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Chapter 25 - So Indecisive

I'm looking at you with that calm smile.

I'm staring at you with those sparks in your eyes.

'Coz for every look in your eyes

It made me wonder what kind of romanticism you hid in them.

Oh, I really wonder how good you are when it comes to sealing your feelings.

Every gesture you made towards me got me jumbled with a million thoughts. 

Which one are you up to?

Even one simple touch of yours got me electrocuted with a million feelings.

It's kind of overwhelming. 

Please tell me something: Why keep on touching if you don't have the same feelings?

Oh, I don't want to think too much about every single gesture of yours.

Coz' It really fuck me up

I don't want to stress myself; tryna' read you. 

Because' you're so indecisive, you're such a bomb in my head.

Baby, can you please tell me what you are up to?

Oh 'coz, you're so, so, so indecisive, but I really like you.

But I wonder if

Do you even wonder why I like you?

'Coz I even wonder why I get so desperate when it comes to you.

When I'm not sure if you like me too,?

'Coz while I'm feeding your ego; I'm losing my control

And you're so indecisive, and it got me so messed up. 

But it's my toxic nerves that still hold on to you.

So, tell me what it means, 'coz it's draining me like shit.

You made me feel so useless and desperate.

Oh, how's your feeling about being affectionately praised by someone? 

But you can't appreciate them the same way.

By the way, I don't want to wreck these feelings, but as I displayed too much of my feelings,

You see me as nothing but a pleasure for your own gain.

And, oh, it's such a shame for me to still ponder you that much.

But just because I told you I liked you, that doesn't mean I can't let go.

I can tell how nicely you wrap me like a ring in your finger.

I'm made of metal, and your actions rust me. 

So this time, I don't want to get strangled by someone whose actions paralleled to their rhyme. 

But indecisive or acting like an indecisive one;

I finally realized that the blame was on me.

Oh, what can I say when, at the end of the day, 

You can't force someone to follow the petals of roses you decorate for them along your way.

You can't force someone to synchronize with your heartbeats.

What I meant to say is:

 I shouldn't like someone who is as complicated as me.

I shouldn't like someone whose willingness has faded before me.

I shouldn't like someone who's hesitant to show themselves in reality.

But are you being indecisive, or you just don't like that somebody?

But if you do care, you can just tell the truth right away,

I plead you to stop messing with my head

Don't be so indecisive just give me your word.

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