4. "GOOD ENOUGH REASONS"
What if there was a picnic on a green grass, under a tall tree and a bucket of food, juice and snacks, would that be enough dedication? What I wanna have is far from my reach, it's probably never gonna be mine ever again and maybe I should be getting under somebody else but instead, I'm in here tryna cure this sickness called "First Love".
What if there was a way for me to leave my love letters written all over the moon for her, would that be good enough reason for her to breathe her love back into my heart and bring me back to love?
Two years ago, we couldn't get enough of each other, she'd always find peace in my embrace, we were having talks about making this love a forever love and now I can't even get a moment of her time but I don't blame her, it's been a year since she was laying in my arms, normal people move on from the past like she has but I'm still trying to cure this sickness called "First Love".
What if there was a knock on her door and it was me on the doorstep, would that be good enough reason to hear me out? What if the universe proved to her that she's actually meant to be with Theodore, would that be good enough reason for her to breathe her love back into my heart and bring me back to love?
5. "IN EVERY SIGHT"
She looks beautiful in a black dress, she looks beautiful in a brown long dress, she looks beautiful in a jean and she looks beautiful in a denim skirt, she's just perfect in my eyes, so beautiful in every sight.
I wonder if I'll ever stop caring about her, I wonder if my brain will ever erase every memory of her and I wonder if I'll ever wake up one day not loving her anymore. I just wonder because we've got too much history, so many beautiful moments have taken place in the period of having her and so many things keep pulling me backwards everytime I try looking forward.
I may never ever breathe the same air as her again, I may never ever hear her voice in person again and I may never be in her arms ever again, that's the reality that I have to come into terms with, that the girl of my dreams might just be the woman that I fell in love with for the first time and will never get the chance of living my life with her. Why would somebody love somebody so stupidly? Even though I know the facts, I still love her.
She looks beautiful in a black dress, she looks beautiful in a brown long dress, she looks beautiful in a jean and she looks beautiful in a denim skirt, she's just perfect in my eyes, so beautiful in every sight.
6. "I LOVE HER HARD"
When I'm writing about love, I'm thinking about her, when I'm writing the most beautiful piece about making love, I'm thinking about her and when I draw the most beautiful picture of the perfect woman, it resembles her, as much as I hate to admit it, I still love her.
Hate to admit it but I still think about her when I smell her fragrance from somebody passing by, it still brings back memories of her, like how we'd be in bed, all cuddled up and warm, where the world wouldn't matter. Man I really used to be in love with that beautiful person, everything was perfectly fitting for me, nothing was missing in her words, her kisses, her touches, her hugs, her presence was the closest thing to heaven and since I met her, nobody has made me feel the way she does, that's why I love her this hard.
Loving her isn't good for me right now because she doesn't love me anymore, I should just kill my love for her and go on with life like I've never set my eyes on her but I just can't change the way I am for nobody, my truth remains, I still love her hard.