Mira Ionescu fell in love slowly, the way dawn arrives when you are not watching for it.
It did not begin with thunder or certainty. It began with a glance that lingered half a second too long, with a voice she learned to recognize before she saw the face attached to it, with the peculiar awareness that one person's presence could rearrange the air around her.
When she first arrived at Hawthorne University, romance was not something Mira believed she had time for. She had come armed with lists and plans, notebooks color-coded, ambition folded neatly inside her suitcase. Love, in her mind, was a beautiful distraction—something meant for later, for another version of herself who had already proven she could stand alone.
That first morning, as her mother's car disappeared past the iron gates, Mira promised herself she would be careful. Careful with her heart. Careful with her choices. Careful with people who smiled too easily.
She did not yet know that care and love are not opposites.
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Hawthorne Hall was louder than she expected—doors slamming, laughter ricocheting down hallways, music bleeding through walls. Her roommate, Alina, arrived like a burst of sunlight, her red curls escaping every attempt at control.
"We're going to be best friends," Alina declared, without hesitation.
Mira laughed softly. "You don't know me yet."
"I will," Alina said, confident. "Give me a week."
A week passed. Then two. And somehow, Alina was right.
They shared midnight snacks and whispered confessions, clothes borrowed without asking, the unspoken understanding of two strangers becoming necessary to each other. Mira learned that friendship could be its own kind of love—steady, anchoring, unquestioned.
But it was not Alina who made Mira's chest tighten in unfamiliar ways.
That happened on a Wednesday afternoon in September, in a lecture hall bathed in amber light.
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His name was Lucas Bennett.
Mira did not know that yet. She only knew the sound of his voice—warm, slightly amused, confident without arrogance—as he answered the professor's question from three rows ahead of her.
"To notice," he said. "But also to care about what you notice."
Something in Mira's chest shifted.
She looked up.
He had dark hair that refused to behave, falling into his eyes no matter how often he pushed it back. He wore a faded hoodie with the sleeves pushed to his elbows, revealing long fingers that drummed absently against his notebook. There was a calm about him, an ease, as if he belonged exactly where he was.
When the professor nodded approvingly, Lucas smiled—not triumphant, but thoughtful, as though the answer had surprised him too.
Mira looked down quickly, her pulse loud in her ears.
She told herself it was nothing.
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Nothing became something over the weeks that followed.
They sat near each other often, an unspoken habit forming. Sometimes their elbows brushed. Sometimes their eyes met, and Lucas would smile—a small, private thing that felt inexplicably like it was meant just for her.
They did not speak at first. Mira was good at silence. She had built her life around it.
Lucas broke it one afternoon as they filed out of class.
"Hey," he said, falling into step beside her. "You asked a really good question last week."
Mira blinked. "I did?"
"About attention," he said. "I've been thinking about it."
That startled her more than she expected. "You have?"
He nodded. "Yeah. I think you're right. It's not just about processing information. It's about presence."
The word echoed inside her.
Presence.
They walked together across the quad, leaves crunching beneath their feet, the conversation unfolding easily. Lucas was a junior, majoring in psychology with a minor in creative writing. He worked part-time at the campus café. He liked old films and bad poetry and running at night when the campus was quiet.
Mira told him about her grandmother's note, about her fear of wasting time, about how college already felt like standing on the edge of something vast.
When they reached the steps of Hawthorne Hall, neither of them moved to leave.
"I'm glad I talked to you," Lucas said finally.
"So am I," Mira replied.
She meant it more than she knew.
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From then on, Lucas became a part of her days.
Sometimes he waited for her after class. Sometimes he left a note on her desk—Coffee later? Sometimes they studied together in companionable silence, the shared quiet more intimate than conversation.
Mira found herself noticing the details: the way he listened without interrupting, the way his laughter softened when he was tired, the way he always held doors without making a show of it.
And slowly, against her will, her careful heart began to open.
Alina noticed first.
"You smile differently now," she said one evening, sprawled across her bed. "Who is he?"
Mira hesitated. "It's not like that."
Alina raised an eyebrow. "You've been staring at your phone for ten minutes."
"He just texted," Mira admitted.
Alina grinned. "I rest my case."
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The first almost-kiss happened in October.
They were walking back from the library, the night cool and sharp. Lucas had lent Mira his jacket without asking. It smelled like coffee and something uniquely his.
They stopped beneath a streetlamp near Hawthorne Hall.
"Can I ask you something?" Lucas said.
Mira nodded.
"Are you always this careful," he asked gently, "or just with me?"
Her breath caught.
"I don't know how not to be," she said honestly.
Lucas stepped closer—not touching, but near enough that Mira could feel the warmth of him. "I don't want to rush you," he said. "But I want you to know I'm here."
Their eyes met.
For a moment, the world narrowed to the space between them.
Then footsteps echoed down the path, laughter breaking the spell. Lucas stepped back, smiling softly.
"Goodnight, Mira."
She watched him walk away, her heart aching with something dangerously close to hope.
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My sweet girl Mira 🥺