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A young woman checks into a forgotten hotel room, never expecting the presence that waits in the shadows. He’s a ghost cursed to desire the living but never touch them. She’s the first to resist his pull… and the first to tempt him back into feeling. As their obsession deepens, the line between hunger, love, and danger blurs in the dark. Some spirits want freedom. This one wants her.

“You are the centre of my world.” Miko’s whisper made me tremble. “You have me now, you are not alone anymore. I will protect you unconditionally. Lean on me a little more.” I wanted to, I ached to lose myself in him, but my heart, no, my dream was on the line. Could I survive loving him? I once had a dream- to be a rockstar, an idol. Fame seduced me each night I lay down. When it came, I grabbed its hand and never wanted to let go. What I didn’t expect was who this dream came with. Miko. The love of my life, the person who destroyed me and put me back in place. The person whom I shattered for when he called me beautiful. The person I cannot breathe without. The one person in this world whom I belong to. He saw me, touched me in the deepest parts of me I didn't know existed, and loved all of me. I was too scared to turn towards him; how could it be possible for a person to love someone like this? Enough to risk their deepest desire? All we ever wanted was to love each other. But the world wasn’t ready for us. Or was it me who wasn’t ready for him? *This is a work of fiction BL love story. It's a slow burn, characters are not perfect and this is purely a fictional, not perfect world. *All copyrights of the cover belong to the owner.

[FREE] A small town. A girl with a dangerous destiny. And a war between creatures that refuse to stay hidden. In the Kserton Trilogy, seventeen-year-old Asya Chernaia is thrust into a supernatural underworld of vampires, werewolves, and ancient curses. Each choice she makes pulls her deeper into a conflict that threatens her family, her first love, and her very humanity. From the thrill of forbidden romance to the terror of betrayal, this trilogy is a pulse-pounding journey through love, loss, and the razor’s edge between survival and surrender. First love. First heartbreak. First taste of blood. Love triangle and slowburn included.

Born as the third youngest of the Melpomene family, Catalina never expected to go to Lightless Institute for training as heir of one of the holy clans. Expect the unexpected—everyone had to know this. She should have known fate to be sudden, viscous, and unpredictable. In an attempt to not bring anymore shame to her legendary family, Catalina forces herself to make the effort to be great. Great perfect grades and flawless scores in duels. Master her zodiac path, create a relic. Became an Ophanim. Then, a Pillar of Winter Clan. How hard can it be? Extremely challenging, especially when within the tides of mundane life, a gamble of survival and destiny is being played. In the world of divinity and advanced technology and civilization, the truth shall set them free or contain them from beyond themselves. Welcome to the lawless saga. Cover design; picsart Art; pinterest—owner unknown 2 chapters every day.

They say love can be arranged. But what happens when the heart isn’t ready? Felix Moretti grew up knowing his future was already written — an arranged engagement to the aloof, powerful CEO Matteo Romano. Bound by family ties and expectations, he stepped into Matteo’s world with quiet devotion, hoping love might grow where duty began. But Matteo never looked at him the way he hoped. Cold. Distant. Untouchable. Until the night everything changed. After a violent attack shatters the illusion of safety, one sacrifice leaves Felix unconscious and Matteo spiraling. And when Felix opens his eyes six months later… he doesn’t remember the man who once meant everything. But the heart has its own memory. And some love stories are destined to begin twice. Matteo must learn to be vulnerable — not a protector from the shadows, but a partner in the light — or risk losing Felix forever.

Miyo and Luca are infamous in their classes for one shared trait: their academic ability is a crime against education itself. Miyo, the pastel-pink-haired, soft-spoken omega who lives in his own sparkly world, and Luca, the volleyball ace whose brain is… mostly air and confidence, have both managed to fail the same core class. Repeatedly. Their homeroom teacher—one step away from losing his sanity—snaps. He gives them an ultimatum: “You two pass the upcoming exam with at least 70% each, or neither of you goes anywhere. No retakes. No excuses. No tears.” For Miyo: failure means repeating the year. For Luca: failure means he’s barred from going to nationals with the volleyball team. And because fate loves chaos, the teacher announces: “You two will study together. Sink or swim as a pair.” Which is honestly cruel. Because they are—collectively—functioning on half a braincell. Now they’re forced into after-school study sessions, library detentions, accidental bonding, unintentional flirting, shared stupidity, and the slow realization that maybe… they’re not just dumb. They’re dumb for each other.

