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This book is about being in love with somebody you no longer can have and that part constantly interferes with the decisions that you make, especially when you're a young man who constantly grows desires for his loved one. It becomes this very conversation, “Girl Of My Dreams”. This story will have weekly updates with additional chapters, more insight and content. I hope you enjoy.

In the Calvire Empire, duty rules above all. Crown Prince Lucien Alexander Thorian Calvire is destined to inherit a kingdom of intrigue and power—but his heart has yet to be challenged. Enter Veyra Faelwen, the brilliant and fiercely independent daughter of Count Dominic Faelwen. As Imperial Strategist, she shapes the empire from the shadows, yet officially serves as the prince's secretary—her extraordinary talents hidden for her safety. Cold, precise, and unwavering, Veyra will not let romance distract her from her responsibilities. But when Veyra's childhood friend, Grand Paladin Rafaello Hawkins, returns, the past comes rushing back—and sparks long-buried feelings. Lucien, witnessing the closeness between them, experiences a new, unsettling emotion: jealousy. As palace intrigue, political alliances, and strategic threats intensify, Lucien must navigate his desire for Veyra while respecting her independence. Veyra must decide if she can risk her heart without sacrificing everything she has fought for. Veils of duty. Flames of desire. In a kingdom where love can be as dangerous as power, will they choose each other—or their obligations first?

At just the age of 17 years, Zekiele loses her father the (Emperor), her mother, and elder siblings, all due to close allies’ attempt to overthrow the royal family and obtain The Oregon, a staff that holds the supreme power in the Celestial World. The only person who she loves and who seems to understand her now hates, and takes his life after witnessing her gruesomely murder his father. She is left to carter for her 7 years old traumatized brother, the only family she has left. Ten years later, with the shocking return of someone unexpected, who is out to take revenge on her, watch her overcome, love, lost, hurt, emptiness, and rule the Human Realm and the Celestial World with all the hurt and pain the world gave to her.

Picture......Pictures...... Future One day, lavenie finds a strange owl that gradually changes her life.

At the prestigious Royal Academy of Visual Arts, Jasmine—gifted, sensitive, and emotionally conflicted—finds herself caught in a dangerous game far beyond a simple crush. From the very first class, she feels an irresistible pull toward Ms. Nathalie, her captivating teacher with a reputation for bending even the strongest students to her will. One glance, one faint smile, one guiding touch on her hand… Jasmine loses a little more control each day. But there is a truth quietly burning nearby: Lisa, Jasmine’s childhood friend and closest confidante, is secretly in love with her. A deep, sincere affection, suffocated by the fear of rejection. And when she sees Jasmine drifting toward Ms. Nathalie, jealousy and heartbreak begin to eat her alive. What begins as a forbidden attraction becomes an explosive emotional triangle: Jasmine, torn between passion and loyalty Ms. Nathalie, elegant, magnetic, dangerously alluring Lisa, whose fragile heart could collapse into darkness at any moment Between forbidden touches, academic rumors, hidden desires, whispered confessions, and rising R18 tension, Jasmine discovers that love can become a weapon… and some passions demand a heavy price. In a world where every gesture can be a trap, a promise, or a betrayal, Jasmine will have to make a life-changing choice. And no one will escape unharmed from this dangerous connection.

#WSA2025 Word went around that no one that had ever knocked on the esteemed Eleazar family’s doors seeking shelter were turned away. Fleeing the prince of Lustris no less, Arabella Sterling held out hope that those weren’t mere rumors as she crossed the border over to Umbraria, home to all creatures of the night. A land where noble blood like hers was a highly coveted delicacy. As such, she wasn’t turned away, but since the Eleazars ran no charity, Arabella was compelled to become the sole blood provider to the heir of the family in exchange for safety. Though never, in a million years, did she imagine that what had started as a simple trade off, could morph into a swirl of tangled passion when the cold and stoic vampire she served showed interest in the young woman beyond the crimson nectar coursing her veins.

