CHAPTER 1
ZANIAH POV-at a club in kansas
THE LIGHTS, THE PEOPLE, THE SMELL OF ALCOHOL, THE MUSIC EVERYTHING IRRITATES ME. I WATCH MY BEST FRIEND BECKY DANCE ALL OVER A GUY AND IM DISGUSTED, SHES LAUGHING AS THE GUY GROPES HER AND I CAN'T DO SHIT BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME NOT TO INTERFERE. I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO BE HERE , I PREFER BEING STUCK IN MY DORM READING FOR MY EXAMS TOMORROW, "HEY SWEET" I TURN TO SEE A BLOND DRUNK SMIRKING AT ME, I TRY TO IGNORE HIM "CAN I BUY YOU A DRINK?, THEN WE CAN GO SOMEWHERE PRIVATE TO DISCUSS" I JUST SCOFF AT HIS WORDS CAUSE I KNOW WHAT HE WANTS BUT I'M NOT IN THE LEAST INTERESTED "NO THANKS" I RESPOND SO HE CAN GET THE MEMO THAT I'M NOT IN THE LEAST INTERESTED BUT IT SEEMS THE GUY IS TOO DRUNK OUT OF HIS MIND "DON'T BE LIKE THIS SWEET, DON'T TURN ME DOWN" THE GUY SLURPS OUT WITH A SMIRK MOVING LIKE A PENGUIN FROM OVER DRINKING. I JUST STAND UP AND ATTEMPT TO WALK AWAY BUT GUY IS HE PERSISTENT, HE GRABS MY ARM "W-WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I STUTTER OUT IN FEAR TRYING TO PRY HIS HANDS OFF OF ME "I TRIED TO BE NICE, BUT YOUR MAKING IT HARD, I MUST HAVE A TASTE OF YOU TONIGHT" THE GUY HAS A DANGEROUS SMIRK ON HIS FACE, I TRY TO SCREAM BUT THE MUSIC IS FAR TOO LOUD FOR ANYONE TO HEAR ME, I LOOK OVER AT BECKY BUT SHE DOESN'T EVEN NOTICE ME, FEAR GRIPS ME AS I REALIZE THAT I MIGHT GET KIDNAPPED OR EVEN WORSE RAPED AND NO ONE WILL NOTICE."DON'T BE SCARED SWEET YOU'LL ENJOY IT, TRUST ME" I START SCREAMING LOUDER WHEN HE STARTS PULLING ME TOWARDS THE BACK OF THE CLUB."WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" I HEAR THE GUY ASKS AS HE RELEASES MY ARM, I LOOK UP TO SEE A TALL, DARK HAIRED GUY WITH PIERCING GOLD EYES, CHISELED JAW LINE, SLIM PINK LIPS, BROAD SHOULDERS AND AN AMAZINGLY LONG LEGS. I SAW DREAMILY AT THIS HANDSOME HUNK, WHO LOOKS LIKE HE WAS PERSONALLY CREATED BY GOD HIMSELF, GOD BE CHOSING FAVORITES."GET AWAY FROM HER" THE HANDSOME HUNK SAYS AND I SWEAR I FELT BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH AT HIS VOICE, WHEN YOU SAY A GUY HAS A DEEP SOFT VOICE, THIS IS IT, I'M IN LOVE."WHATS YOUR PROBLEM BRO?, I CAN'T TAKE MY GIRLFRIEND HOME, WHATS YOUR PROBLEM" THE DRUNK GUY ARGUES AND I RAISE MY EYEBROW AT HIM LIKE WHO'S YOUR GIRLFRIEND? "I-I'M NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND"I SAY IN A LOW VOICE, I TRY TO WALK AWAY BUT THE DRUNK GUY GRABS MY ARM "WHY ARE YOU DENYING ME BABE?, I KNOW YOUR UPSET BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH"THE DRUNK GUY LOOKS AT ME WITH PLEADING EYES, LIKE THE FUCK "I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU" I ATTEMPT TO PULL MY ARM AWAY BUT THE DRUNK GUY