After three years of marriage, when her husband's first love suddenly returned, Emma Carter was extremely shocked. Finally, she realized that all the sincere feelings she had for him over the years were now just like a river flowing away. "Emma, the Carter family has been bankrupt for a long time. Do you still think you are a noble lady? You are a weakling who can't do anything." Her mother-in-law scolded. "Emma, has my brother ever valued you? After three years of marriage, he hasn't even touched you." Her sister-in-law's voice was sarcastic. Emma was desperate; it seemed like everyone took her husband's infidelity for granted. Obviously, she did nothing wrong, but she was the one who was hurt the most. She realized that her biggest mistake was choosing to marry this heartless man. When she decided to file for divorce, he looked annoyed: “Emma, stop joking. I’ve treated you well enough.” She just coldly replied: “Daniel, aren’t you going to sign the divorce papers?” Finally, when Emma held the divorce papers from the court in her hand, she felt like she was reborn, and the atmosphere around her became fresher. She officially had a new life. “Emma, you will regret leaving me.” He angrily spat out harsh words before leaving, but Emma didn’t bother to look up. When everyone thought she would fail miserably, Alexander Knight–the famous, cold, and taciturn CEO–suddenly hugged her tightly, his voice warm and comforting: “Emma, do you have a household registration book? Let’s go register our marriage?” The entire upper class was shocked: How could Alexander Knight, a single man, marry a woman who had been married? But only Alex knew that for this chance, he had waited for her for twelve years.

Gui Born again, took a beautiful woman as his wife.

Ananya loved Subho all through school — quietly, painfully, and without a single hope he’d ever look back. He didn’t. In fact, his careless words left scars she carried for nineteen years. Now destiny brings them face-to-face at their best friend’s wedding. He’s older. Softer. And suddenly aware of the girl he once overlooked. She’s the woman he can’t stop noticing now. Between sangeet nights, playful banter, old friends, guilty apologies, and stolen moments… something begins to shift. But old wounds don’t disappear easily. And neither does old love. This time, when life brings them together again… will they finally choose each other? Or will the past steal their future one more time?

As a popular female singer, Luan Yan never thought that she would participate in a dating variety show one day. What she didn't expect was that she would meet the person she had been thinking about in the variety show... She had only one idea. Sleep with him! F*ck him! Ride him! Make up for the love she had been missing before! CREDITS OF THE ORIGINAL NOVEL GO TO THE ORIGINAL AUTHOR. THE COVER PAGE CREDIT GOES TO THE ORIGINAL OWNER. IT IS AN 18 + NOVEL SO BE AWARE. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ER*TIC STUFF DO NOT READ THIS!!!

Aaravi Mehra believes that dreams can change lives. She steps into college with a heart full of hope, ready for a new beginning — new friends, new memories, and maybe, her first love. But fate has other plans. On her very first day, she crosses paths with Rihan Malhotra, the quiet, serious topper who seems to carry a world of secrets behind his calm eyes. Their first meeting is a disaster — spilled coffee, angry words, and cold silence. Yet somehow, destiny keeps pulling them back together — in the same class, the same projects, the same little moments that slowly melt the distance between them. As Aaravi’s warmth begins to break Rihan’s walls, both of them learn that love isn’t always perfect — sometimes, it’s about healing, forgiveness, and finding light even in the darkest days. Set in a lively Indian college with the emotions of a Korean drama, “When the Sky Smiled” is a tender story of youth, friendship, and the power of love that makes us grow. Because sometimes, when you least expect it — the sky smiles, and life changes forever.

