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Chapter 19 - The Goodbye

Joy made Clair's Christmas full of happiness. Clair was happy, she never thought that she would be able to enjoy the rest of the days on earth this way.

Joy made sure that Clair Must have her best Christmas Party, but Destiny had some other Plans for Clair.

As Joy and Drake were lost in each other, Holding each other's hands and dancing like a couple bound to be together.

Clair coughed blood and she collapsed on the ground, As Peter shouted Clair's name, Joy looked at him and Saw Clair laying on the ground unconscious, Both Drake and joy Ran to her, Drake checked her pulse and asked Peter to immediately call Doctor Ryan and shift her to her ward.

Peter asked the Nurse to bring the Strecher and brought Clair to her bed, Drake, checked her Vital's Sigh and made sure she was breathing normally.

What happened? Drake, asked Doctor Ryan as he entered the ward.

"She coughed blood and then she collapsed on the ground, her heart rate is not normal and breathing too," said Drake.

we need to perform a biopsy on her right now, He asked the head nurse to prepare the Operating room and went in for the surgery, Joy just sat outside the Operating room, waiting for Doctor to come and tell her that Clair was going to be okay.

Joy's present situation brought her old painful memories of how she was waiting for her Mom's doctor outside the room, just to listen that her mother was okay. Joy did not want the answer to be the same for Clair. She joined her hands to Pray the Almighty to save Clair, but inside her, She knew Clair does not have much time left.

Drake can see the pain in joy's eyes for Clair, to comfort her he sat beside her and asked to calm down.

Doctor Ryan came out as soon as the surgery was over, he looked at Joy and asked about Clair's family as he needs to talk to them.

Joy looked around but no one seems like Clair's family, Joy stood up and said," I am Joy, her friend, Doctor, her family is not here, please tell me, what is it? "

Ryan looked at Joy and asked her to come with him to his office. Joy told Drake to go with Clair as she comes out and went with Doctor Ryan to his office on the 1st Floor.

Ryan sat on his chair and asked Joy to take he seat, joy was so anxious she asked in anxiety, " Doctor please tell me what is it?

Ryan first asked her to calm down and listen to him.

" As you know her Pancreatic Cancer is on 4th stage, It has spread to most of her organs, it's impossible to operate on her, She does not have much time, seeing her present condition, she is weak and is facing Severe Pain. We are trying our best but seeing her condition, It looks like she could hardly manage to live for 1month" said Ryan.

Joy left the doctor's office and was lost in her thoughts, she kept thinking about what the doctor said. She kept hearing what he said in her head.

Joy could not believe what she heard, thought of losing her friend was making her so crazy. She went to see Clair.

Clair was lying in her bed unconsciously, Drake was sitting beside her. Joy went near her and sat on the chair beside Drake.

Drake looked at Joy and asked what the doctor told her about Clair's condition.

Joy looked so gloomy, there was a pang of sadness all over her face. Hey! What is it? What did Doctor Ryan say Joy?" asked Drake again as he saw Joy's gloomy face.

" He said, that our Clair has only a month to live, her cancer has spread to the most of her organ and they can't do anything about it, He said that Clair does not have much time Drake, How could that happen? Why I couldn't see, she was in so much pain Drake, Why could I see it" as Joy said that tears fall from her eyes.

" You can't do anything about it, Joy, there's nothing you could do Joy, You did everything you could for Clair, and you made her happy," said Drake to console Joy.

" But she is my friend, Drake, she treated me like a sister, She was always so good to me, how could she have such a horrible disease, she is just 30 Drake, how could this happen to her Drake? How?" said Lisa as tears kept falling from her eyes.

Drake consoles Joy, He asked her to stop crying and smile for Clair, and told her that Clair would never want to see you like this.

After sitting there for while Drake asked joy to come with him and let Clair rest. they both left to the cafeteria for the coffee.

Joy went to her night-shift as it was her work and she can't leave it because her friend is sick and needs her.

joy went to her work, she finished her Nightshift and went to her home. Joy was worried about Lisa, but now there was Clair too. Her head was filled with millions of thoughts.

joy couldn't sleep well, she woke and had breakfast with Lisa and left early to work. she bought flowers for Clair on her way to the hospital.

