Their eyes...
Their eyes stared at me as if they hate me...
I think they hate me...
Maybe they hate me...
...
THEY HATE ME!!
I always heard people saying...
'move on'
Move on.
The response, the answer , the advice.
They tell you when people hate you, when people don't like you, when people hate your whole existence.
'don't let them make you overthink.' some people says...
As if it was easy...
You can say that because your not on my position.
We're not the same.
Your advice sucks.
You can't just tell people to suck it up and don't worry about the hate..
This is why many people suffer...
Mentally, emotionally.
Don't give advice if you don't really know how to help.
My motto...
Life sucks, so close it where it sucks...
My name is Hiro Masai.
A student...
I am 17 years old...
I have severe depression and more shits...
I have too much problem...
I still have my family, but they don't give family support.
I am the only child. Yet I don't feel love at all.
And it's fine, I've been dealing with this at a young age.
So it's nothing new.
And also I don't mind it anymore...
Let me ask you a question?
Are you alive?
Is your life sucks?
Well here we are.
We are on the same boat!
Another question...
Are you currently reading a novel?
If so...
Then we are on the same boat once again.
The only reason I read novels because they suffer as I am, and it makes me think I have companion.
He suffers, I suffer.
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YEAR 2025, 25 , 11
I am currently reading a popular novel.
It is so good.
I mean it's so popular that guessing it wouldn't be that much hard for webnovel readers.
A hint..
Glabella.
Well back to the story..
He suffers as the way I do, that's why I am so intrigued with this story.
Novels is the only reason why I am still alive.
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Hiro Masai went out of the house and goes to the convenience store, to buy some food.
My parents didn't care at all if I have eaten already or not.
You can ask, if my parents doesn't support me, how the heck do I have money to buy off some food?
Well actually, I am contracted to webnovel and earning a lot of money, and my parents didn't know about it.
My plan is to get much more, so it can be enough to rent a room for myself.
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Hiro Masai walks off towards the cashier and he put down the foods and drinks he bought.
"What pay do you want? The cashier asked. "Do you want Apple pay, or real pay?
"Real pay" I said.
'as I am still standing, the cashier putting the items in the plastic. The convenience door open.'
' a bunch of robbers'
"Hey, give me your money!"
'the robbers said to me as his gun was pointed at me.'
'well I won't'
"I won't" I said.
"What do you mean you won't?"
"I said, I won't"
'the robbers started getting angry at me, as he about to click, the police had already came by and arrested them.
How? How did the police manage to come fast at the convenience store.
Well I already called them soon as I entered the convenience store.
I calculated how long they response and arrive when bad things happen.
I usually see in movies how the police always came late and the victim dies.
So I advanced.
I was prepared.
'as I go out the convenience store.
The road was fairly long and dark in the edge of both sideways.
Causing it to know where the vehicle going to come.
Before I stepped on the road.
I followed a group of friends who walked by on the road who happens to be on their way home.
And I arrived safely to the other Lane.
Usually, truck goes by on the road. Why?
Well, shit Sherlock, reincarnation!
I don't want to be reincarnated too early.
I haven't finished SS.
As I walked and was already near at my parents house.
I think.
What if they were holding a dangerous item and suddenly struck me on my stomach so...
I entered the window...
And guess what..
They do!!
My mom was holding a knife.
I entered my room and sit.
I touch my phone and started reading SS.
'OH MY GOD! THE ANTARCTICA ARC WAS PEAK!!'
'they be glazing him!!
After reading a couple more chapters.
I slept..
I wake up at 7:30.
Eat breakfast at my room.
Eggs and bread.
Drink electrolytes.
I wear my uniform.
Wear my backpack.
And goes out of the door.
And..
A television suddenly fell over my head...
I died...
Maybe the goddess hated me....