Megatoons pov:
The digital clock on my bedside table glared back at me, its crimson numbers a stark contrast to the darkness of my room: 11:45 PM. A groan escaped my lips, a sound of pure exhaustion. The smell of cold coffee still lingered in the air from the two-day writing binge I'd just endured. My laptop, a silent testament to my struggles and triumphs, sat on the desk, its screen now black.
Every fiber of my being screamed for sleep. My eyelids felt as heavy as lead, and a dull thrumming ache pulsed behind my eyes. I had just finished the latest chapter of my comic its a slice of life comedy based of me I'd been wrestling with for weeks. The final sentence was a victory—a small, but much-needed win. I've been wanting to make my very first comic since I was a kid so now this is the script for my first episode. I pushed myself up from the creaky desk chair and shambled toward my bedroom door. Each step felt like a new challenge. "Phew, I'm sure tired," I muttered to the empty hallway, the words a weary exhalation of relief. I pictured my bed—a soft, cloud-like sanctuary waiting to swallow me whole. I was so close. Until I came to realization that I have one enemy that won't stop talking to me at night. I pulled the bedroom door open and stepped into the familiar space, a tired smile on my face. The scent of clean sheets and the promise of rest filled the air. I walked a few steps, my eyes already half-lidded, and then something clicked. A cold, unsettling thought, sharp and sudden, cut through the fog of my fatigue. I stopped dead in my tracks, the smile dissolving.
Wait... I don't actually control my brain...
The realization hit me with the force of a freight train. It was one of those existential dreads that loved to strike right before the finish line of a long day. My exhaustion seemed to vanish, replaced by a fresh wave of frustration. How could I have forgotten this? That tiny, relentless voice in my head wasn't me; it was a separate entity, a merciless tormentor with a PhD in catastrophic thinking.
I flopped onto my bed, pulling the covers up to my chin. I squeezed my eyes shut, a futile attempt to silence the rising tide of internal panic. Just sleep, Mr. Megatoons. Just sleep. I repeated the mantra in my head. But the more I tried, the more awake I became. The silence of the room was now a canvas for the chatter inside my skull.
Suddenly, I felt a weight on the end of my bed. I sat bolt upright, my heart hammering against my ribs. There, sitting cross-legged on my comforter, was my brain. It was a squishy, pinkish-gray, convoluted mass of nerves and tissue. It had tiny, stick-like arms and legs, and a smug, knowing look on its small, wrinkled face. It cleared its throat.
I stared at it, dumbfounded. The fatigue that had minutes ago been my only reality now felt like a distant memory. All I felt was a deep, soul-crushing exasperation.
"Here's fifty reasons why you can't sleep,"
And it gave me a list of reasons why I couldn't sleep it felt like I was in a nightmare that I could not escape.
I opened my mouth to protest, to tell it to shut up, to just let me sleep, but it just kept going, listing off every one of my insecurities and past mistakes with maddening glee. The list was getting longer, and my eyelids felt heavier, not from sleep, but from the crushing weight of every single reason.
I looked down at the scroll in horror. Fifty reasons? This was going to be a long night.