There is literally no reason for you to tolerate my behaviour. Literally zero(0) tolerance for such a behaviour towards someone I considered a 9 the first time I lay my eyes on her. They say, "if she's a nine that's good to see but if she a ten she's good to roll" and girl was it amazing seeing you for the first time and it always is. I can sit you on my laps from 7 am to 4 am just telling you how much I love you and what you mean to me. What about the remaining hours? The things that We would be doing during that time are not meant to be in this innocent writing. Pause...If I had to use a small pistol just to shoot my shot at you. I'm using all 6 bullets until I bag you. If that doesn't do the job, I'm reloading that gun like John Wick, putting in another magazine and emptying another 6 bullets in that gun. I'm sure this deserves no explanation because I've been persistent with you and you telling me you are waiting for me to be sure that I want you and only you was kind of insulting. I'm glad I met you at the time that I did, but I would have been just as happy if I met you sooner. That's why I wrote a letter to the 8 year old you.This is the 6th piece of writing that I've wrote... I would like to see how you rank them, from one being your best and six your least favourite. I wish this was my best one yet because it as a goodbye tone to it, but I just hope I'm one of the guys who wrote you these and was one of the best writers. Top three and not three nor two wouldn't be badđź«Ł. I just hope and wish I was the 1 and maybe I am, but in something else, maybe. I enjoy writing. But it's no fun being Shakespeare in these modern days. I would rather send you a letter with money in it. I would rather gift you something and write to you as well. This mentality made me stop writing as much as I would like to and the fact that you might take your time and the reader gets to find you annoying because they don't feel like you did, when putting the words together that you get to send and hope that now, they have a quarter of understanding of how you really feel about them. You always duck a conversation that involves talking about titles, our title to be specific. Talking always makes people resolve their issues and I'm past that stage. Not that I'm mad, but because you are either scared of losing me or hurting me. But nothing on wanting to be with me. I'm possibly, the 5th guy to hurt you and you might hate me for all your right reasons but never with a right understanding. I think everything is clear and we both know it, but I just have to be the one to still put us in the clear. This piece has its title close to the end. And the title is 'DON'T PICK UP THIS LINE' having that said, I want you to pay attention to the numbers again. Not a good title but straight to the point with the message this piece is trying to send. Before you delete our texts, read through them a couple of times so that you can see how much I loved you and how hurt I must have been that I had to make this decision, how I had to go through all the choices I had, yet decided to go with this one. I SHOULDN'T HAVE SENT THIS (the other title)
-The author says goodbye