healing

Dear Reader, My name is Lola, and this isn’t just a book about dating. It’s about living. Yes, there are dates. Hundreds, actually. Some real. Some exaggerated for comedic relief (because trauma is exhausting and humor is free). But behind every swipe, every dinner, every wild story, there’s a woman surviving. A woman unraveling. A woman rebuilding. This is about me, my life, my heartbreaks, my hilarity, my healing. The messy, sacred chaos of it all. You’ll meet exes (some I married, some I should’ve blocked), friends who became family, and red flags I mistook for carnival rides. You’ll also find the truth I spent years avoiding— about love, motherhood, neurodivergence, faith, fear, and finally choosing myself. This isn’t a self-help book, but if it helps, I’m glad. It’s not an advice column, but if it feels like one sometimes, that’s okay too. Think of it more like a long, unfiltered letter from a big sister who’s been through it and wants to make you laugh, cry, and maybe pack a spare car seat... just in case. So settle in. You’re not alone. I’ve got stories to tell. With love, Lola

What happens when the universe forces the worst person you know to rewrite the story of someone who vanished twenty years ago? Benny Ford was never the hero of anyone’s story. He’s loud, bitter, and proud to be everyone’s nightmare. He steals candy from kids just to watch them cry, ignores pregnant women on trains, and curses out old ladies for walking too slow. He used to dream once. He was a figure skater, chasing medals under cold arena lights…until life humbled him. So he quit. Now he does makeup for people who still believe in spotlights. He hates his boss. He hates his coworkers. And, honestly? He probably hates you too. But everything changes the day he finds a diary….Confessions of a Cunty Freshman. The private journal of Russell Reyes, a college student who lived twenty five years ago. Russell’s life is everything Benny ever wanted but never had: friends, freedom, parties, dreams, love….. Unfortunately, Benny crashes his car… and wakes up not in a hospital bed, but in Russell’s body. Twenty five years in the past. Now he’s living a stranger’s life without knowing how the story ends (because, of course, he never finished the damn diary.) Russell went missing at the end of freshman year. And his body was never found. Every wrong move could push Benny closer to Russell’s fate. And if the universe doesn’t like him tampering with the past? Benny might vanish too. It’s freshman year all over again…. the stakes are life or death. Now he has to survive college, blend in with Russell’s four hot hockey roommates, and a mystery that’s been frozen in time. Somehow, amid the chaos, one person keeps pulling him in….Ryan, the captain who looks at him like he’s both a stranger and a ghost. Will this be the one chance for the nasty, self centered gossip queen to finally rewrite his own and Russell’s story? Or will the universe also erase him for good?

Childhood rivals, always competing yet secretly hiding forbidden feelings behind their hate, were torn apart in a messy end. Now, one has risen as a shining idol adored by millions, while the other struggles to build a quiet life as a single mother. But when fate brings them face-to-face again, old wounds begin to bleed… and long-buried feelings resurface. From rivals to something more, can love survive the scars of the past? And this time, will they finally accept what their hearts have always known?

[A Year of Grace- Book 1] Nyxara When I woke up cold, leaning against a tree in the woods, I wondered if there were a few details I wasn't told by the angel who sent me here. It wasn’t long before the brothers I had lost in my past life found me—right as I was trying to find my way out of the woods. They brought me home to the parents who weren’t dead. Since I didn’t get this world’s Nyxara’s memories, I’m claiming amnesia due to trauma. When I was given the choice between redoing my own life or being sent to an alternate universe, I chose the second option. I didn’t want to deal with the shattered remains of my past. What I wasn’t told? While this is a very different life, some people from my old world are still making my life hell in this one. And now, they might have fangs, mind powers, or claws. I’m not the me in my last life, and I’m not the me of this life. So… who am I? On that note, what in the world is an alpha, beta, or omega? Looks like I have a lot to learn—and fast—if I want to graduate from the Sentinels of Accord Academy, let alone survive in a world filled with supernatural beings. It's a new exciting world just waiting for me to claim my place in it. Top 3 in the end of year competitions looks like a good start. This year is going to be amazing. (The romance is slow-burn. 5 mates in total. The romance doesn't really start in this book. All mates are introduced though.) [Daily Chapter Release and Free until completion]

"When love turns to despair, can a long time crush fill the void? Huo Yi's heart was pained seeing the person he had secretly loved for years tormented by the loss of his elder brother. It pains and angers him when he sees his brother not cherishing what he has and eloping with someone else.  Unable to bear seeing the man he loves go through emotional pain, he came up with an idea that others may find unthinkable and desperate, but to him, it's a successful attempt to be with his love. The proposal of becoming a substitute for his brother.  But as the forbidden relationship goes on, Hou Yi gets more addicted and possessive, and Huo Yi's emotions are put to the test. Will their love crumble under the weight of deception? What will happen when his brother returns and finds out about the relationship? Will Huo Yi's love ever be reciprocated? Who will the man choose between His real love and a Substitute?

