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NymphyRosasinensis
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A bullied college freshman spends his nights hiding in the campus library, reading the works of his favourite author. His words became his only friends, guiding him through despair. When he’s on the verge of ending his life, a particular passage shakes him, what will he do? End his life, or slowly building the courage to face his tormentors—not by fighting them, but by building himself.
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Chapter 1 - MIDNIGHT

" Ahh,, I just lost its direction,,{ Panting }".

Waver murmured to himself. He looks confused by his surroundings. He wasn't here a moment ago. His mind tells him to go back home, but his heart says, " Do you even know where your home is"? He doesn't know the answer. He just got so tired while chasing that all he wants to do right now is to rest, then finish the work he was meant to do a long time ago...

But wait, it looks like he is recognizing this place, it's the same place where he used to come in his childhood. But it looks different this time, more like a magical kingdom. He could've never imagined that the mountain at the end of the city would look so majestic at night. The black cloudy sky, yet shining by the moonlight, the cool but somehow warm to heart breezing wind, the giant grass field which was supposed to poke the naked feet, is somehow giving comfort and ease in mind. He just got mesmerized by these scenery. He laid down on the grass, letting his guard down. Waver started counting the stars, " One, two… there are so many, I can't finish it counting. I'll let the Astronomy enthusiast count it, I am not so bad that I would demolish their jobs.{ Chuckles }

He thought to himself, when was the last time he smiled truly? Did he ever feel happy after those incidents? "Huhh, Waver, you should stop thinking about these, there is no way of going back. { Suddenly a glimpse of sorrow over shadowed him }

{ He shook his head. }. He looked at the sky, his sunny eyes shining like a diamond in the light, his hair got messy because of running, still there is something really unique in his today's look. He looks like he found a way to escape the cage of the world, the untold stories gonna have an end like this, he didn't expect.

A cold breeze flowed by. But he wasn't shivering, his inner thoughts are making him emotionless at this moment, like a magical spell has conquered his senses. While looking up, he saw a meteor, he laughed.

" Ha,,,haa…haha. I was so dumb, what I was thinking. Do people really believe in these things? Well, even if it looks like dumb decision, I am going to wish for the last time. Ahem. hm. ..{ He closed his eyes. } I wish that whoever existed around me would never feel the way I felt in my life, I wish nobody has to do what I am gonna do."{ Opened his eyes. } 

He said to himself, it is time to get up. But something inside him told him to not go. After a great fight between brain and soul, he decided to stay for a bit longer. He closed his eyes and his whole life flashbacked before him…..