9. "SEX THERAPY"
The pain disappears, the misery turns into the fire, the scars turn into beauty, the thoughts get muted and then the worst parts of me disappear, everything becomes so different when I'm naked with a beautiful girl in bed.
That meaningless sex feels so good when there's so much that I wanna forget about, I give my best when I'm naked because the reward is so fulfilling and I fix every issue I deal with when I'm in the act of sex.
The challenges motivate my sexual appetite, when I'm naked, I push every limit and get to the highest points of climaxes, that meaningless sex feels so worth it when we're done, the tension disappears and the stress leaves my brain along with my relief.
The pain disappears, the misery turns into the fire, the scars turn into beauty, the thoughts get muted and then the worst parts of me disappear, everything becomes so different when I'm naked with a beautiful girl in bed.
10. "COMMUNICATE YOUR PLEASURE"
If I take off your clothes and wear a rubber, lay you down and lay the pipe down, I would be just fucking you but I'm a lover in bed, so we're gonna do this shit like we've been lovers for a while bit.
I'll take off your clothes while I kiss your lips passionately, I'll lay you on top of a towel, I'll kiss your body from your neck down to your thighs, I'll make you moan with my tongue and I'll make love to you greatly as long as you communicate your pleasure to me .
Grab my arms harder if I'm hitting the right spot, speak up if you want me to keep it right there and let your climax free if you're feeling it coming close, we're gonna be making real good love as if we've been lovers for a while bit, I'll serve you right as long as you communicate your pleasure to me.
If I take off your clothes and wear a rubber, lay you down and lay the pipe down, I would be just fucking you but I'm a lover in bed, so I'll take my time to really hear your body out, rub your body and leave traces of my teeth on your skin, I'll hold you close when you're at your highest peak, I'll bring your body satisfaction as long as you communicate your pleasure to me.
11. "CAN'T HELP MYSELF"
I've always been lucky to meet beautiful girls but I've always been unfortunate to mess up every damn time, it's like I just can't help myself, I'm starting to think that I need help because my bad habits always ruin the best things that I find.
I've probably got a mile long list of girls that wish they never met me a day in their lives, I wouldn't blame them because I always ruin their expectations and leave them with unanswered questions. The truth is, there's always a physical desire that keeps me interested and it's always my characteristic flaws that mess up good things with good girls, it's like I can't fucking help myself.
I've brought girls into my life even though I had somebody else in my heart, mind and soul, she's a past but somehow my attachments to her always play a role in me ending up fucking up a good thing, simply because I want something close to that girl, somebody that'll replace her and remove her.
I wanna be better, I can even write about the fantasy version of me that I wanna be but I always end up proving myself right that I'll never change, it's like I can't help myself, I need help with these toxic habits.
12. "RUIN OF ME"
My actions lately, I can't even make an excuse for the things I've said, done and thought of, it's all on me and all the darkness in my eyes is because I blew out the light with my anger, the blood in my hands is because of the battles I've been fighting lately, my actions lately.
I never thought that my choice to love would be the ruin of me, giving up is what I keep doing and wasting time is what I keep doing. I Pray God forgives me for all the sins I've been committing, I've been dancing in the flame with the devil, maybe my soul is tainted now but I'm working on myself, I refuse to let this pain be the ruin of me.
My actions lately, I can't even make an excuse for the things I've been saying, doing and thinking of, it's all on me, my anger blew out the light, so I'm in the dark now and my hands are bleeding because of all the fighting I've been doing, my actions lately.