I swear when we are together
All I can see is a ray of sunshine on a cold day
Rather than the storm that sometimes we faced
Happiness is all I am trying to see and give my best
And I know we are not a cut above the rest
But I hope you'll notice that I am still trying my best
(Let's keep doing our best.)
It's just that sometimes I couldn't read between the lines
(I bet you did too.)
I'm not observant enough to notice things until they run out of time
(It's not about you; I have a fault too.)
And I swear that I am not superstitious, but I can sense what's behind the different styles of how you dress
But you are what you are
You are not worthy of any lame opinion from anyone's personal perspective
But I have this one thing in my head
Was it who you are with that smile?
Was it who we were when we shared those laughs?
Like a candle melting in the sun
I kept on holding on to something you put sparks in for me to believe
But don't get me second-guessing your silence,
Sadly, a fiery bond is slowly burning
I never thought this guiding light could betray me
But I felt like it was losing me along the way
Because nothing hurts the most when your closest companion slowly becomes an enemy,
Lately, you were acting like an arsonist lurking around in my basement every night
I'm not supposedly asking, who are you?
I should carefully ask what happened between us
But I can see the warning signs on your walls
So I am now changing the key on my front door
I was blinded by your smile, by your laugh, and by your eyes
I am almost blinded by the truth
Sometimes there are things that you are not willing to know
And sometimes there are things that might be accidental but are meant for you to know
But sometimes having knowledge about something doesn't make you wise
I shouldn't have found the things that aren't mine
I should've not known about the things that are not nice
I didn't regret it because I don't know how to keep it
I regret it because it's not mine to easily forget about
These things are not gold to dig, but they can be heavy to believe.