Rain... It is cold when it's raining.
Oh rain.
Dear Rain,
How can you be so beautiful
When there's sunshine but you're still pouring,
You know it sucks when i'm walking under the rain
Without my umbrella 'coz I often forgot it,
But sometimes, I intentionally left it
'Coz I loved it when every droplets pouring under my skin,
Then, there was a moment,
I was enjoying the moment, when my bestfriend Quin shouting at me with her furrowed eyebrows,
But I couldn't care more, so I just smile for her,
I know she is worried for me 'coz i may be Get sick because of this damn season,
I just can't help it but fell in love with urging reason,
Later that night I fell sick,
And yes my Bestfriend was right,
I can't deny the sickness because it has been reflected in my eyes,
So I just lying in bed and cry,
I have done taking medicine, yet it seemed still doesn't feel alright,
Fastforward to saturday rainy morning,
I was outside school entrance-gate holding my umbrella tight,
Because I sensed you were beside next to me,
And for a moment, a sudden call of death I can hardly breathe,
The tension senses of reconizing;
Lose as an awkward vibes flying,
Stuck between, "Should I be the one to enter or Should I let you in first?
But in my own hopeless romaticism,
You are such a gentleman, so stepped inside with my heartbeat
Can't stop it loud Nor I will just let you heat it?
Suddenly, I felt something uneasy,
Oh, coldness creeping inside me,
Dear look at you, you look so cold,
And I just can't stop myself from blushing blue,
With your eyes adoring her existence,
While holding that umbrella and as your left hand is on her shoulder,
"How would it felt to be close to him?"
I ain't jealous, I am just curious,
By the way, that was so sweet; such an ideal fairytale romantic!
But now, I don't know why I felt like
I'm sort of problematic,
Can't you see that I'm looking at you
but you're looking at her,
I just wanted to enjoy this perfect view;
by adoring you,
But you are so busy mezmirising her,
While, I am just like a fool watching a guy Who is busy loving his girl,
You too like a vanilla ice cream; so sweet, Causing a lamp-soar inside my throat,
I know, insecurity had gone me crazy and wild;
These feelings of wanting to laugh at the same time wanting to cry,
'Coz yeah she is pretty, talented and adorable,
But then, "who am I"
When i am just a stranger to You,
Oh rain, I have been waiting for you,
I knew you heared about me,
I know you sensed me,
Though, I can do nothing but stucked in state of hoping,
For you to feel the same way I do
Oh, my heart crying in silent,
As I found something painfully true,
So, it was her that fonder you;
The reason why your racin' droplets has stopped,
Because you found the place that put your drizzles in perfect pace,
Oh Rain, I missed those drizzling glimpses that had put my heart in a quick blaze,
Though it was just your curiousity, but I still cheerished every gesture of yours.