TIGHTENS HIS GRIP, HURTING ME "PLEASE DON'T DO THIS"THE DRUNK GUY BEGS, THE HANDSOME HUNK GRABS THE DRUNK GUYS ARM WHICH WAS HOLDING ONTO ME PRYING IT OFF ME, THE DRUNK GUY SCREAMS IN PAIN "STOP IT HURTS LET GO OF ME"THE HANDSOME HUNK STANDS BETWEEN ME AND THE DRUNK GUY LEAVING ME WITH THE VIEW OF HIS BROAD BACK "GET OUT" THE HANDSOME HUNK RELEASES THE GUY WHO RUNS OUT OF THE CLUB IN FEAR HOLDING HIS BROKEN WRIST. THE HANDSOME HUNK TURNS TO LOOK AT ME, MY BREATH GETS STUCK AT THIS PIERCING EYES MEET MINE, HIS SCENT FILLS MY NOSTRILS WITH THE SCENT OF FIRE AND ORANGES "ARE YOU OKAY?" I FEEL A BLUSH RISE ON MY CHEECK AS I LOOK DOWN SHYLY "Y-YES T-THANK YOU"I STUTTER LOOKING DOWN AT MY UNCOMFORTABLE HEELS, I FEEL HIS EYES ON ME BUT I CAN'T MEET THEM "ARE YOU HERE ALONE?" I HEAR HIS VOICE AGAIN MAKING ME REMEMBER THE FRIEND WHO ABANDONED ME, I SHAKE MY HEAD POINTING AT MY DRUNKEN FRIEND DANCING IN THE MIDST OF THE CROWD "LOOK AT ME" I HEAR HIS VOICE COMMANDING, FORCING ME TO MEET HIS EYES WHICH MY HEART CAN'T SEEM TO HANDLE, MY HEART RACES FEELING MY BODY'S HEAT RISING "WHATS YOUR NAME?" HE ASKS IN A TONE THAT SOUNDS SURPRISINGLY INTERESTED "ZANIAH" I HEAR MYSELF AND BARF INWARDLY "COME WITH ME" HE DIDN'T ASK, HE BEGAN TO WALK AWAY, I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I FOLLOWED HIS EVEN THOUGH EVERYTHING IN ME SCREAMED DANGER, I STILL FOLLOWED BECAUSE HE'D JUST SAVED ME. HE LED ME OUTSIDE THE CLUB TO A CAR, HE'D OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME AND I GOT IN, HE GOT INTO THE DRIVER SEAT AND DROVE OFF. HE TOOK ME TO A HOTEL, I FELT DUMB BUT FOR SOME REASON I TRUSTED HIM, I WAS STILL A TWENTY-TWO YEAR OLD VIRGIN, I DIDN'T MIND GIVING IT TO THIS HUNK. AT THE HOTEL HE BOOKED A SINGLE ROOM FOR THE BOTH OF US, I FELT A LTTLE SCARED BUT DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING UNTIL WE GOT TO THE ROOM, HE LOCKED THE DOOR BEHIND US AND JUST STARED AT ME AS I FIDGETED, I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO ADMIRE THE ROOM BECAUSE I WAS SCARED "YOU KNOW WHY WE'RE HERE, DON'T YOU?"I HEARD HIS CALM VOICE BEHIND ME, I TURNED TO LOOK AT HIM I MANAGED TO MASK ALL THE FEAR IN MY EYES "I DON'T LIKE REPEATING MYSELF" HIS VOICE RINGS AGAIN IN MY HEAD IN GROWING ANNOYANCE "Y-YES" I ANSWERED QUICKLY, HE TOOK OFF HIS WRIST WATCH AND KEPT IT ON THE BEDSIDE CUPBOARD, I ADMIRED THE WAY HIS MUSCLES FLEX THROUGH HIS SHIRT WHICH HUG HIS BODY "TAKE OFF YOUR DRESS" MY MIND WENT BLANK DOING AS I WAS TOLD, I FELT LIKE A DUMMY, I WAS LEFT IN MY BRA AND UNDERWEAR, I WATCHED AS HIS EYES TRACED EVERY CURVE OF MY BODY, HIS EYES RESTING ON MY BREAST FOR A FEW SECONDS BEFORE MOVING AROUND MY BODY, LUST EVIDENT IN HIS EYES, HE WALKED AROUND ME LIKE A PREDATOR