Joy reached the hospital, she changed into her uniform, took her cleaning stuff and took the elevator to 10th floor. Joy looked for Clair.

Clair was lying in her bed, she seems, more weak and down. She was hiding her pain behind her little smile.

Joy went to her and presented her flowers, Joy sat beside her and said, " How you are feeling now Clair? "

Clair looked at Joy with a warm smile and said, I am fine Joy, Don't worry about me and I am so sorry, because of me our Christmas party was ruined".

" No, It was a great Party, everyone Enjoyed so much and it was all because of you, If you wouldn't have asked for it, then we would have never know how fun it could be to celebrate Christmas at the hospital Clair, and you know what, We would celebrate our New year too in this hospital with everyone," said Joy hiding her tears behind her smile.

Weak Clair looked at Joy sadly and said: " I don't think Joy, I could make it till the new year, I feel So weak and down, I can't feel my strength, I know my condition is getting worse day by day, and I don't have much time left, but I wish that I could celebrate this new year with you, Joy".

Joy looked at Clair with so much love and care and said, " Why do you think that You won't be able to celebrate this new year with us? you would Clair, and we will have a lot of fun, we would play lots of game, we would dance like crazy and we would have drinks".

Joy stopped there and saw Clair listening to her with a wide smile on her face, Clair knew she did have much time left and wanted to live her every day with no regrets.

as days were passing Clair health was declining by each day, she was getting weaker, she would hardly get out of her bed, her Oxygen level kept dropping every 5 hours, she won't eat anything, and was on fluids,

But Joy, would go to her every day with flowers and hope for her to live a little longer.

Days passed by and soon it was New year eve, Joy was busy in her work and getting everything prepared So that Clair could have some happy memories of celebration with her Friends and could enjoy her New year with them.

As Joy was busy in her cleaning work at the night shift on the 11th Floor. Peter came running looking for her, he was shouting her name so loudly that she could hear him from the corridor.

As joy saw Peter, She Said, " why you are screaming Peter, Its night, patients are asleep, you would wake them up? what is it?"

Peter stopped and said, " Noona, you need to come with me Now, its time...

before Peter could say anything Joy interrupted her and said, " Yeah! I know Peter, but there's still some time for the new year to begin, its just past 9 PM, and we decided that we would celebrate it at 11 PM with Clair, so calm down, we still had plenty of time left".

Peter hesitated for a moment when he heard Joy, and said " Noona? Noona? it's not about that, Its Clair, she wants to see you, she is not feeling well, and wants to you there with her, we need to hurry Noona, She doesn't have much time".

As Joy Heard Peter, she Could not believe it, she was shocked, she was scared of losing Clair, her friend.

Joy threw the Cleaning Mop on the ground ran to the elevator to go 10th floor, she was scared to enter the ward where Clair was lying in her bed fighting her battle for Life.

Joy gathered her Courage to enter the Ward, she went near Clair. Clair was laying on her Deathbed, Doctor Ryan, Peter, Nurse Martha were standing beside her, she was breathing heavily, her eyes were filled with tears because of the pain, every minute was harder for Clair.

As Joy Say Clair, She went near her and called her out in soft and low voice, " Clair! Clair, My friend, I am here! I am here, see, Please look at me, we have a lot to do tonight Clair, there's only some time left for the new year to begin, How we are gonna celebrate it if you would do that, said Joy holding her tears.

Clair opened her eyes, took a deep breath as if she was saving her few breaths just to talk to Joy, She looked at Joy in agony and said, " I am sorry Joy, I couldn't make it, and I don't wanna leave without saying goodbye".

" I just want to say, meeting you here was the best part of my life Joy, I wished, if we had met a long time ago, then I would have a lot of time to spend with you, I am so great to have you as my friend Joy, you were not just a Friend to me, you were like a sister to me that I always wished to have," said Clair with tears in her eyes and breathing heavily.

