"I know today is going to be the best day of my life , I will finally articulate my feelings to him after exam , and I'm preety sure he'll say yes ! . his captivating , lustrous eyes have already spoken the volumes , this confession will gonna be a formality only . I've seen it many times in his gaze during the time we spent .... "
Ahm , the following day is not only the last day of school but the day of truth i have long awaited
" You Will be late again ! , doesn't you take a long time for shower ? are you sleeping or bathing in there ..? you really are a black sheep of my home ugh my destiny ! Hurry up , come out and take breakfast quickly . See if u miss the bus then no one will be worse than me ..." ah it spoiled my mood , alright i'm just rinshing my clothes , only two more minutes .....
I gulped down breakfast and waiting for bus to pick me up .... huh ! my lord why this bus have no exact time , finally the horn blared. i boarded the bus took a window seat , sitting by the window with the sun glowing softly and the breeze stroking my face , the weather felt like a breath of fresh air - serene and tender , which fixed my mood .
As anon as i got off the bus , i saw him , feeling like he was looking for someone but his eyes ? his eyes meet mine , for a moment it felt like the whole world dissolved .
I swiftly turned my eyes and searching for the room allotted to me for exam . Yet again , his gaze tried to meet mine . I smiled faintly then looked away...
when i checked the given notices on bulletin board , i stunned with joy ... Yup ! Even God is my side i knew it , we has been allotted the same room and he will gonna be sit right beside me .
i called my friend , Damini look we have got the same room ,
ohh wow! congratulations she exclaimed ...
ahm , danke .
Damini listen , after the bell just stick to the plan. When everyone leaves , you have to stay with me . I need you beside me when i confess . After all Tommorow our school life ends - we don't know when we'll meet again . I don't want to live with regrets.
Alright alright ! I will be , Just chill man ! . You'll do fine .
Yup i hope so . Ohkay do it well , best wishes for your exam also .
You too , said damini .
I sat beside him , First bell rang and teacher began to distribute papers . Second bell adhering to commence exam ...
Ahm , what could be it's right answer , i tilted my head up and for the third time our eyes locked , he smirked , it made my heart even more faster to beat .
I turned back to paper
At last , the final bell rang . The teacher began collecting our sheets ...
Alright , Class is adjourned you may take your leave , the invigilator announced.
finally i get my green light and the waiting is now to be over , we both stepped out of classroom in perfect sync . actually i was the only who was following his footsteps . according to plan advik trying to pull ahead him but damini slipped away like a snake in the grass , i watched her hurry out of the school gates and back to the bus .
Still i refused to give up . I had to confess.
Nervousness clenched my throat but i gathered my courage and called out softly . "Hey hie.... ! hello... !''
He turned , but instead of warmth , his voice cut cold , sharp and filled with disdain and that was how , after three years of silent hopes , his final words gave me my answer but a silent question mark again and again ,
is that blushing , eye contacts , teasings were only a way of fun to him ?
Let's dive into these years of flashbacks we spent together and to know about the reaction he did .