1. "SPECIAL THINGS FOR A SPECIAL GIRL"
I'll create a trail with candles and lead you to a bed of roses, I'll create a playlist to set the mood right for our romantic moment, I'll turn a night into a lifetime and I'll let the moon shine bright into the room, make it feel like we're directly under the moonlight, it's only special things for a special girl.
The bed will be covered in rose petals, the pillows will be covered in your favourite scent, the dish will be your favourite pick and the wine will be poured by me through the night, I'll write you pages of sweet poems just to illustrate the number of beautiful things I see us doing.
I don't mind doing special things for a special girl.
I'll pour oil on them feet and in between them toes, I'll press my hands on your lower back and then I'll massage your shoulders. I'll keep you excited with my acts of service, I'll speak all of my wishes in your presence and I'll bring your desires into life, I'll turn this night into a lifetime.
Special things for a special girl.
2. "LOVE LANGUAGE"
Morning my flower, did you sleep well? Have a good day.
How was your day, did anything bad happen or it was an amazing day? If there's anything you'd love to talk about, I'm all ears. I know that you've had a long day, I'll run you a bath and rush to the store while you bath, I'll get your favourite food and snacks, we'll watch your favourite shows for the rest of the night.
Sleep well, I love you.
3. "STUCK LOVING YOU"
I know that you've gone on to experience better new things after our relationship, that's what everyone does and I'm not tryna make this about me but I've always been stuck loving you, you could walk in here right now in this damn moment, my world would stop for a quick second and I'd be the happiest person in the world.
You bring out the best.. you used to bring out the best in me, you were my better half and I didn't expect us ending up in this position, where I'm just an ex and you're somebody who's moved far from her teenage lover. I'm trying my best to follow the tradition: Let you go, start over with somebody else and never look back. But it just doesn't feel right, my spirit doesn't let me introduce myself to another girl, just the thought of having a whole different relationship with a whole new person makes me sick, I'm incapable of moving on from our story.
That doesn't mean I should keep interrupting your life with my undying love and strong emotions, I guess a part of me still wants you to say you still love me too, maybe that'd validate my belief and effort around this love that I feel in my heart.
I know that you've gone to move on from me, that's what everybody does but I'm still stuck loving you.