I was feeling super not chill. Jade seemed to have some suspicions. If she found out, would she kick me out? Would simple rumors be enough? But it's not like a lot of people know!
"Love, you um doing alright?" Joey asked as I paced back and forth. I had already told him about Kaley getting kicked off the team and Jade's rather ominous warning.
"Sure, great, phenomenal" I responded back sarcastically. In all fairness Joey was also concerned, but he was trying to remain calm. I was not.
"Why would Jade care? Besides nobody knows anyways." Joey tried to reassure me. Well Barrett's roommate knew, but he's known for some time now and has never said anything. At least as far as I could tell. But he wasn't the one that had me feeling nervous anyways.
Emma had allowed Joey and I to sit in on her and Barrett fucking. She also knew Joey had been trying to spice things up. Would she suspect me of sleeping with Barrett? No, right? I mean, that would be such a wild jump in logic. I hadn't really seen her around much lately...
I was probably just being paranoid. Jade was just being silly, she probably had a similar conversation with all of the girls. Fear tactic, that's it, that's all it was, a fear tactic!
"Jessy" Joey came over and stopped me in my tracks as he wrapped his arms around me. "It's going to be alright. Nobody knows, she's just being cautious since the whole drama with Kaley happened. Breath, it'll be ok."
I hugged Joey back as I tried to calm myself. Yea, I just needed to breath. It wasn't that serious, of course it wasn't...
Once I had calmed down Joey took me out to get something to eat and we had a nice evening. It was good to just relax and talk. We chatted about a show we were watching and about classes we were taking. It helped put my mind at ease. At least... For a little bit...
Joey dropped me back off at my dorm, and I took a shower. Getting changed into some baggy clothes and heading to bed. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't sleep. I could relax. I kept tossing and turning.
Eventually I turned over and grabbed my phone. I went through my texts and found the last conversation I had with Barrett. I paused for a moment, not certain what I even wanted right now. "Master? Are you up?" I texted him, biting my lips nervously.
"Yes" came his singular response. What a conversationalist...
Joey was a million times better at texting than Barrett. "Can I come over?" I asked, not wanting to talk much over text.
"Door's open" he said. At least he wasn't the kind of guy to leave me on read for a long time. I rolled out of bed, not bothering to change as I headed over to his dorm. I walked on in, not bothering to knock. Sure enough Barrett was in bed, playing a game on his phone.
He put his phone down and sat up as I walked in. "Little late ain't it?" He commented as I walked right on over. "I... Needed to tell you something..." I sat down and began telling him all about what had happened.
"I don't see why your stressing about this" Barrett sounded almost bored. "I promised nobody would know and nobody does. She's just pointing out that your a chipper person when your getting properly fucked" Barrett chuckled and I rolled my eyes. Ugh, he could be such a brute sometimes.
"What about Emma? Couldn't she put things together?" I asked, not letting this go. Barrett shrugged "I'll make sure she stays away and keeps herself busy with other people. You know, out of sight out of mind."
"Ok but what if" I started to asked when Barrett cut me off. He pounced on me, his hand around my neck as he spoke in a low menacing tone.
"I said ain't nobody going to find out that you don't want to have finding out. Ok? Play the emotional shit with your boyfriend. Me? I will keep my word, I will keep you safe, I'll keep your secrets safe. You want someone to worry about your anxiety? Someone to stress alongside you? Go find Joey."
Barrett pushed me down onto the bed as he leaned in. His hand going up my shirt to grope my breasts and his face right next to mine. His heavy breath against my neck. "A good boyfriend takes care of his girlfriend's emotional needs. He worries about her, he cherishes her. Joey seems good at that shit."
Barrett squeezed my boobs as I squirmed in his grip. "A good Master focuses on his little slut's physical needs though. Making sure she's safe, and pleasured, making sure her wants are taken care of."
Barrett gently sunk his teeth into my neck as I let out a soft moan. "Yes Master."
"But you know that already don't you my little slut" Barrett whispered into my ear. "You just couldn't admit what you really needed, what you really wanted. I bet little Joey had you feeling all warm and fuzzy today. But your physical kind of woman. All this energy building up from the stress, you needed a way to get that energy out. You didn't come here to talk, you came here wanting to get fucked, wanting to burn all that energy so you can finally relax."
I... I wouldn't deny I had been feeling restless. Literally. Maybe that was what I needed?
"Master" I moaned, tilting my head to look at Barrett. "Please fuck your little slut, please, I... I really need it."