[BL] Imagine being the main character of a toxic BL novel who somehow transmigrated to the real world— and then you found out that your readers ‘ship’ you with your abuser. Awful, right? Thankfully, that didn’t happen to Wonyoung. But that could happen to An Baekya— the main character of a hit omegaverse novel, who also happens to be his son-in-law. Yep, the red flag male lead who abused the main character was Wonyoung’s son from his 'past life.' He didn't know how his past life became a novel, but he hated his previous self for failing as a parent. So, when an unfortunate event brought him back inside the novel, he decided to change the main character's life for the better. Yes, Wonyoung will raise his future Omega son-in-law this time— even if it means abandoning his Alpha son. *** #omegaverse #dominantomega #dominantalpha #pregnancy #contractmarriage #mystery #timetravel #transmigration #novel #omega #alpha

In a snowstorm, ten-year-old Aemma saves a dying girl with nothing but a scarf. She never knew that girl—Gu Liang—was the lost imperial heir. Years later, Gu Liang rises as crown princess, radiant and ruthless. Aemma, her strategist, builds a new system for women to climb the court ladder, turning herself into the sharpest blade against the old aristocracy. But power breeds obsession. Gu Liang’s love twists into possession, while Aemma’s eyes still seek freedom beyond the palace walls. At the peak of empire, Gu Liang offers not a command but a plea: “I’m not ordering you, Aemma. I’m asking you—stay. Not trapped, but free. With me.” This is a dual female lead story of palace intrigue, ambition, and slow-burn romance—where an empress and her strategist reshape history together.

Born in a world stained by war she learned using daggers at a very young age. Before she knew it she had already become a bloodstained assassin. The battlefield grasped the life of everyone she cared about and soon it was her turn. She died in the battlefield drowning in regrets only to be reincarnated. Life seemed meaningless, hope seemed a fantasy, joy seemed heavy and existence seemed a burden. How was she supposed to make new bonds when she had distanced herself from others? Her new family is loving yet something feels hollow in her heart. Pretending was all she could do. How could she let this innocent family know her reality? Every night troubled by her nightmares and regrets same sinking feelings takes over her heart leaving her wondering "Sometimes I Just Want To Disappear" Even though it seemed impossible but slowly and gradually something changed. She couldn't remember when her fake smiles were replaced by genuine ones. Despite being a warrior she finds comfort around her brothers Kush and Moksh. Despite being experienced she likes being corrected by her elders. Despite being cold she likes laughing along her friends. Despite thinking love is a stupidity she ends up falling into it. Is she changing? Is she becoming a new person? What are these new emotions? Walking down this new road she rediscovers herself. Her journey begins as Megha and ends as Chandni the moonlight. She still has bad days, she still feels cold sometimes, she still feels life is a dark tunnel but now she knows she has people who will light up her day, who will give her warmth, who will guide her to the end of the tunnel. Life doesn't seems meaningless anymore. Somehow this disappearing soul was finally seen. Stuck in the rain and thunder she turns and sees people holding umbrella for her it's in these small moments that she thinks "Sometimes I Just Want To Disappear But Most Of The Times I Just Want To Linger!"

Elisa Santos has always been an exceptional woman ... beautiful, talented, brilliant doctor, violinist, and free-spirited dancer. But, out of loyalty to her grandmother, she accepts an arranged marriage with billionaire Eduardo Castro, a cold and arrogant man who sees her only as part of a contract. Elisa hides her beauty and essence behind simplicity and shyness, silently trying to win the heart of a husband who barely sees her. Ignored, belittled, and hurt by words and attitudes, Elisa finds strength to rebuild herself. She rediscovers her passions and talents, becomes an acclaimed artist abroad, and disappears after filing for divorce. Eduardo, trapped in his arrogance and ghosts of the past, only realizes Elisa's value when it's too late... and begins a desperate search for the woman he never knew how to love. Three years have passed. Eduardo finds Elisa on the world stages, now under the artistic name Clara Amaral. The reunion ignited everything that was never said, everything that was denied. But winning Elisa back won't be easy; he will have to face his own guilt, deal with traps from the past, and prove he is worthy of the love she kept. Between resentment, forgiveness, and new beginnings, Elisa and Eduardo will discover that true love demands courage, surrender, and time. And when redemption finally happens, they will live an overwhelming passion... now by choice, not obligation. An intense urban romance with emotions running high, memorable reunions, and the transformative power of love when it's finally lived to the fullest.