" but, but I am not ready to say goodbye yet, Clair, I am not ready yet, Its hard Clair," said Joy with tears felling from her eyes.

" I know Dear, I know, Its hard to say goodbye my dear joy, but at sometimes sooner or later, we have to say goodbye to people we love and let them go, So I want, you to let me go in peace, and remember me with happiness," said Clair.

Joy was in agony, she was crying, she was not ready to let her go, but Joy wanted Clair to go In peace and with love.She said Goodbye to her with tears in her eyes that were not stopping. She told her that she was the most admirable person in her life and she would always be there in her memories, Joy hugged Clair and cried hard.

Joy steps aside to let others say goodbye to Clair, she was standing still, there were tears in her eyes that tells she lost someone she loved so much.

As everyone said there Goodbye to Clair, Drake came running to the ward, He saw Clair taking her last few breaths, He went near her and said goodbye to her.

Clair asked Drake to Come closer as she wanted to say something to her, as Drake went bent to go closer to Clair she raised her head a little and said in a low voice so that no one could hear them, " I know you love her deeply, but Promise me, You would love my dear Joy forever the same way you does now? you would never hurt her? Promise me? doctor Drake".

Drake was stunned at Clair's word, he thought how could she know about what I feel for Joy, I never told anyone? but he looked at Dying Clair and said, " I Promise you, Miss Clair, I would always love her, and won't ever hurt your dear Joy".

Clair said Final Goodbye to everyone and took her last breath in peace, she was dead, there was no heartbeat, no pulses, Doctor Ryan checked her and declared her dead.

Joy was devastated, she could not see, Clair lying dead, she ran out from there and went to her Mama's Room, Drake knew that Joy needed him right now, she won't say that but she needs him, he followed her.

" Mama, mama, She is gone, Clair is gone, how could that happen mama, she was a kind person, who always help everyone, how could something like this happened o her Mama, Please tell me Mama, Please wake up Mama, I need you, I need you right now," said Joy crying hard.

Drake saw Joy Crying hard He opened the door, and said, " Joy, please don't cry, this is not what Clair asked you to do, she wanted you to remember her, and smile, she never would have wanted to you cry like this because of her, as Drake said that joy hugged him crying so hard, and said, " I Know she wanted me to not cry for her when she is gone, But I can't do that, Drake, it's hard, said Joy she was not thinking straight she was sad and just wanted someone to hug her and comfort her, so she looked at Drake and hugged him tightly, she was crying, her tears were felling from her eyes, they were not stopping.

" Okay! Cry, Cry as hard as you want to until you feel better, I am here for your joy, but After this, you won't ever cry for Clair, you promised her that when she is gone, there would always be a smile on your face and no tears., okay?" said Drake.

Drake Hugged Joy to comfort her, Joy felt too relaxed in Drake's arm, she cried for a while on his shoulder and then wiped her tears.

" We need to Contact her family, they need to know about her, I had never seen her any family member with her, maybe they don't live here, but for her funeral, we need to contact them," said Drake.

Joy agreed with Drake and went with him to the reception to ask for Clair family contacts. The receptionist looked at Clair's Form and said that there's no family contact number on her form, she wrote her number on the form in family members contact Number Colum.

Drake and Joy had no idea how they were going to contact Clair's family for her funeral. as they were thinking about it, the Head Nurse Martha came to Joy and said, " You are Joy? right? Clair's Friend?"

yes, I am Joy, what is it, Mam? asked Joy.

" Miss Joy, this is for you, Miss Clair asked me to give this letter yesterday to give it to you when she is gone, she wanted you to have this letter and the pillow you gifted her on Christmas," said the head Nurse.

Martha Handed Joy the letter and Pillow and left, Joy, stoop up, took the Pillow and letter said to Drake that she would see him later.

Joy went to the Locker room, she kept the pillow in the locker and opened the letter.

What was written in the letter? what did Clair want to say to Joy in the letter that she couldn't have said on her death bed?

was it something related to her or with Joy? was that has something to do with Drake.

How joy was going to take care of Clair's Funeral, Clair was her Friend, her sister.

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