"What are you doing?" Barrett asked as I paced back and forth. He was cleaning a dildo at the moment, which he likely meant to use on me next. But I kept thinking about Joey and Little Red.
"I told you already, I'm thinking!" I snapped at Barrett and he rolled his eyes. "Seems like your trying to walk until you make a hole in my floor" he retorted.
"I know I should be ok with this, it was my idea. But the more I think about it the more I hate it." I said, mainly speaking to myself. I doubted Barrett really cared about my relationship issues. It wasn't even really an issue, more like um a conundrum?
Barrett walked over and put the Dildo on a shelf. He was naked, with his dick waving around while he walked. Ugh! Him and that stupid dick of his.
"This is all your fault you know!" I snapped at him, him and that stupid dick! Barrett turned to look at me, his eyebrow raised up. I scoffed and turned away. Not that, that was a big punishment. I was also currently naked, so instead of staring at my boobs he was just getting a good view of my ass. Jerk!
I heard him walking across the room and sitting down on the chair he kept in the room. Normally Joey would sit there while Barrett and I fucked. "Come here" Barrett said.
"Oh fuck you!" I yelled without turning.
"Slut" he called at me, his voice deep and dark. Without thinking I turned around when he called. Fuck, I hate it that I did that whenever he called. Also, would it kill him to use my name? At least when I'm out of focus!
Barrett was sitting in the chair, leaning forward, his eyes glued on me. He looked serious. "Come here" he said once more, this time he spoke slowly. I bit back my retort and walked on over to him. Getting down on my knees and grabbing his cock.
I kept my eyes on him the entire time though. He looked down at me, meeting my gaze as I stroked his cock. Getting it nice and hard, before slowly putting it in my mouth. I kept stroking his cock while sucking on it. I knew he liked that after all.
"You such a well trained little slut" Barrett commented, though this time it didn't sound like a compliment. He grabbed my hair, brushing it away from my face and holding it back so it wouldn't get in the way. "But you were always like this" he continued.
"You enjoy it though don't you? Being my little slut, acting all rough and tough just to get put back in your place. Then running off back to your little boyfriend like some sweet little princess? It turns you on so much."
I kept silent, sucking on his cock without even trying to respond. I was almost half tempted to bite his cock actually.
"But you only found these things out about yourself recently" Barrett continued, his other hand coming down to caress my cheek. "You only recently found this new side of yourself that you've come to enjoy so greatly. So why rob Joey of the chance for something similar?"
I paused for a moment, which resulted in Barrett grabbed my head and forcing it down. Causing me to take in his entire cock. I grabbed his legs as I did my best to take it all in for as long as he felt like keeping me here.
"After you got all worked up from fucking around with me he started trying to experiment just to please you. Isn't it about time you let him do some experimenting to please himself?"
I started squirming, it was getting harder to breath. Barrett let me go and I pulled away, letting out a loud gasp when I did so. A line of saliva forming a connection between my lips and his cock. I was panting softly as I looked back up at Barrett.
"That's what you want isn't it?" I accused him. "For Joey to fall in love with someone else so he can leave me, and you can keep me all for yourself. It won't happen though, if I don't have Joey you're gone as well."
Barrett chuckled as he stood up, he grabbed me and hoisted me up, throwing me onto the bed. I yelped as I crashed into the soft sheets. Before I could get up Barrett grabbed my right leg and dragged me back, so my waist was on the edge of the bed. He put his hand on the back of my head, pushing my head into the bed as he shoved his entire cock into my pussy. My hands clawed at the bed as my eyes rolled back and I let out a scream of pleasure.
"No, that's not what I want" Barrett said as he began thrusting into me. "Honestly you're such a handful, I prefer to have Joey taking care of you. But if you keep being stupid and not letting Joey be happy, he might leave and then I might end up stuck with you."
"Ass... Hole..." I grunted out between moans as Barrett laughed.
"No, sorry but I don't feel like using your ass tonight, now stop trying to change the subject." Ugh! Cocky son of a...
Barrett moved his other hand around my body to place it against my pelvis and push my lower half of my body up. Meanwhile he began pounding into me harder, causing the bed to shake. I had to bite down on the sheets to try and keep myself from screaming.
"Besides if little miss whatever her name is, is anything like your boytoy the two of them are going to be so hopelessly lost. They might need someone with a little more fire in them to help them out. Someone like you, to watch, to encourage, to motivate, to really get their juices flowing. I think you might enjoy that, you seem to have some sort of power kink." Barrett kept talking, ugh I really wish he would shut up and just fuck me! I didn't come for a lecture!
"Honestly the way he looks at you whenever I'm using you, it's impossible to think he might run off with anyone else. Well impossible for anyone but miss territorial over here" Barrett laughed as he pulled his hand away from underneath me so he could smack my ass instead.