PREPARING TO DEVOUR HIS PREY. I JUMPED WHEN HE DELIVERED A LIGHT SLAP TO MY BUTT, "YOU'RE SOFT" HIS LOW VOICE RESOUNDED IN MY EAR AS I FELT HIS HANDS TRACING MY BODY, I FELT THE TEMPERATURE AROUND THE ROOM BECOME HOT AND MY BODY RESPONDED POSITIVELY TO HIS TOUCHES, "LAY ON THE BED AND TAKE OFF EVERYTHING YOU'RE WEARING" HE MOVED AWAY FROM ME AND I DID EVERYTHING HE COMMANDED LEAVING ME NAKED ON A HOTEL ROOM BED WAITING FOR THIS HANDSOME HUNK OF A MAN TO DEVOUR ME. I WATCHED AS HE SLOWLY TOOK OFF HIS CLOTHES, I FELT HEAT POOL BETWEEN MY LEGS AS I MAINTAINED EYE CONTACT WITH HIM, HE WAS FINALLY NAKED LEAVING ME TO OBSERVE HIS BODY, TONED ABS AND BICEPS, TATTOS TRAILING FROM HIS WRIST UP TO HIS SHOULDER AND GOLD EARRING IN HIS LEFT EAR, MY EYES TRAILED DOWN BELOW HIS WAIST AND MY EYES ALMOST BULGED OUT AT THE SIGHT OF HIS MEMBER, "WILL THAT THING FIT IN ME?" I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD, THEN I HEARD THE MOST WONDERFUL SOUND EVER, HE CHUCKLED, WALKING TOWARDS ME "DON'T WORRY YOUR LITTLE HEAD DOVE, IT WILL FIT" HE CLIMBED THE BED, HIS HAND ON MY NECK AS THE CLIMBED ONTOP ME, HE LICKED HIS LIPS, ROLLING MY NIPPLE WITH HIS FINGER, I BIT MY LIP TO HOLD IN THE MOAN BUBBLING UP ME THROAT, "DON'T BITE YOUR LIPS" HE COMMANDED HIS EYES DARKENING, HE SLOWLY KISSED HIS WAY DOWN TO MY THROAT LIGHTLY BITTING DOWN ON MY THROAT, IT DIDN'T HURT THE WAY I EXPECTED IT TO INSTEAD IT MADE ME DRIP MORE BETWEEN MY LEGS, HIS MOUTH CLASPED OVER MY LEFT NIPPLE, BITTING AND SUCKING, ELICITING A DEEP MOAN FROM MY CHEST AT I GRIPPED THE BED SHEET TO KEEP MY HANDS FROM GRIPPING HIS HAIR, HE LOOKED UP AT ME, SLOWLY WIDENING MY LEGS WITH HIS HANDS HE PLACES A FINGER INTO HIS MOUTH, HE BRINGS IT OUT COATED IN HIS SALIVA TRAILING HIS FINGER AROUND MY ENTRANCE, "YOU'RE ALREADY DRIPPING" HE BREATHES ON MY ENTRANCE, MY EYES CLOSE IN A WIMPER OF PLEASURE, MY EYES BURST OPEN WHEN HE STICKS A FINGER IN ME, I MOAN LOUDLY IN SHOCK, PAIN AND PLEASURE, I SHUDDER WHEN I FEEL A LOSS OF CONTACT AND HEAR HIS ANGRY VOICE "YOU'RE A VIRGIN?" I LOOK UP TO SEE HIM STANDING, EYES BLARING IN ANGER "Y-YES"I SIT UP SLOWLY NODDING MY HEAD "GET OUT" HE COMMANDS "W-WHAT?" I ASK IN SHOCK AND SURPRISE "I DON'T DO VIRGINS" HE SAYS THROWING MY CLOTHES TO ME, I LOWER MY HEAD IN EMBARRASSMENT AND SHAME, I QUICKLY PUT ON MY CLOTHES IGNORING THE HEAT BETWEEN MY LEGS, I TURN TO OPEN THE DOOR "WHEN YOU GET HOME BATH WITH COLD WATER TO COOL DOWN IF YOU STILL FEEL TURNED ON"HE SAYS FROM BEHIND ME, I DON'T BOTHER TO FACE HIM IN EMBARRASSMENT "SORRY" I QUICKLY RUN OUT OF THE HOTEL MY HEELS IN MY HANDS WEARING A SLIPPER HE HAD GIVEN ME, I RUN HALF WAY TO MY APARTMENT BEFORE STOPPING A CAR AND GOING HOME, I BATH AND LAY IN BED CRYING IN SHAME.
