Asherah POV
The pack is bustling with activities as it is the second princess coming of age ceremony, Princess Amalthea.
Asherah stared through the window watching the people running up and down to get things set for the ceremony. Asherah sighs, She can't remember if she had ever left this room in her human form. Since she started growing as a child she had never stepped out the four walls of her room as a human.
She had three visitors. One was her Nanny, Sarai, or Nanny Sarai as I like to call her, whom I had not seen since I was ten years old. The last time I saw Nanny Sarai was on my tenth year birthday. I can still recall when my Nanny taught me how to do things by herself and since the last time I saw her I had been the one doing things by herself.
My second visitor was my father. The very Alpha of this pack, Alpha Theron Zev who always came with my elder brother the crown prince of this pack, Prince Aiden. The last time I also saw them was at my tenth year birthday. Before then they visited me both day and night. I never seemed to understand why the three most favourite people in my life stopped coming to me after I turned ten years old.
I never stayed in my room doing nothing because I became mischievous using my wolf form to walk around the pack and even inside the pack palace as it was common for people to do so in their wolf form. Over the time I figured I have a very peculiar werewolf so I had to be careful when roaming around in my wolf form.
During my adventures in my wolf form I had come to figure out the reason I became lonely after my tenth year birthday. Luna Ophelia Zev, the very Luna of this pack who is also my third visitor, had ordered that I should be locked up and isolated from every other person in the pack.
The reason is because she couldn't accept me, as I'm the very evidence of my father's affair after marriage. She also ordered My Nanny not to come to me again because she doesn't want anyone to know me or what I look like.
And as for my father it was a wish of compromise from her. In order to keep me within his reach he would never see me after I'm ten years old.
Even my coming of age birthday when I turned eighteen was like a normal day except for the gifts that I received from my father and a very sly prince. The crown prince of this pack, Prince Aiden Zev, left a note making me know it was from him which made my heart filled with warmth. I couldn't be any happier on that day.
Asherah chuckles as she stares out the window tapping her fingers on the window rail. Funny how the Luna of this pack didn't want anyone to know how I look because she couldn't accept me. Even the guards or the maids who came to serve me food don't know what I look like. They always serve me through the opening beneath the door.
The pack knew that they had a princess who was born as a result of their Alpha's affair and called me the forbidden princess, saying I'm cursed.
It reminds me of how Luna Ophelia comes to my room and she never stops rambling on how my mother brought me to the pack nineteen years ago when she was still pregnant with Amalthea or as they call her Thea.
Nineteen years ago when my mother brought me to the house as a baby to the pack saying how she cursed me to never fall in love and bring misfortune to those around me. Not like she's the first person I got to know it from. Gossips fly and I got to know it from there.
She also said how my curse came with an extra curse of how my mood could affect the climate. but i choose to term it as my gift because it depends on my mood. If I'm happy then everything is nice but if I'm not then it's another story.
Luna Ophelia had never given me a cause to be happy despite knowing how my mood affects the climate. She always curses me and tells me how my existence is of evil. How I'm forbidden and never meant to be calling me and my mother a home wrecker.
The hurtful words she spits out to me always make me cry out in anguish causing a heavy downpour that shatters things. And when I go out in my wolf form I begin to hear how people curse me saying I'm an unfortunate child and how I bring misfortune to the pack also calling me powerless. I bet they think I'm an omega. A wolfless wolf.
Asherah leans away from the window pane thinking 'why don't I go for some adventure since the entire pack will be busy celebrating today'. On her thought a wide grin spreads across her lips.