I'm completely exhausted.
Why? Well, saying I'm repeating the
university entrance exam for the second time
should explain a lot-but my situation doesn't stop there.
We've never had enough money. I've never been outgoing, so I don't even have
any friends.
In short, life just doesn't seem to work for me.
The only time I ever felt happy was when
I got lost in fictional stories —
living out lives in my head that I'll never have.
Beep beep
"I Want the Saint Lylia's Heart"
– Final Chapter –
hands shaking
What? The final chapter of my favorite novel?!
Right now?! I have to read it immediately.
But… can my heart even handle it?
I quickly tapped the notification.
Suddenly, her eyes opened wide, her heart clenched— and death.
"You know how people say, 'My heart stopped from excitement'?
I think that actually happened to me."