To love is to give yourself away to place your heart in trembling hands. To lose is to hear the hollow echo of what once filled you, a silence heavier than sound. To heal is to learn that broken things do not lose their light, but often shine brighter than before. Healing is not forgetting, nor is it pretending the wound was never there. It is choosing, again and again to breathe, even when every breath burns. And though the world may not understand the weight you carry, still, you remain. Still, you are enough. Still, you are alive.

At 27, Clara Torres is one of the top prosecutors in the DA's office. She is beautiful, brilliant, and unstoppable in the courtroom. But beneath the sharp suits and flawless arguments lies a past too heavy to carry. Years ago, she made one reckless choice. One unforgettable night with her high school rival, the dangerously charming Ethan Ashford, and nothing has ever been the same. She has tried to bury the memory and it's consequences, but some secrets refuse to stay hidden. Now Ethan is back, determined to claim her heart no matter the cost. But Clara's walls are high, and the shadows of their shared past are too dark. Will he break her walls, or will the secrets she guards destroy them both?

Ember Darkthorn, exiled from the only home she's ever known in the Mystral Pack, finds herself lost and alone. In her darkest moment, she crosses paths with Nate, a stranger who becomes an unexpected and indispensable friend. Together, they embark on a journey to Moonsand City, the prestigious domain of the Alpha Prime, leader of all werewolves. Before they can reach the safety of the city, they are ambushed by rogue vampires, the Alpha Prime arrives to their rescue. Ember is stunned to discover that he is not only the powerful leader of their kind but also her true mate? [Side couple is M/M. Yaoi] [Two chapters everyday.] [Please comment or review.]

Kang Hauen’s family is on the brink of ruin. To save them, she agrees to a contract marriage with Kim Suho, a cold CEO who demands a child within a year. The marriage is strictly business: no love, only duty. Yet, living under the same roof, Hauen discovers the man behind the icy exterior is more complicated than she imagined. But Suho’s heart belongs to another, the woman he truly loves. Trapped between obligation, desire, and jealousy, Hauen must navigate a world of luxury, secrets, and intimacy she never expected. In a marriage built on contracts, who will win the battle of hearts, and who will break first?

Lucien, who walks in the shadow of darkness, and Aryel, who chooses the path of light… The fates of these two polar opposites will be rewritten along with the young would-be protectors. On one side, the mystery of the shadows rises, and on the other, the fire of hope. This journey will force them to confront not only the enemies outside, but also the darkness and light within.

Ariana believes she has it all, love, family and caring soon to be husband,until things go wrong. Ashton,her boyfriend meets with an accident that drifts them apart after his mother comes into the picture, forcing her to leave without telling him. For four years, they both endured the pain of losing a beloved and immense hate grew for each other. But little did they know, the more you hate,the deeper you love. Four years later, Ashton comes back as a CEO and Ariana becomes his challenge. "So many lies, broken promises... Ariana I'm tired," he said, it was just the two of us, right outside my house and he showed up all wet, like he'd run in the rain. "Just tell me one thing please, tell me why you really left me four years ago, I need to know,,,please" he begged right after holding my hands tightly. "Do I really have to tell him? why does it seem like he's the one suffering yet it's me in pain" I hesitated, staring right into his gorgeous grey eyes, helplessly getting lost in them, melting my heart once again, making me fall deeper than I already was, even if I'm in pain, I have to tell him. It's for his good, for all our good. "Fine I'll tell you... I'll tell you all you need to know..."

Some stories aren't about falling in love - they're about discovering it was never what you thought it was. Sameera has always believed love was a fairytale meant for someone else. Fiercely independent, she's built walls too high to climb - until Saharsh enters her world with a quiet intensity that refuses to be ignored. What begins as a reluctant partnership - born of circumstance and burdened with secrets - slowly turns into something deeper. But Sameera's heart has learned to flinch before it feels, and Saharsh hides pain behind every soft smile. As they walk the line between healing and heartbreak, they're forced to face a truth they've long buried: What if the love we need isn't the kind we were taught to want? In a world where trust feels rare and vulnerability is risky, Never Unoved is a slow-burn emotional journey of two guarded souls discovering that sometimes, the love story that changes everything... is the one you never believed you deserved.

