Surviving the Incubus
Surviving the Incubus is a deeply personal and unflinching account of one woman’s journey through fear, silence, trauma, and faith.
Raised in a Christian Otjiherero family, she grew up surrounded by both belief in God and whispered stories of spiritual darkness. But nothing could prepare her for what began in childhood—nighttime experiences she could not understand, could not explain, and could not escape.
Too young to speak, too afraid to tell, she carried a secret that shaped her entire life.
By day, she was like any other child—laughing, learning, growing.
By night, she faced something that left her confused, isolated, and deeply shaken.
As she grows older, the silence follows her into adolescence and adulthood, where she begins to confront difficult truths about trauma, consent, and survival. Through real-life experiences, personal reflection, and accounts from others who have described similar phenomena across cultures, she searches for meaning in what she endured.
But this is not just a story of suffering.
It is a story of endurance.
After years of pain, vulnerability, and unanswered questions, she finds strength in her faith. Drawing closer to Jesus Christ, she reclaims her voice, her identity, and her purpose. Choosing a life set apart, she devotes herself to healing, spiritual clarity, and hope in the promise of restoration.
Raw, reflective, and deeply moving, Surviving the Incubus explores the intersection of trauma, belief, and resilience—and the unbreakable human desire to find light, even in the darkest nights.