Valiant is a twenty-year-old handsome, sweet, cute young man, charming, full of enthusiasm, and always optimistic with a positive outlook. He enjoys the warmth of the sun and the chill of winter, the breeze carrying the smells of the grass and soil blowing in the atmosphere. Intelligent and driven, he is working towards completing his degree while working an internship at one of the biggest companies in the city. Life seems so perfect, reunited with his former love, Jason, his Boss. Jason, knowing that Valiant was his first love, is keen to capture his heart. Everything seems perfect until Valiant's idealistic world crumbles, falls so hard to the ground. Out of the blue, he has a fatal illness with a slim chance of survival. To make matters more complex, he encounters James, his step-cousin, who is also vying for his affection. Caught between escaping to savor the remaining time of his life and trying to survive, Valiant confronts challenging decisions. What should he do now?

[Romance, SweetFL, ColdML, R20+] “Huh?” I thought all my luck was spent the moment I was partnered with Rain in a dungeon . . . until I saw him collapse before me. “W-what’s happening?!” Rain’s skin was flushed, sweat dripping down his handsome face. His usually sharp blue eyes were unfocused, his breath ragged. The always-composed Rain, who always have a frown and serious face, looked unbearably vulnerable . . . and hot. I froze. “Lewd . . . curse?” || MISSION: Help Rain relieve himself to dispel the curse’s heat. || “E-Eh?! But . . . But I-I’m a virgin! I don’t even know how to—!” || FAILURE: Rain will collapse from . . . overexertion, never to rise again. || Egh? ==== Rain—a special beastkin, cold, and devastatingly handsome—was cursed by a mischievous goddess with something ridiculous: the Lewd Curse. His stoic, emotionless face hides a constant struggle against unbearable heat that could drain his life away if left unchecked. Enter Elsy: a hopelessly-in-love, innocent elf who finally awakened her powers (with a system) . . . only to discover it wasn’t for dungeons or battles. Nope. She got the Lewd Dungeon System—a perverted quest log dedicated entirely to helping Rain, the love of her life, relieve his curse. From hand-holding missions that feel way too intimate, to awkward kisses, and maybe even things she’s far too inexperienced for, she’s suddenly responsible for keeping the most serious and godly man alive . . . through the most unserious means possible. Will the goddess’s curse break them, or will all these shameless “missions” finally melt Rain’s icy heart? A story of stoic beauty, innocent love, and absolutely unholy ecchi system quests. || WARNING! || *NO HAREM! NO REVERSE HAREM. NO NTR. MATURE. R-20+!!!!

Otis and Mei had known each other since college but broke up before graduating. Both of them ran off to places thousands of miles apart, thinking they would never cross paths again. Yet, fate had other plans, and they ended up becoming roommates. The moment Otis pushed the door open and saw Mei sitting on the sofa, he froze. "You look like my ex-girlfriend." Mei immediately jumped up, stomping her foot in frustration. "I am your ex-girlfriend!!!"

Eight years ago, Reed Callahan walked away from Nicholas Grey; the man who owned his heart now fate forces them back together. Nicholas doesn’t forgive or forget. Reed was his once, and this time, he won’t let him go because some loves never die. They burn, consume, and break everything in their path. Nicholas Grey? He’s always been willing to burn for Reed.

When Erich escapes to Provence hoping for a quiet summer, he finds anything but peace. It starts with a runaway dog, a girl who paints emotions instead of landscapes, and a string of uncanny signs that seem to follow him through lavender fields. Louisa is bright, unpredictable, and hides secrets behind her sunlit smile. Erich is an introverted dreamer, tired of the world but unable to ignore the strange pull he feels toward her. As the colors of Provence grow too vivid — almost alive — he realizes that Louisa is connected to something mystical, something that has been waiting for him long before he arrived. Love, fate, and a summer that refuses to stay ordinary.