Barrett chuckled as he sat up. He gripped the edges of my pants and yanked them down before taking them off completely and tossing them aside. Then he took off his own pants before grabbing me and flipping me around.
He pinned my head down against the pillow with one hand as he pushed his cock into me. "Mmmfmmm" I moaned out, yes this did feel good. Barrett held me down as he started pounding into me, the bed rocking back and forth as I moaned out loudly.
Barrett smacked my ass a few times with his left hand before leaning in and going faster. My eyes rolling back as the bed screamed out underneath us. I bit down on the pillow as Barrett used me, pleasured me, fucked me so wonderfully.
Barrett then pulled away and turned me around once more before ramming his cock back into me. This time he put both hands around my neck as he started to ravage me. My boobs bouncing wilding as my hands clawed at his arms. A savage look upon his face, his eyes seemed to glimmer in the darkness as he felt me squirming underneath him.
My legs kicking out as I screamed and moaned. His fingers clenched around my neck, pushing against my flesh as he held me in place. My body struggling, shifting up and down as my hands reached up towards him. My fingers trailing marks down his strong arms.
Barrett grinned as he heard my screams echo throughout his dorm. My nails biting into his flesh seeming to only excite him more. His aggression always mounting, his passion always driving me to the brink.
Barrett let go of my throat and placed his hands on my hips, squeezing them as he lifted them up a little bit. He used his grip to hold me in place and better control his own movements. Going faster and harder. My back now completely arching as I let out a loud set of screams, my hands gripping the bed sheets, moving up to try and push against his strong body, before going to grip the sheets again. Like my own body couldn't decide on the best course of action as the entire bed trembled underneath us.
I felt a wave of pleasure rushing through my body as I quivered and shook. Barrett continued on fucking me through my orgasm, his speed never going down as he smiled at me. His eyes looked down at me like I was the most beautiful sight ever.
I could feel my muscles straining as I arched back, my eyes rolling over. Barrett moved one hand up, to reach across my body. His hand against my body feeling like a promise of lasting passion. "Now that's a good little slut" Barrett groaned out.
He suddenly leaned down, his body pressing against mine as he kissed me. I kissed back with a desperate hunger. Biting at his lips, as his hand came back around to adorn my neck. My own hands now wrapping around him as my nails dug into his back.
"You're such a little monster" Barrett chuckled as my nails began to claw at his backside. He pushed his lips against mine and I pushed my tongue into his mouth. Letting them both dance around as I continued to moan. Barrett's grip on my neck straining my breath ever so slightly, the weight of his body on mine keeping my movement down as I shifted against him.
My body rocking up and down like a boat on the tides, my body complimenting his aggression. Barrett pulled away from the kiss and leaned down to bite my neck. Sinking his teeth in as My fingers ran through his hair.
Barrett pushed in one last time and began to cum inside of me. His cock pulsing against my walls as he emptied his balls into my body. My body trembling in response.
He held me as I lay there, panting. Moving up to kiss me once again. "Feeling better?" He chuckled at his own question. We both knew the answer.
"Yes Master, thank you" I moaned. Barrett bucked his hips once more just to tease me. He rolled to his side, moving me with him. His cock still in me as he hugged me close. "Now go to sleep, you needy little slut" he said it almost like a joke.
Was Barrett being jovial with me? Mmm, I was too tired to really dig into it. So I just cuddled up with him as we both fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up with his arms around me, hugging me from behind. I stayed there, just relaxing for a moment. Between Joey talking me down and taking me out, and Barrett getting me all tired out. I couldn't really say yesterday had been a bad day.
I felt Barrett stir as he woke up. He grumbled something and rose out of bed. I rolled around to see him sitting up, his back to me. I could see the many long red marks from where I had scratched him. Huh, didn't realize I left so many... They looked kind of deep... Did I hurt him?
Barrett got up and stretched, yawning loudly and grumbling some more. No, he just clearly wasn't a morning person. We really did have a go at it last night though. I closed my eyes as I laid back.
Honestly I'm surprised the neighbors didn't...
I sprung up from the bed, shocking Barrett. I looked at him with wide eyes as he looked back questioningly. "The neighbors!" I quietly mouthed.
Barrett raised his eyebrow and looked at the wall. Realization seeming to dawn on him. Barrett sighed and waved his hand, clearly still in the process of waking up. "I'll take care of it. Promise."
I laid back in bed and closed my eyes. Fuck! I can't believe I hadn't thought about that! Ugh, stupid dorms...