"Close the windows because of that pervert."
"W–Who?"
"Okun~."
"Okun–sama?! H-How could he be a pervert? He could get any girl he wants with that look. I wouldn't even refuse if he asked me out."
"I'm glad you said that. He wouldn't even talk to me. Yet, he's a bigger creep than I imagined. Just close the window."
"Come on, you're just being too paranoid. Closing the window won't let us see if the bikini fits you properly. Mine is a bit too tight, so I'll have to return it."
"Mine is also too tight. It would make sense if the bikinis didn't fit the three of us. We use the same size, after all."
"I… I still don't feel comfortable with the windows open."
"Come on, Mika. I think you're the problem here. I remember how often you talk about your feelings toward Okun–sama."
"Ugh, never mind, I'll wear it."
Hearing the voices talk about me, I tilted my head back and let out a deep sigh. Right now, I'm sitting on the couch inside my one–room apartment, clutching a bottle of baby oil in my left hand while my right hand grips my now–flaccid cock, tinged red from constant stroking.
On my twenty–one–inch TV, a hentai is playing, showing a petite girl being pounded by a giant orc, her stomach bloating with the orc's semen.
"Nothing… nothing beats watching Mika's naked body. And now she's about to wear a bikini…" I bit my lower lip, recalling the last nut I had while jerking off to Mika.
You might wonder why I don't just ask Mika out, especially since she's kind of into me. She probably wouldn't think twice about dating me, and then I could freely look at her sexy body and even fuck her. But it isn't that simple because I have one problem…
I'm gynophobic. Yes, you heard that right. I have a deep, irrational fear of women. Simply looking straight into a woman's eyes can send me into panic or nearly make me piss my pants. I don't know why it happens or why I can't control it, but it's different when I'm indoors or when the woman isn't aware. Indoors, I can fantasize, watch porn, read erotic comics and hentai of all genres, so much that I've grown numb even to the most traumatizing ones.
Over time, I realized I could admire women if they didn't know I was watching. So it became my habit to stalk Mika and peek through her window, because I know exactly when she changes. Somehow, I can tell whenever she's about to strip. Maybe I'm dealing with something beyond gynophobia.
It wasn't always like this, though. It began when I tried having sex for the first time with my girlfriend. I took off my pants, and when she saw my cock, she burst into laughter, mocking how small it was. Compared to me, she wasn't a virgin. Insecure about my size, I left in shame, even though she insisted she was joking. The damage was already done. Since then, I've grown wary of women and started fearing them.
Although she wasn't lying, my cock when flaccid is about an inch, and when erect, two inches at most.
To top it all off, the AI on my phone mocked me, saying a two–inch dick might just be the smallest on Earth, since the current record holder for the smallest is 3.4 inches, almost twice the size of mine.
Well… that doesn't matter anyway. I've come to accept my condition as it is. Maybe one day I'll get a cock enlargement surgery and add a couple inches. But for now, I'll enjoy the view of my sexy neighbor. As if Lady Luck is on my side, her friends also came over today, fufufu.
I stood and walked to my window. I live on the tenth floor, right next to my neighbor's apartment. Since this was a cheap building, there's no balcony, so I completely removed my window frame long ago, something I often pass through to spy on her using the concrete ledge below our windows, originally meant for repairmen during air–conditioner servicing and the like.
I carefully unlatched the frame from inside and climbed out, stepping onto the ledge. I moved slowly, trailing the wall until I reached Mika's window.
Lo and behold, Mika's naked body appears before my eyes, her bra falling away and panties sliding to the floor. Her boobs looked like perfect C–cups, a perfect fit for my hands. Her pussy was covered in soft brown hair that added to her charm and innocence. And to top it off, her two sexy friends—still in their bikinis, made my micro–cock twitch to life.
'Haa… Mika,' I thought, instantly pulling out my tiny cock and stroking it right there, a hundred feet above the ground, standing on nothing but that narrow ledge. Even repairmen usually wore harnesses here.
"Aargh~" I grunted as I painted the wall white with my cum.
"Eh? Did you hear that, Mika? I heard a voice by the window!" one of her friends shouted, stepping toward it.
Fuck… I shouldn't have made a sound.
"I warned you guys!"
Before I could retreat, six angry eyes locked onto me.
"Okun–sam—no—Pervert! What are you doing here?!! I swore I'd call the cops the next time you spied on me! No forgiveness this time!" Mika roared, her friends glaring with disgust.
Even under their contempt, I gave a strained smile, baring my jagged teeth. It's my reflex when I'm stressed or anxious, but to others it looks like mockery. That only made Mika more furious as she stormed away, likely to grab her phone.
Damn… I should get back to my room first. I began edging along the ledge toward home when suddenly, I heard a sharp crack.
What's that?
Before I could react, the section under my feet gave way. I plunged downward, free–falling fast.
"OKUN—SAMA!!!" Mika and her friends screamed in horror as they saw me drop.
It happened so fast, I couldn't process it. I was speechless, stunned, regretful, and oddly calm. Even in the face of death, I kept smiling.
What a shame, dying such a humiliating death. Still a virgin. No family to bury me. I will probably be cremated, my ashes tossed into the river without a single notable achievement or anyone to miss me. If only I'd had a big dick, I could've fucked Mika… and those two bitches silly. Hell, maybe even our divorced landlady with those massive jugs.
If only I could get a second chance. I clenched my fists, closing my eyes as the ground rushed up. At least… I nutted before I died.
BAM!
That was the last thing I heard before my body hit the ground with a heavy impact, and my consciousness slipped away.