27. "WHAT DOES SHE MEAN?"
Here she goes again, bringing this shit to the table that was meant for new beginnings, I was just starting to get over this heartbreak but now that she's telling me these things, bringing back old emotions. What does she mean she loves me but she can't be with me?
She could've just told me a lie if the truth would make me want what she won't give, we can't keep having this back and forth, all of these moments will lead to nothing if she's never gonna listen to her own heart. She made it clear that she still loves me but even in her actions, I could've realized that she still does.
She stays on the call with me, she gives me her attention, she shares her wisdom, she talks with me softly, she gets me, she communicates more now and she listens to me when I'm having my moments with our breakup.
I'm pleased to know that she still holds a special place for me in her heart, that's the best thing she's ever said since our breakup but why would she confess her feelings if she can't give our relationship a second chance?
28. "GIVE ME A CHANCE"
I can't connect the dots when it comes to the way forth, I can't see myself being in love with anybody else and I know that she still believes that what broke us up could possibly break us up again but all I want from her is a second chance.
I've spent every moment of the last 24 months going through the challenges of being without her, I really been trying to learn how to live without our love but this foolish heart in my chest keeps digging a deeper void that can only be filled by her.
She says that she doesn't believe in trying a same relationship twice, I told her that I don't believe in loving somebody else, we still got mutual feelings, so what I wanna know is what are we gonna do about them? She better not tell me about burying them.
What are we both gonna do about the dreams that we're still having of each other? I don't want this to be a thorn in my foot 'cause every now and again she falls right into my path, I'm not asking a lot, I just want her to give me a chance and I'll show her what's really meant to be.