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'Disappear'

Born in a world stained by war she learned using daggers at a very young age. Before she knew it she had already become a bloodstained assassin. The battlefield grasped the life of everyone she cared about and soon it was her turn. She died in the battlefield drowning in regrets only to be reincarnated. Life seemed meaningless, hope seemed a fantasy, joy seemed heavy and existence seemed a burden. How was she supposed to make new bonds when she had distanced herself from others? Her new family is loving yet something feels hollow in her heart. Pretending was all she could do. How could she let this innocent family know her reality? Every night troubled by her nightmares and regrets same sinking feelings takes over her heart leaving her wondering "Sometimes I Just Want To Disappear" Even though it seemed impossible but slowly and gradually something changed. She couldn't remember when her fake smiles were replaced by genuine ones. Despite being a warrior she finds comfort around her brothers Kush and Moksh. Despite being experienced she likes being corrected by her elders. Despite being cold she likes laughing along her friends. Despite thinking love is a stupidity she ends up falling into it. Is she changing? Is she becoming a new person? What are these new emotions? Walking down this new road she rediscovers herself. Her journey begins as Megha and ends as Chandni the moonlight. She still has bad days, she still feels cold sometimes, she still feels life is a dark tunnel but now she knows she has people who will light up her day, who will give her warmth, who will guide her to the end of the tunnel. Life doesn't seems meaningless anymore. Somehow this disappearing soul was finally seen. Stuck in the rain and thunder she turns and sees people holding umbrella for her it's in these small moments that she thinks "Sometimes I Just Want To Disappear But Most Of The Times I Just Want To Linger!"
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