NATE POV
I SIT WITH MY FRIENDS DRINKING WHILE WATCHING GIRLS DANCE, I'M NOT REALLY IN THE MOOD BUT MY FRIENDS COERCED ME AND NOW I'M HERE, I SIT ON THE COUCH JUST OBSERVING UNTIL MY EYES STOPS ON A GIRL IN THE CROWD DANCING WITH A GUY "SHE LOOKS LIKE A GOOD FUCK" MY FRIEND CHARLIE SAYS SMIRKING AT ME, I SILENTLY AGREE THO BUT I THINK THAT GUY'S ALREADY GOT HER FOR THE NIGHT, I KEEP LOOKING AROUND UNTIL I SPOT ANOTHER GIRL SITTING AT THE BAR LOOKING LOST, STARING AT THE GIRL DANCING WITH THE GUY WHICH I GUESS IS EITHER HER FRIEND OR LOVE RIVAL, SHE LOOKS HOT THO, DRESSED IN A SHORT BLUE DRESS HUGGING HER BODY, SHOWING OFF HER HOT CURVES, HER HAIR IN A CUTE BUN, HER LIPS PLUMP PINK, LOOKING JUICY, I OBSERV HER FOR A FEW MINUTES BEFORE LOOKING AWAY, WHEN I LOOK BACK SHES GONE, I THINK SHE'S GONE HOME UNTIL I HEAR A SCREAM, I LOOK AROUND TO SEE HER BEING PULLED OUT TO THE CLUB BY A FUCKER, I PUT DOWN MY DRINK, STAND UP AND WALK TOWARDS THEM, I MANAGED TO CHASE THE GUY AWAY, THEN I OBSERVE THE GIRL UP CLOSE, I FEEL AN INSANE URGE TO PROTECT HER AND HAVE HER, I CHASE AWAY THE THOUGHT AND JUST DECIDE TO FUCK HER, I TELL HER TO COME A WITH ME AND I SEE HER HESITATE FOR A FEW SECONDS BEFORE FOLLOWING ME, I FELT A LITTLE BIT HAPPY THAT SHE CHOSE TO FOLLOW ME AND ANGRY THAT SHE'D JUST FOLLOW A TOTAL STRANGER. I TAKE HER TO A HOTEL I BOOK US ROOM, I TELL HER TO TAKE OFF HER CLOTHES, I STILL FEEL ANGRY AT HER NAIVENESS, I STARE AT HER NAKED BODY IN AWE, SHE HAS THE BODY OF A GODDESS AND HER SHINNING BROWN EYES WHICH REFUSE TO MEET MINE, I FEEL HER TENSE UP WHEN I TOUCH HER, I FEEL HER HEAT AND I SMIRK, I COULDN'T RESIST THE URGE TO CHUCKLE WHEN I SAW HER STARE AT ME MEMBER LIKE A WEAPON, I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH HER HEAD, PROBABLY THE SAME THOUGHT THAT WENT THROUGH THE HEADS OF THE OTHER GIRLS I'VE SLEPT WITH,"HOW WILL THIS FIT IN ME" IT WAS FUNNY AND SHE LOOKED SO CUTE WITH HOW HER EYES WIDDEN IN FEAR. WHEN I INHALED HER SCENT MY MIND GOT CLOUDED WITH LUST, WHEN I TASTED HER, I WANTED MORE, WHEN I FELT THE OBSTRUCTION IN HER ENTRANCE, I WANTED HER GONE, I WAS HAPPY THAT I WAS THE FIRST TO SEE ALL OF HER, TO FEEL HER, TO TASTE HER BUT I COULDN'T DO IT. I COULDN'T RUIN MY LITTLE DOVE, SO I SENT HER AWAY,I TOLD ONE OF MY BODYGUARDS "MAKE SURE SHE GETS HOME SAFE" I FELT FRUSTRATED BUT I WAS GONNA MAKE ME MINE, THE RIGHT WAY.