Michelle Lui, a married woman in her 30s, woke up in her old bedroom only to find out that she was back to June 2006. Her first day in college. First thing she thought of doing? Well, not exactly the first but amongst other things. Anyway, back in her 18 year old body, she decided to go find her future husband and get him to become her campus boyfriend. Only to discover that her future husband was not who she thought he was. Now add to the mix, the nation’s husband, and her ‘the one who got away’. — With the butterfly effect, will the future Michelle originally had still be the same? Will she still marry the same man? Will her family still suffer the same fate? Only one way to find out! Hop in and join Michelle as she traverse through time! ~~~And yes, this means time for some toki doki romance! ~~~ Get ready for a trip down to memory lane. College life at its finest! The start focus mostly on Michelle’s thoughts but later starting the party things get awesome. We’ll get lots of fun. Imagine college party, friendship, outings, and so much more! — This novel POV shifts between first and 3rd.

Tyr, an MMA champion with fists of steel and a heart hardened by betrayal. She was the bastard daughter of the powerful Alaister family with little interaction with them. When she reached adulthood, she thought there would be no more forced visits with this family, but she suddenly began receiving incessant calls and messages to come to the main house which she ignored. That was until when her father’s gym was destroyed and he was left in a hospital bed. She stormed into the Alaister estate demanding answers. Instead, she was handed a marriage contract. The groom? The ruthless heir of the Vastano Mafia empire. The deal? Wealth, protection, and power beyond anything she had known. Tyr thought it was a joke until she saw the signature line. What she didn’t know was that the Vastano heir was already in love… with her pampered half-sister. Tyr was just the bait. A pawn to be discarded when she had lost her usefulness.

On her wedding day, Kristen discovers Finn’s infidelity and decisively calls off the marriage. Finn sneers, “Kristen, do you really think you can survive in showbiz without me? Don’t be naive.” Kristen still blocks his WeChat, phone number, and every other contact. Finn waits carelessly for Kristen to come crawling back—until he realizes… Luxury endorsements, hit variety shows, invitations from top directors—Kristen’s resources soar so high that haters spread rumors she’s latched onto a powerful man, even that she’s had a secret child. At last Finn can’t sit still and goes to confront her—only to run into his good brother, Jason. Jason, president of the Jin City Group, a towering figure in the Capital’s circle and a business titan, keeps a low profile for years, yet online chatter about him never stops. More importantly, he and Finn have been friends for many years. Late at night, the two men meet at her apartment door—and come to blows. Eyes red, Finn grits out, “Jason, she’s my fiancée!” Jason straightens his collar with lazy precision and reminds him, “She used to be.” Finn moves to swing again when the tightly shut door opens. Kristen leans there, languid. “Finished? Come in and help me peel a pomegranate.” Finn’s face lights up. “Kris, I knew you wouldn’t—” Before he can finish, Jason has already stepped inside ahead of him, changing into a pair of black house slippers identical to the ones on Kristen’s feet. Before the door closes, Jason’s voice drops a frosty line: “Next time we meet, remember to call her sister-in-law.” Once the door clicks shut, Jason pins Kristen against it in a heated kiss, fingertips brushing the tear mole at her eye as his voice turns hoarse. “Tell me—him or me?”

Emily spent the last three years dying slowly in hospital beds, her brilliant silver tongue trapped in a body that didn't work. Her only escape? A spicy life sim called Queen of Hearts. One day, on New Year's, Emily dies as she gears up for another playthrough. But death, it turns out, is only temporary. She wakes up reborn inside Queen of Hearts, as her player character! Except this time, she isn’t clicking options on a screen. This time, she is Aegis Starcaller, a commoner nobody with silver hair, purple eyes, and a body that can finally move… and real, tangible ladies to seduce. Armed with copious amounts of meta-knowledge and a divine fertility blessing that makes every conquered love interest feed her magical power, Aegis sets her sights on Rosevale Academy, where she will build the life she never got to have on Earth. ... And seduce everyone she can, while she's at it. --- Yuri / Futanari harem story with a Futa MC! | Isekai Power Fantasy | Rags-To-Riches | Updates Daily!

