22. "DISTANT PRESENCE"
Even though I'm there, I'm never really there. I wish I could take a moment to adore a beautiful face instead of the body, I wish I could open up to romance again but I've been messed up by love before and I can't let it happen again.
I don't wanna have somebody special again, I don't wanna fall in love again and I don't wanna be miserable again.
Some things have turned me cold hearted and distant, I know what the nice conversations can lead to, I don't wanna stay up at night talking with a pretty girl on the phone, I don't wanna talk to somebody from morning to night because I don't wanna find myself attached to anybody again.
I love women so much, I can't stay away from them, whether it's for pleasure or just their presence but no matter what it is, I could never give in to love, I'm always gonna be a distant presence.
23. "IT DOESN'T STOP"
I'm always caught up in some shit, even when I want peace, I was desperate for something to the point where I started playing a game on girls that are friends and now they both don't want shit to do with me, I gotta come forth to each of them and redeem myself.
This shit just doesn't stop, last night I was resting in bed all alone and then when I opened my phone, somebody that I used to fuck with sent me a nude out of nowhere and it doesn't stop there, on the other side, I've got a young lady that I'm tryna get with, so I'm busy dealing with all of these women.
I've been doing this shit for a long time and at this point, I wouldn't want nothing less than love because I've learnt it the hard way that there isn't love in lust, it's just euphoria.
It doesn't stop.