It's all same like forever, i wake up and first' things I saw is my mon and dad are still fighting" what a nice day" i hope nobody have nice day like that " I'm in school everything good until, lunch time bell ring, a group of people come to me and one of them asked me "how are u fuking losser " yes every member of this gang hate me ' ashu " gang leader he hate me cause he try but he can't beat me in anything except then fighting, and one of them hate me cause his sister have crush on me , i don't care about IT i try to ignore, they always find excuse to fighting with me , they beat me and i beat them too , both are get hurt in fight's, i just tired too live like that and sometimes when I try to saw the reality I see I am alone the reality is I'm the one who doesn't like this world there's people and "etc" i reject this world in past" and now i think why they all against me? Today is the day which every news channel taking about
Heavy snowfall it's start and i think i need to go home but i tired fighting with these's guy , my body doesn't move i need to go when I look at sky I feel clam and cold also , and i think what the worth of savings this life even if
I survive then nothing gone change:
No no noo never i can't gonna waste everything I have my mind my body and my soul , i gonna to prove it I'm great
I need to survive if i survive then i found million of solutions of problems using my mind, i want to live but still my body doesn't move ahyyyyhhyyyyyyyyyy, move it last time please! Nah that enough accept fate now! If I did better things in my life then maybe my dead isn't like that I just don't wasted my potential and I hope someone to be here who can guide me
I wish