The true reality of life

Hello i am skye i am a female i wont tell my age. everything starts when we are young i started by my dad shouting screaming hitting basically the typical asian dad even if im asian this happens even in other countries. my dad hits me with a belt my mom is just standing there watching i cried he asked me "WHY ARE YOU CRYING?" Well maybe because he was hitting me. Yes it was my fault doing something bad well what can i do i was still a kid. There was this one time he slapped me because i closed the door infront of him and he scolded me pulled my hair and slapped me. my mom? she did nothing just in another room. and then other times when i didn't listen to him i had a stuffed toy he would take it black mailing me into throwing it away in the trash can. One time me and my sister were talking and he said we were too loud we lowered our voices and just didn't talk anymore he said "SKYE GO BESIDE ME" i cried because me and my sister were separated then he was annoyed because of my crying he grabbed a leather belt and whipped it it was the metal part of the belt i cried he whipped it so hard it almost bleed my sister comfort me. me and my sister talked about it to my mom she said he just doesn't know how to love he was left by his parents and was only taking care of himself even if she was getting hurt sometimes by him too.