I lean back hardly in my chair. I had finished my daily requirement of school a few hours ago but i still hadn't done anything prodcutive. Im only good at 3 things games, anime and school so productivity usually isnt there. My unifrom jacket was on the edge of the bed close to falling off. I was currently on my chair in my room watching some anime on my laptop. My room was light blue coloured with a repeating pattern of whales. I'd gotten it before my dad and mom divorced and i couldn't be bothered to change it, so i kept it.
My life is the same thing every week. Go to school for 5 days, barely try in those 6 hours and get good grades and go home, play games, watch anime and sometimes have a little fun with my imagination and some girls. And on weekends i just do that for longer becuase i don't have school. Yeah i know for a 16 year old coming to the end of school, well this section of education anyway, its very unambitous. But i don't really give a shit. I don't have any goals in life, everything is so boring and unpleasant honestly, and there's nobody to motivate me. If i had a girlfriend then i'm sure i'd put more effort - i probably wouldnt - so that's my excuse. Furthermore, i dont really have social skills at all. Talking to people is so much effort and most of the time they don't listen to me or just ignore me brutally. Thats probably due to the image i created for myself though.
I sigh, enough thinking for right now. I focus on my laptop fully developing myself in the anime. I don't have friends either. I stopped trying when i was around 11. I mean who would want to be friends with me? When i think about it im not that bad but still. I try and watch the anime but my mood has been ruined. I groan and shut my laptop. I rise from my chair and decide to change out of my school clothes and eat.
-------< 6:00 PM
"Welcome everyone and welcome back to my channel, of course its GamerZX with the top 10 most promising games of 2019." The youtuber talks in a very childish and attention grabbing way but whatever pays the bills i guess. My mom isn't back from work so i decide to head out and get some chicken and chips.
As i walk out, the cool air immediately hits my face. Its refreshing. I sometimes forget how amazing natural life is sometimes. "I need to touch grass more regularly..." I chuckle to myself. Its funny how people joke about it but in this instance im being dead serious. Becuase its January it gets dark quickly compared to the earlier months, which is my huge dislike of winter. I dont want to get killed, hurt or anything. I mean, never happened before but you never- "watch were your walking." A tall man says, i dont think much of ut. I apolagise and continue walking down the street. My earlier mood had intensified for the worse - "You walked into me, i was walking in a straight line how am i getting blamed!?" I mutter under my breath. He had long past me at this point so i didn't need to worry about backlash. Finally, i enter the chicken and chips shop. The atmosphere is heavy in here. The aroma of oil, chicken and of course chips is a distinct one. I cant tell if its good or bad but its defenitly recognisable. The idea of eating the food made my mood elevate instantly. "Life is so good..." i whisper. I order my food and wait by the window. I look out. Its the same man as before this time hes walking down the street. Thats a bit weird. Infact, our interaction was strange. Now i think back to it...there was a moment where nobody was around me, then suddenly he and everyone else appeared and he walked into me. Mabye im just delusional...i take my mind of it.
But, I tense. The man was staring at me for a moment. The hell? Im not even a small girl, i shouldn't even be on the pedo intrest list, to be fair i have about the same strength as a small girl though. Its probably an accident, i mean im pretty noticable, just like how i noticed him. But what is even more strange is that hes now walking up the street. He walked up to walk back down to walk up?...
"Here's your order sir" the woman at the counter refers to me. I thank her and head out. She was so pretty and looked around 20. Mabye if i tried i'd be able to get with her, i'd be the victim. I look down. Open my food and eat it on the way im walking. I look infront of me a clear path then suddenly in an instant- "Watch where your walking." My food falls on the ground, he walks past me. No fucking way, are you fucking kidding me? No chance. It was the same man as before. What is going on with me...I couldve swore the path was clear a moment ago but then he and everyone else appeared. I dont take drugs...mabye i should chill with the masturbation. But now my food is on the floor. I kick it, "whatever. I'll eat at home. Better than this weird shit thats going on..."
As i walk up the street i think back to that man. He had brown skin, red eyes and puffy afro hair. These seemed normal apart from the red eyes...whats up with that? Mabye hes a addict of some kind. As i turn the corner another man with red eyes, blonde hair and white skin appears. Its only then i notice the other man from before was behind me. They seem to know eachother and head back down the street together. I slowly quicken my pace and end up rushing home. I slam the door behind me when i enter. My breathing hard, inconsistent and deep. I take my coat off and get some food to eat desperately as if its the only thing keeping me sane. The food tastes delicious, but this is becuase im in a much calmer situation compared to before. I overexagerate the food to myself as if its made by angels. I roll my eyes as part of this act. My mind leaves whatever happened behind me. "Just live a nice, easy, simple life chiro.." i mutter. I finish and head upstairs to my bedroom to play games.
--------< 3:00 PM
Its 3 pm. Parents prepare to pick thier children up from school, the sun begins to hide its light behind clouds. On a hill leading to the main steet 2 men walk. One with blonde hair and white skin the other black afro hair and brown skin. They walk up slowly savouring the moment. The air around them seems to tighten unnaturally. "I think we ought to do a search around here...we havent checked here in a long time" the dark one says. The light one agrees. "We have to please him if we want to get closer to him..." he continues. The other nods, he opens his mouth to talk, "Im envious that your ability is the same as his..." the dark one's breath catches. "No but, he has a larger area than mine he doesnt have to touch" his hands move as he talks, "for example...by standing near him he can sense your power." they stay quiet for a moment....The light one breaks the silence, "around 5:30 we will meet up, if we are extremely lucky one shall have the power-" he gets cut off, "one hasnt been found in years he said." The other one stays quiet. "We shall try" the dark one continues. They continue up the hill not speaking a word to eachother again.
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