A warm,sun - drenched scene,as I look over wondering where I am,I am mer with a man, tall,lean body and not gay but handsome next to him a beautiful woman with long silky hair with a beautiful figure.They were standing in a lush green meadow and it would seem the were children laughing and playing, but the weird thing is their faces were covered almost by a bright white light.The air was filled with the sweet scent of blooming flower and the sound of loved ones " oh how I wish to achieve such a life but unfortunately life sometimes is a dirty bitchy bastard" Elias thought to himself as he watches the family.The kids run quickly to the mother and father and the daughter runs through him almost like he was a ghost no he was a ghost to them at least.
As they run they are met with their parents hugs and love " Somehow It's as if I can feel the surge of love and connection" Elias thought,he felt a profound sense of unity and belonging happening between the family and he couldn't help but feel envious he then clenched his fists in anger and let's go and just start to appreciate the scenery happening Infront of him as inside his heart he knew he could never experience such happiness.
Suddenly the family turns to him all of them looking at him and just smile and all of a sudden a tear ran down Elias face and he asks himself " huh am I crying...but why " at that moment elias couldn't help but look at the man like he felt some sort of connection to him and the family and all of sudden his body moved on its own as if trying to reach out to the man but then he wake up to the sterile scent of antiseptic clung to the,thick and suffocation-a reminder of the war Elias Thorn was losing.His room,dimly lit by the faint glow of the moon outside,was quite except for the gentle hum of machines that didn't seem to care how much time he had left in this world.
He stared at the ceiling, tracing invisible patterns in the cracks above, wondering if this would be the night he wouldn't wake up.
Elias Thorn: Seventeen years old,Bald,Thin,Dying and to top if of A fucking VIRGIN
A cruel joke.Life had hit with a disease that devoured from the inside, leaving behind nothing but a pale shadow of the person he used to be.
The knock on his window wasn't expecting.
Tap. Tap. Tap
Elias's eyes opened wide in fear, he then blinked, heart skipping. Before fear could settle, the window creaked open, and in tumbled the last person anyone would expect to be sneaking into a cancer patient's room at midnight.
"God damn bro,you look like a shaved kiwi"Jaylen Carter grinned- his best friend since they were kids.Light skinned but not too light with a lean and thin body with sharp cheekbones, standing at a height of 5'8/172,72cm.Jay had that rare ability to make people laugh even when everything was falling apart."You're not dead yet,right? Cause I didn't bring holy water this time."
Elias managed a weak chuckle." Wow real funny Jackass"
"Hey,I didn't climb up here to waste my very outstanding, wonderful, authentic,Oscar winning comedic genius on silence.Get up, we're going out."
"Out" Elias shot him a deadpan look."In case the whole bald and dying look didn't give it away, I'm not exactly party material.'
Jay's expression softened for a second- just long enough to sting."look dude you're not a dead man yet.One night,A party in the woods.One last holiday before school starts.You owe yourself at least that much, plus what have you got to lose I mean come on what are you going to do sit in this room that reeks death and Grey's anatomy."
"Hey that's a good show." Elias replies
"Come on dude just one night and who knows you might meet someone fall in love midnight sun style and maybe get a cure that turns you into Deadpool who knows"
One night.
After watching too much convincing- and a vow from jay to handle any pity looks that come his way- Elias found himself outside, wrapped in his hoodie, trying to ignore that cold that clawed at his thin skin.