People define a lot of things on our behalf when we first see it from them(internet). We draw the perception that, that's how it should be. We accept it, because it puts a smile on our face as we see it and we tend to seek for that specifically. We find it at times and it is hardly consistent, yet whenever we go on our socials it's always there. We tend to feel like we haven't found it yet and the person who is offering it is just pretending or can't keep up. I don't want to love by People's rules, I want to love by the rules that my partner and I set. Ambition... What is really the point of your ambition? For people to see you achieve what you started? For people to see that you can finish something? For people who depend on you to have something to live for? Are you a hundred percent with no doubt that only after being successful, then you will be happy. Then you will be okay? Even I don't have answers to these questions because they involve the future but I know for a fact that even if you do everything right, you are still not obligated to a positive outcome. This is for you, me and everyone else. J Cole says "love yours" I would recommend you listen to the song sympathetically... I just want to impact some sort of growth in your life within the given time that I have with you... And no, I don't have cancer😂.. very much alive.I know I'm a difficult person. I had wronged you these past days and I haven't even apologized yet. Not that I'm unapologetic, just that I'm not really sure what to be sorry for... I'm conflicted with my feelings for you and that's why they present as vague at times. I'm not desperately in need to be with a hot beautiful woman even if it means she gets to be unhappy. I want you to be happy with me, but if you are not, I don't want you to stay because you feel obligated to or feel like leaving makes you a bad person. I want you to move in line with your wants and needs. If you prefer a person who shamelessly spends on you, I'm that guy and I want that for you, but I'm in no place to shamelessly do that and you don't have to wait till I'm stable if that means you get to cry every night. Move in line with your will, you are not a bad person and whoever thinks otherwise, just never got the chance to know you.This isn't supposed to be a sad text, I'm listening to some maverick city music as I'm writing this 😊... This is more of a eye opener, reassurance and a reminder of what you are worth type of text... Those are the parts. And this fourth part is a good morning textGood morning Sunset 🥰
-The author tried to articulate what he said was 'an eye opener.' In the first part he wanted a natural type of love, not audience influenced for he noticed she is easily affected by people's expectations. In the second part he wanted to give some sort of assurance that he loves her and he knows she thinks he might change his mind or lose interest the moment someone of her calibre tries to show interest in the author. In the third part he was just trying to reminder her of her worth for she is worth more than 'the heart of the ocean diamond' itself.....( the heart of the ocean is the diamond from the Titanic) The 4th part tells that the author liked writing to her in the morning, to show how much she matter and that he has nothing but time for her and she liked good morning texts.