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I didn't want this

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Can true peace ever be found, or is it merely a cruel mirage? Lexi Quints spent his first life in the shadows, a man broken by a sense of worthlessness and the crushing weight of suicidal ideation. He made a final, desperate vow: to work himself to the bone to earn a quiet, peaceful existence. Instead, life took everything and gave nothing back, ending in a lonely death without even a grave to mark his passing. But for Lexi, the silence of the void is short-lived. To his horror, he awakens in a realm far more perilous than the one he left behind. Thrown into a world of constant conflict and supernatural danger, Lexi realizes the universe isn't finished with him yet. Whether through cosmic malice or twisted fate, he is denied the rest he so desperately craves. Now, trapped in a cycle of survival he never asked for, Lexi must decide: Will he surrender to a destiny of endless struggle, or can he defy the heavens to finally claim the silence he was promised? In a world that refuses to let him die, finding peace may be the ultimate act of rebellion.
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Chapter 1 - Wanting peace

"What are you doing here?" Melissa said

"Umm, this is my house, you're my mo-"

"Didn't I tell you not to call me mom, I can't believe I gave birth to a useless child as you,ahh, Tim is the only son I have" she said and turned around to leave, of course she didn't forget to slam the door to my face.

This is how life has been for me. When I was born, I was the golden child, Lexi, being the kid who started walking at 4 months old, the first born son of the great Quints family. It all stopped when I couldn't read and write when other babies could, I became the laughing stock of others, at least I still had a bit of love from my parents, but, when I was 8 years old, my brother was born, Tim, he became the pride of the family, the little bit of love they had for me vanished, they wouldn't let me play with him, saying things like, " don't talk to him, so he doesn't become as useless as you", he got older and also started treating me like everyone did, it got to a point where I couldn't take it anymore and I yelled at him, worst mistake of my life, my parents made me kneel and beg for forgiveness, after that, they threw me out of their house, how could they throw a 15 year old out, how did I survive?, I stole and fought just to survive. At least, I finished middle school. Now, I'm 28, I managed to get myself a job as a helper to the manager of a big company. Sometimes I get paid, sometimes I don't, but I just keep trying, I refuse to believe that there is no place for me. Trust me, I have thought of suicide but I will not yield. Today is my birthday and I planned on celebrating it with my family, but obviously I do not have one. Now I'm walking down the road, thinking of something to do because I just got fired.

"Someone help, save that girl" I heard someone yell

"Whose child is that?"

"My baby!"

I looked towards where they were pointing and saw a 2-3 year old girl, standing and crying at the middle of the road, I didn't think twice, I ran and pushed her out of the way but I wasn't so lucky.

"At least I did something good, I can rest in peace now" I said as I sank deep into the darkness. No one knows how long it was, but I saw a bright light coming closer and closer, bringing warmth with it.

"Congratulations, it's a baby boy"