It came again...the fear. Worse this time round. Each time I calmed myself it came back stronger,hitting me like a bullet in my chest. My heart raced in my chest as I saw his message. I couldn't open it,scared of what he'd say. It's catching up to me now isn't it? The consequences of my actions. My horrible horrible actions. Things I'd been running away from forever keep resurfacing. And I had more enemies now, some of which i don't even know. My abience is falling apart.I can't lie my way out this time. I'll have to face it.
Even if everyone hates me for it.
Even if it kills me.
It will...