*Daily updating at least until December 2nd* For centuries, three kingdoms have peacefully ruled a continent after the genocide of the cursed blue-blooded Cian people. To strengthen their political alliance, the King of Behrman binds his beautiful daughter, Princess Ylenna, to marry the secretive and devastatingly handsome Second Prince of Kozhar, Rhovian, who hides a dangerous secret in his veins: the forbidden Cian blood. Decided to end that lineage with him, though secretly yearning for Ylenna, Rhovian, who got married against his will, is certain that she despises him and refuses to touch his new bride, leading her, who believes to be the object of his hatred, to foresee a future of agonizing, empty duty. As their internal beliefs cause cracks in the walls they’ve built, the couple slowly realizes that the perceived loathing is, in fact, undeniable and passionately burning love. But Rhovian’s secret still stands between them. When the threat of war looms over them, the couple gets caught in the middle of political power battles, leaving their deep connection, and the future of the three kingdoms, at the mercy of a single, devastating revelation.

Elara has it all: a doting husband, a beautiful daughter, and a life of luxury free from worries. From the outside, her existence is flawless—like a pristine string of pearls. A beautiful gilded cage. But the foundation of her perfect life shatters at a charity gala. There, she comes face to face with Kael, her passionate ex-lover from the past who left an unfinished story between them. Their reunion is fraught with awkwardness and unspoken tension. They are both married, building an invisible wall between them. Yet, the real shock comes when David, Elara's husband, arrives to pick her up. And the loyal man waiting for her at home is, in fact, Kael's best friend. Kael has known all along. He knew Elara was his best friend's wife. And Elara realizes she never truly forgot the man from her past. With fate orchestrating more chance encounters, their forbidden connection becomes inevitable. Every meeting is a whisper from the past, a temptation of a life she could have had. Standing at the crossroads of duty and desire, of a safe life and an intoxicating love, what choice will Elara make? Will she remain in her comfortable gilded cage, or will she find the courage to pick up the shattered pieces of her life and chase her true happiness? A steamy, emotional forbidden romance about second chances, secrets, and the courage to choose yourself.

#WSA2025 Word went around that no one that had ever knocked on the esteemed Eleazar family’s doors seeking shelter were turned away. Fleeing the prince of Lustris no less, Arabella Sterling held out hope that those weren’t mere rumors as she crossed the border over to Umbraria, home to all creatures of the night. A land where noble blood like hers was a highly coveted delicacy. As such, she wasn’t turned away, but since the Eleazars ran no charity, Arabella was compelled to become the sole blood provider to the heir of the family in exchange for safety. Though never, in a million years, did she imagine that what had started as a simple trade off, could morph into a swirl of tangled passion when the cold and stoic vampire she served showed interest in the young woman beyond the crimson nectar coursing her veins.

At the heart of a wish lies an attempt at completion, a human desire to become our true and final selves. Wishes are fuelled by regrets and are bound eternally to the past, serving as approximations of what once was. We all experience regret and nostalgia, leading us to make wishes and find despair, but can we become our true selves despite this all? That's where the story of a girl who struggles to control her desires begins... Two souls sharing the same body and memory are living in Kyoto 2031. Tang-Ji Shizukesa, a girl who's grown up in her previous life with a hardcore passion for gaming, is now a bookworm in her new life who has no interest in video games. Along with her, Kazami and Hoyeon, the three childhood friends who separated 7 years ago due to an accident, have now been reunited again in a VRMMORPG game known as Dusk Protocol. The game has a unique combat system known as "Leere," a physical manifestation of an individual soul that can be conjured into deadly weapons. As Tang-Ji navigates this virtual world, she confronts the echoes of her past and the dissonance between her former self and her present identity. How will she cope with the rediscovery of a life she thought she left behind? How will Kazami and Hoyeon react to the new Tang-Ji? In a world where reality is malleable and death is just a click of a button away, the boundaries between past and present blur, forcing everyone to grapple with the truth of who they truly are. Disclaimer: This novel contains explicit language, violence, racism, and sexual scenes. There are also scenes that deal with various traumas, from physical to emotional to mental. (THE CHARACTERS’ CIRCUMSTANCES , TRAITS, AND BELIEFS IN THIS NOVEL ARE ALL BASED ON A TRUE STORY.)