An intelligent antagonistic lady boss, Chen Xiaoqian was reborn. In her current life, she made lots of money, made lots of real estate investments, and tortured bastards when she had the time. What a life! These were the three mottos of an antagonistic lady boss. When a woman became strong and powerful, she had no need for a man anymore. The men disagreed...they wanted to pamper her! This was the motto of a man of an antagonistic lady boss. In your previous life, you slept with the person and left. Shouldn’t you be responsible in the current life? Is this a lovey-dovey literature or a feel-good novel? Man: This is actually a feel-good, lovey-dovey novel. Shh… I can’t let my image of a passionate, loyal, and leader man collapse strict face.

She once tried hard, but the marriage unknowingly turned into a lifeless pond. Her husband stayed out all night, and she gradually became numb from heartache. Work became her true companion. The only gift from this marriage was that it forged her into a calm and independent female journalist. She thought her heart had long drowned in that lifeless pond until she met that man in a crisp police uniform, with a crooked smile and cunning eyes... Their first encounter was at the scene of a crime. She went to report, and he went to apprehend. He mistook her for an accomplice, mercilessly cuffing her wrists to a wire fence! She panicked and bit him, desperately defending herself: "I don't have the stolen goods you want!" He, however, looked at her through his sunglasses with wicked charm: "Really?"

It was supposed to be her sister's wedding night, but she was schemed by her biological mother, drugged, and sent into her 'soon-to-be brother-in-law's' wedding car. When they first met, the man in the wheelchair was as dignified and cold as rumored. Just because she approached him slightly, he grabbed her neck, nearly choking her to death. 'A woman marrying into the Fu family must rely on herself to survive, understand?' She nodded frantically, thinking that carefully pleasing him would allow them to live respectfully and peacefully like guests for a lifetime. Yet in the nights and days of accompanying him, she was thoroughly consumed, step by step falling into the trap he had long set. In this life, there is no escape; in this love, it moves the heart.

A Post-apocalyptic story of love and redemption. He thought he would never need anyone, until he found her. Collin is young soldier is living in a ghost town that has been turned into an outpost. It's the only place to get aid for miles. One day, a girl named Kayla wanders out of the desert onto his doorstep. She's escaped after years of surviving the unthinkable. Collin takes care of her and helps her out of her broken shell as their trust turns into something more. The outpost and the forest beyond becomes their utopia from a dangerous world. When danger comes calling, will Collin be able to protect Kayla?

She was his worst nightmare. Now, she's his wife. When Oliver Wood is forced into an arranged marriage with Daphne Greengrass, it feels like a cruel joke. She's ice-cold perfection wrapped in silk and sarcasm. He's stubborn, hot-blooded, and utterly unimpressed. Neither of them wants this... but the war left scars, and the Ministry demands unity. What starts as a battle of wills behind closed doors quickly turns into something else: heated, messy, dangerously addictive. But when tragedy strikes and the cracks beneath their façades begin to show, the arrangement becomes a lifeline neither of them expected. Trust is fragile. Grief is relentless. And love might come too late.

“I’m done.” With those two words, top-tier Alpha Emma ended her three-year relationship with Omega perfumer Gu Liang—coldly, decisively, even after marking him during her heat. But the man she abandoned wasn’t a fragile lamb. Beneath Gu Liang’s quiet demeanor slept a lion. He built First Heart Capital from the ground up, and with ruthless precision, brought Emma and her family’s empire to its knees. To survive, Emma was forced to sign a marriage contract with the very man she once discarded. Their union wasn’t built on love—it was a battlefield. As they navigate early labor scares, business storms, and the chaos of daily life, Emma begins to see the depth of Gu Liang’s pain—and the strength he’s always carried. And Gu Liang, in turn, finds himself thawing in the face of Emma’s clumsy but sincere attempts to make amends. When hatred fades and love rekindles, they rebuild a home from the ashes. But just as peace settles in, Emma’s love reaches its most painful, most profound peak—when she learns the truth about Gu Liang’s lonely childhood. So she makes a choice: To travel back in time. Not to change their fate, but to be there for the boy she could never reach.

I died a heroic, powerful, male Archmage… so why did I wake up as a sixteen-year-old girl?! Theo’s last memory is of a glorious, failed last stand. His next is a beeping hospital machine—and a terrifyingly handsome guy he’s pretty sure is a demon calling him “princess.” Now, he’s Thea Montrose, youngest daughter of a powerful family in a world run on magi-tech and corporate espionage. Between navigating floating cars, enduring his new mom’s hugs, and figuring out the horrifyingly complex mechanics of using the bathroom, Theo has his hands full. But his new family is hiding secrets, and their rivals play for keeps. Good thing this spoiled heiress’s body now holds the soul of an ancient wizard. They wanted the real Thea back? They’re about to get way more than they bargained for. He failed to save his old world from an apocalypse—now he just might save this one (and finally figure out how this bra works).

