpha Levi—the ruthless triplet Alphas who had spent years tormenting her. Bound to a marriage they never wanted, the triplets made her life a waking nightmare. They paraded their lover, Anita, before her, ensuring she never forgot her place, never forgot that they would never want her. But fate has a way of playing its own game. As secrets unravel and buried truths come to light, the triplets begin to see Olivia for who she truly is—not just a Luna in title, but the woman they never realized they needed. Only now, she’s done waiting.

"I do apologise to have to tell you the sad news Mr Quinzel. But you have less than a year left to live." This is what my doctor told me when I went for my monthly appointment two days ago. I couldn't forget the words or get them out of my head. ............... ........... Lucien is a former Mafia member. He retired back to his home city. This was of course after he faked his death to leave. But that was more like a retreat to his deathbed, or so he thought. At a ball, he meets a daring yet beautiful Eloine. Intrigued and aware that approaching her would put her in danger, the sickly Lucien who is slowly dying decided to let Eevee Eloine Evergarden into his life.

Tyr, an MMA champion with fists of steel and a heart hardened by betrayal. She was the bastard daughter of the powerful Alaister family with little interaction with them. When she reached adulthood, she thought there would be no more forced visits with this family, but she suddenly began receiving incessant calls and messages to come to the main house which she ignored. That was until when her father’s gym was destroyed and he was left in a hospital bed. She stormed into the Alaister estate demanding answers. Instead, she was handed a marriage contract. The groom? The ruthless heir of the Vastano Mafia empire. The deal? Wealth, protection, and power beyond anything she had known. Tyr thought it was a joke until she saw the signature line. What she didn’t know was that the Vastano heir was already in love… with her pampered half-sister. Tyr was just the bait. A pawn to be discarded when she had lost her usefulness.

[*Author's Note*: I'm currently editing some chapters of this story. They will be available soon. Thank you for reading and for your patience.] Ryder turned his back on Thea, blinded by lies that shattered their bond. Years later, fate brings them face-to-face—her world in ruins, his heart hardened, and a fiancée by his side. “I don’t want to see you again..” he says, but shadows of a dark secret threaten to unravel everything. The boy she once knew is gone, replaced by a man consumed by bitterness. Will truth set them free, or bury their past forever? --- This Novel is not translated but an original work written by author Audenzia_16.

Too Many Losing Heroes Five lives. Five stories. Each scar hides a reason to love again. Told through five arcs, every story reveals a different kind of love — gentle or painful, quiet or fierce — each capturing a truth about what it really means to love and to lose. Arc 1 — Rahul: The Artist of Lies He hides behind sarcasm and silence — a boy who doesn’t believe in love or justice anymore. But when a strange confession turns his quiet world upside down, he finds himself drawn into something he never expected: sincerity. In a place full of fake smiles and whispered rumors, Rahul learns that sometimes the hardest truth is letting someone see who you really are. A story of trust, redemption, and the kind of love that feels too real to be safe. Arc 2 — Raj (Hayabusa): The Boy with the Scar To everyone, Raj is perfect — a calm, focused fencing champion who never loses his composure. But perfection is just another mask. When an unexpected encounter challenges the loneliness he’s carried for years, Raj must decide if he’s ready to open his heart again — or if some memories are too sharp to hold. A story about gentle hearts, hidden pain, and finding someone who doesn’t flinch at your scars. Arc 3 — Leo: The Star Who Forgot to Shine He was born to be adored — the idol, the dancer, the name on every billboard. But fame is a cruel mirror, and Leo’s reflection hides more than anyone knows. When a girl with quiet eyes steps into his world, she doesn’t see the celebrity — she sees the boy still learning how to breathe. And for the first time, he wonders if love could be louder than applause. A story about fame, fear, and the courage to love when everyone’s watching. Arc 4 — Hritik: The One Who Sees Too Much Hritik trusts numbers more than people. He built walls out of code, firewalls around his heart — because data doesn’t lie, but people always do. Then someone begins breaking through both. As secrets unravel and memories resurface, Hritik learns that not every connection is meant to be encrypted. A story about control, vulnerability, and falling for someone who knows how to read your silence. Arc 5 — Neel: The Forgotten Memory He doesn’t remember what he lost — only that something inside him aches for answers. Surrounded by friends who treat him like glass, Neel begins to piece together the truth hidden behind their smiles. But when love brings back the memories they all tried to bury, Neel must face the question none of them ever could: Was it worth it? A story about memory, love, and the quiet heroism of forgiveness. Series Theme Every arc is a different kind of love — one born from pain, another from trust, another from loss. Five broken hearts, one shared story. Because not all heroes save others. Some just save themselves — one heartbeat at a time.

Lennox cornered her in the hallway, his amber eyes troubled. “You didn’t deserve that.” “Didn’t I?” Olivia challenged. “Wasn’t it you who told the entire pack that the daughter of a traitor should be treated as less than human?” “I was wrong,” he admitted. “We all were.” “Three years, Lennox. Three years of serving as your Omega, of being spat on, of watching you three worship the ground Anita walks on while I’m nothing but a shameful secret.” From the shadows, Levi’s voice emerged. “The Moon Goddess bound us for a reason.” Olivia’s bitter laugh echoed through the corridor. “And you’ve fought that reason every step of the way.” “We didn’t know,” Louis appeared beside his brothers, forming the triangle that had always made Olivia feel trapped. “About your father, about the conspiracy—” “So that’s what it takes?” she asked, voice trembling. “My father’s name being cleared for you to acknowledge me as your Luna? As your mate?” “No,” Lennox reached for her. “It’s seeing your strength, your resilience despite everything we put you through.” “We were cruel,” Levi admitted. “We were wrong,” Louis echoed. Olivia looked at each of them, these three powerful Alphas now regarding her with something approaching reverence. Olivia’s smile held no warmth. “Now I realize some wounds cut too deep to heal. You can’t break someone for years and expect them to be whole for you when it’s convenient.”

[WSA Entry 2025] : “Is love about who made your heart race… or who knew when to step back so it could keep beating?” Silas loved her in secret, in sacrifice. Caelum loves her in presence, in patience. And she— She stands at the heart of it all, carrying a love shaped by memory and promise, torn between what was, and what dares to be. Not every heart chooses loudly. Some stay. Some let go. But in the end, she must ask not just who loves her— but who walks beside her when the storm comes. As ancient vows awaken and forgotten missions collide, Lhady must confront not only who she loves… but why. Is it the comfort of a future built slowly and safely? Or the echo of a past carved in sacrifice? In the end, Have You Someone to Protect? is not just a question of loyalty—it’s a question of love, identity, and the burdens we carry for those we dare to keep close. And whom does she, in turn, choose to protect?