Subah ke 4:00 baj rahe the.🥺🥺
Alarm ki awaaz ne neend tod di. Manish ne aankhen kholi. Kamre me andhera tha, lekin uske dimag me sirf ek hi roshni thi — CA banne ka sapna.✨✨
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Bahar thandi hawa chal rahi thi. Andar table par rakhi thi ek moti si book — Accounting Standards.
Usne paani piya, muh dhoya, aur seedha study table par baith gaya.
"Sirf 15 ghante aur… bas aaj ka din jeetna hai," usne khud se kaha.
Log kehte the —
"CA bahut tough hai."
"Har koi nahi nikal pata."
"Attempt lag jate hain."
Par Manish ke liye ye sab shor tha. Uske liye sirf ek awaaz thi — mehnat ki awaaz.
Subah 4 se 8 — Accounts.
8 se 9 — Breakfast + revision.
9 se 1 — Law.
1 se 2 — Lunch.
2 se 6 — Maths & Statistics.
6 se 7 — Walk (dimaag fresh karne ke liye).
7 se 11 — Audit + Revision.
Raat 11:15.
Aankhen jal rahi thi. Sir bhaari tha. Kandhe dard kar rahe the.
Par usne book band nahi ki.
Usne diary me likha:
"Aaj 14.5 hours. Kal 15 complete karunga. Air 1 sapna nahi, target hai."
Mobile par notification aayi — dost party kar rahe the.
Usne phone side me rakha.
"Temporary sacrifice… Permanent respect."
Raat ke 12 baj gaye.
Light band hui.
Aur ek aur din jeet liya gaya.
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Par asli jung abhi shuru hui thi…..🥺🥺
4 Mahine Aur Ek Body Jo Sath Nahi De Rahi Thi🥺🥺
..Calendar par red circle bana hua tha.
CA Exam – 4 Months Left.
Manish ne date ko dekha… aur phir apne haath ko.
Halka sa tremor.
Aankhon ke neeche dark circles.
Chest me halka sa pressure.
15 ghante ki study ab aadat ban chuki thi…
Par body dheere dheere signal de rahi thi — "Bas karo."
Ek din library me baithte waqt uski aankhon ke saamne sab blur ho gaya.
Pages hilte hue lage.
Heartbeat fast.
Pasina.
Usne turant bahar jaake bench par baith gaya.
"Abhi nahi… abhi 4 mahine bache hain… abhi gir nahi sakta," usne daant bhich kar socha.
Doctor ne bola:
"Stress kam karo. Sleep badhao. Nahi to problem serious ho sakti hai."
Serious?
Exam ke 4 mahine pehle "rest" ka option hi nahi tha.
Us raat diary me likha:
"Aaj sirf 9 hours ho paye. Body weak hai.
Par sapna weak nahi hoga."
Usne routine change kiya.
15 ghante ki jagah 12 ghante…
Par focus double.
Morning meditation add ki.
Junk food band.
Phone almost delete mode me.
Ab ye sirf padhai ki ladai nahi thi…
Ye discipline vs distraction nahi tha…
Ye Dream vs Body ki fight thi.
Aur Manish ne decide kar liya —
"Main tootunga nahi. Main adapt karunga."
4 mahine.
120 din.
2880 ghante.
Har ghanta important tha.
Aur asli test ab shuru hua tha…