Luke just wanted to win the nationals. After finding his teammate and best friend, Ethan, unconscious the morning of an important match, his world began to fall apart. The hospital bills were overwhelming, and the only way Luke could help was by winning the upcoming national tennis championship. When the school announced the transfer student, Andre Rowe, as his new doubles partner and roommate, Luke wasn’t thrilled. To him, no one could replace Ethan. But for the sake of victory and the prize that came with it, he forced himself to get along with the charming yet infuriating newcomer. What Luke didn’t know was that Andre had his own reasons for accepting the offer. He didn’t come for the love of the game—he came for revenge. But as Andre got to know Luke from daytime practices to late-night talks, he began to question everything—his plan, his loyalty, and his growing feelings for the boy he was supposed to ruin. The court brought them more trouble than they had both anticipated

Zoya lives a quiet, ordinary life in Busan — a world of hostel rooms, shared laughter with friends, and midnight prayers whispered into the stillness. She never imagined her path would cross with Joen.J, the most beloved idol in the country. His voice reaches millions, but behind the flashing cameras and perfect smile is a man longing for something real. When Joen.J’s beloved dog, Bamson, goes missing, his world is thrown into chaos. Thousands join the search, but it’s Zoya and her friends who find the frightened dog by chance. Bringing him home should be simple… but in their strict hostel, pets are forbidden. Keeping him means risking everything. After days of secret care and sleepless nights, they make the only choice they can — to return Bamson without being seen. One quiet evening, they leave him at the doorstep of Joen.J’s family home with a small note: “He was safe with us. Please take care of him, always.” Joen.J returns to find Bamson waiting, along with the mysterious note that stirs something deep in his heart. He doesn’t know who brought his dog back… but fate has already begun weaving an invisible thread between him and the girl whose kindness he’ll never forget. His Heart, My Faith is a story of love born from silence, bound by faith, and tested by the worlds that try to keep them apart.

A law professor hiding his origin. A student who falls for him. And one secret that ties them both to the Marino name. Falling in war. Jace Marino lives two lives. Respected law professor by day, mafia heir by blood. He swore he’d left his family’s world behind, until a quiet student named Julian Pole walks into his class and turns everything upside down. Julian thinks he’s just fallen for the wrong man until he discovers the truth. Jace isn’t just his professor. He’s a Marino. And now Julian’s caught between love, lies, and one of the most dangerous families in New York

https://discord.gg/PyAuBa7RFd Alternative Title(s): Isha-Jō Heroine - The Former Doctor Turned Genius Healer Lady Is Now an Isekai Heroine - イシャジョーヒロイン -「元医者の天才ヒーラーお嬢様、異世界ヒロインやってます」 Wait, What Do You Mean I Got Reincarnated as a Heroine in Another World?! — And Now I Have to Save the Kingdom as a Healer Prodigy and Magician While Pretending to Be a Noble Lady Even Though I Was a Shut-In Doctor Back Home! - 「いや、ちょっと待って！？異世界転生したのが私でしかもヒロイン！？—— 昔は引きこもり医者だったのに、今は天才ヒーラー＆魔法使いとして王国を救えと？…ついでに貴族お嬢様の演技までしなきゃダメ！？」 --- DISCLAIMER: This story contains sci-fi themes involving quantum mechanics, CGDCT, borderline (or maybe not) Girl’s Love, and plot-relevant mature scenes that are safe for general audiences. Follow Kairi Izumi—a quiet, eccentric, and somewhat conspicuous girl—who never felt like anything but an NPC in a story. Working behind the scenes, unnoticed by others, had always been part of her daily life, dwelling with medicine and toxins. So, it's no surprise she wasn't exactly turning heads. But then, a peculiar quantum anomaly shatters her carefully constructed anonymity, thrusting her into a bewildering new spotlight. Suddenly, Kairi's unique knowledge of obscure chemicals becomes crucial for navigating bizarre, shifting realities. Amidst this chaos, she finds herself unexpectedly drawn to a vibrant, magnetic girl—a connection that begins to unravel not only the mysteries of her altered world but also the burgeoning feelings within her own 'background character' heart. However, her sudden visibility attracts more than just newfound affection. A surprising confession from a powerful figure thrusts her into a dangerous web of political machinations, revealing hidden factions and the true, volatile nature of the realities she's caught between. Now, Kairi must navigate not only the quantum uncertainties and her blossoming relationship, but also a treacherous game of power where her unique position could either be a weapon or a target. As her bond with the magnetic girl deepens amidst these escalating stakes, Kairi must confront the intimate complexities of her new existence and decide if she's finally ready to take center stage as the protagonist of her own unfolding, unpredictable story.