Luckily that seemed to be the end of his so called lecture as he spent the next half hour or so just pounding into me. Mmm it honestly felt great. Barrett was a great was to destress, just getting mindlessly fucked like a total slut. I wouldn't say it out loud, but Barrett was right. I fucking loved it. Although I do wish Joey were here right now, instead of in class.
After a while Barrett pulled out of me and stepped away. I propped myself up on my elbows, panting heavily as I looked at the outline of my face on the sheets. Fuck, that was pretty hot.
Barrett grabbed me by the hair and dragged me off the bed, having me sit down in the middle of the room. His cock in my face again.
"So, are you done wasting my time acting like a spoiled little brat just because your boytoy might actually like something similar to what you like?" Barrett asked, clearly expecting me to say yes.
I half giggled, half laughed as I looked up at him. "Fuck you" I had to admit, there was something enjoyable about getting him all riled up. Barrett grabbed a fistful of my hair, forcing me to look at him as he slapped me with his other hand. I giggled in response "you really are a total slut, it's rather addicting" Barrett mused, sounding like he was mainly talking to himself.
I looked at him, with some confusion, I was going to ask something when he grabbed my head with both hands and shoved his cock back down my throat.
This time with so much aggression I had to put my arms behind me to place my hands on the ground to keep myself up. The upper half of my body was arched backwards as he began to ravage my throat. Slamming his cock into me over and over again.
The scent of him filling my nostrils, the rapid back and forth through my throat making me gag loudly. Drool running down my chin as tears rolled down my face. My pussy was soaking wet as Barrett used me for his own personal enjoyment.
Something we both seemed to enjoy actually.
There had been some truth to his words. Joey and I were both changing, and it wasn't all bad by any means. It's just...
When did I start to feel like I was losing control? Of my life, of my relationship. It all felt like it was spiraling at such high speeds and I was terrified of crashing.
But as the sounds of me getting throat fucked by Joey's old bully echoed in my ears, and my body shook in joyful response to his treatment of me. I realized I can't rob Joey of whatever new exciting things life throws at him. But I want to be there for it. I had to hold true to my offer to Joey, and I wanted to be there to watch him continue to change and grow and be whoever he was going to be.
Regardless, I would still be his. Just as he was still mine, even as I got used by Barrett, even as I got treated like a slut, even as I craved it all. Joey remained faithfully at my side. I would do the same, I had to.
Barrett slammed his cock down one more time, his balls against my chin as he began to cum. His load pumping down my throat, feeding me his delicious seed. Mmm I always enjoyed the taste of him so much. I stayed there, on my knees taking it all in, his cock pulsing in me.
I swallowed every last delicious drop of cum Barrett had to offer before he slowly pulled away. Giving me a chance to catch my breath. Barrett leaned down and gripped my chin, forcing me to look at him. "Also, don't forget I am your Master. You little slut" he laughed as he smacked my cheek and stood back up.
I leaned over, panting and gasping but feeling so good. Fuck, it really was hard to believe this was all still rather new. It felt so great, so natural, so normal.
"I'm going to take a shower" Barrett said, and I could feel his eyes looking down at me. Something about him today was tugging at the edges of my mind. He always made it so goddamn hard to focus though!
I looked over at him and smiled "Master, may I join you?" I asked, not really wanting to wait until he finished showering before I could get cleaned up. Barrett smiled, "now there's a good slut. Come on" he waved at me.
I stood up and followed him into the shower. We stepped inside and I felt the hot water rushing down to relax my body. Ah, nothing like a hot shower after some even hotter sex.
"Turn around" Barrett said, and I turned around so my back was facing him. He grabbed the shampoo and started washing my hair. Well this was new. Normally this resulted in Barrett just going for round 2. Not actually helping me shower?
Today all felt a little off. Why was Barrett trying to help with my relationship? I know the reason he claimed, but I didn't believe it. Not for one second.
Although now that I think about it, this isn't the first time he's helped me. Hell this house is basically just his way of helping me avoid issues with Jade. When this all started Barrett wanted to just fuck me cause he thought I was hot. But something felt a little different.
I stood there in silence as Barrett washed my hair. My mind overworking itself as I questioned the man. Joey I understood perfectly well, I could read him rather easily. But Barrett always seemed to surprise me, he always found some new way to keep me on my toes. Hell, sometimes literally.
"Slut" his voice caught me off guard.
"Yes Master?" I responded, wondering if he was now ready for round 2 as he normally would be in the shower.
But instead there was a pregnant pause. It was just the sound of the water rushing down. Soaking us both.
"Just pass the soap" he finally grunted out the words. Maybe I couldn't read him as well as I could Joey, but I could tell there was something more he wanted to say. I grabbed the soap and turned around to face him.
"Allow me" I offered, he nodded and looked away. I went ahead and used the soap to clean up his body. Rubbing my hands across his strong abs, his tight chest, his firm arms. He never turned his eyes back to me.
It seemed my mind would never know peace. Just when I came to grips with one thing, something else seemed to lurk around the corner.
When did I lose all control of my life, of my relationships?