*Daily updating at least until December 2nd* "Though I burn for her, I have married Princess Ylenna against my will. I shall not touch her, so I will end the cursed lineage of the Cian blue blood with me." The secretive and devastatingly handsome Second Prince of Kozhar, Rhovian, was certain that his bride, the beautiful Princess of Behrman, despised him. To hide the dangerous secret in his veins and keep the peace that ruled over the three kingdoms, he decides to not lay with her, making the young woman believe he hates her and foresee a future of agonizing, empty duty. As they try to stay true to their beliefs, the walls between them start crumbling and the couple slowly realizes that they are actually passionately loved and desired by each other, but when the threat of war looms over the nations, their deep connection, and the future of the three kingdoms stand at the mercy of a single, devastating revelation.

When two stars collide, will sparks fly, or will it fizzle away? Emily Davis was a rising star. From a nobody, she had woven her way into the hearts of her fans and the eyes of the press. While Nolan Maxwell had grown up on and off camera. The son of a famous, award-winning actress and a successful CEO of Flashbox Entertainment, a multibillion-dollar production company. In theory, they would be a perfect love team, Emily, America’s Sweetheart, and Nolan, Hollywood’s golden boy. Even though they came from two different worlds, their chemistry was undeniable. It was what love stories were made of. In reality, their history was more complicated than any fairy tale. For her, they were fire and ice. Until one night... Stabbed by a betrayal, intoxicated with a heartbreak, and one drunken mistake, she accidentally found herself legally bound to the man who broke her heart, acting a part she never expected to play. Suddenly, the script flipped. Emily used to want the happily ever after with Nolan, but now, “I want a divorce,” she demanded, not wanting to be a pawn in his games. In contrast, Nolan avoided relationships like the plague, settling for one-night stands. But for some reason, “We should make this marriage work.” Offering her a deal of a lifetime. As the lights turned on and the cameras began rolling, she had to make the ultimate decision. Play the part of his loving wife on and off the screen, or run for the hills and never look back. --- [Warning: Mature steamy content, slight violence (in the later chapters), and some inappropriate language] COVER PHOTO - Credit to the owner.

At the heart of a wish lies an attempt at completion, a human desire to become our true and final selves. Wishes are fuelled by regrets and are bound eternally to the past, serving as approximations of what once was. We all experience regret and nostalgia, leading us to make wishes and find despair, but can we become our true selves despite this all? That's where the story of a girl who struggles to control her desires begins... Two souls sharing the same body and memory are living in Kyoto 2031. Tang-Ji Shizukesa, a girl who's grown up in her previous life with a hardcore passion for gaming, is now a bookworm in her new life who has no interest in video games. Along with her, Kazami and Hoyeon, the three childhood friends who separated 7 years ago due to an accident, have now been reunited again in a VRMMORPG game known as Dusk Protocol. The game has a unique combat system known as "Leere," a physical manifestation of an individual soul that can be conjured into deadly weapons. As Tang-Ji navigates this virtual world, she confronts the echoes of her past and the dissonance between her former self and her present identity. How will she cope with the rediscovery of a life she thought she left behind? How will Kazami and Hoyeon react to the new Tang-Ji? In a world where reality is malleable and death is just a click of a button away, the boundaries between past and present blur, forcing everyone to grapple with the truth of who they truly are. Disclaimer: This novel contains explicit language, violence, racism, and sexual scenes. There are also scenes that deal with various traumas, from physical to emotional to mental. (THE CHARACTERS’ CIRCUMSTANCES , TRAITS, AND BELIEFS IN THIS NOVEL ARE ALL BASED ON A TRUE STORY.)