Two brothers who have nothing, or rather lost everything.
Their mom died in a car crash, after that their father left them alone, there was one to take them in.
Their grandma died few years Back alongside grandpa, aunts didnt want the responsibility.
So the only option they have is Foster care, they have been in a few families but no family wanted them in.
Then the only option was to separe them, they thought this would help with the issue. But it did not help the problem not at all, but the issues just kept growing...
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"Hey Jones bring me beer from the fridge!"
Jones is the younger from the two, right now he was in a household of mister Novak.
"Yes"
Jones had not seen his brother for 5 months
He misses his older brother.
"Here mr.Novak"
I am now handing beer to mr.novak
"Thanks jones, you should go to sleep is ouite late"
Thinking About it, its really late "I will mr.Novak" mr.Novak lives in a flat it is small home but atleast i have a home. thinking About Times with his brother making a Somber expresion on his face.
But not only with his brother but his father his mother...
In his mind his father had betray them just a few days after his mothers death he told them to be strong, not to grief their mothers death but think About the good Times.
The words coming out of his mouth were strong but his tone... his expression
He could never forget it even if he tried his best.
But in just a few days he left just like that he left no note, no nothing.
He had been acting strange in that period,
He didnt leave his room for most of the day.
He didnt cook any meals he did not care for us he did absolutely nothing to support us.
In that time i had severe mental issues the deaths of my grandma and grandpa had toll on me, my grandma had teached me a lot of things like knitting which is maybe weird for a guy but i did not care.
Just the thoughts of me and grandma sitting on the same chair her hands guiding mine and knitting a little sweater that i had still in my room, or the times she had helped me when both my parents could not.
Or when she and i were baking a cake for my brothers 15th birthday he was so happy in that time but after everything that had happend in our life, who would be the same.
I will forever miss you grandma.....
In that moment another memories flodded my mind, memories of my grandpa and the day he tooked me fishing.
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"Hey jonny Come here I want to ask you something".
Hearing my grandpa say that mine little feet started going in his direction with little hops in between.
"What is it grandpa"
I Said with a curious voice
Grandpa thought a little and then Said
"Do you want to go fishing"
I was left spechless because my grandpa never tooked me anywhere.
"really grandpa"
He looked at me then Smiled it was a big smile i never seen him smile like that so i was suprised.
"Ofcourse jonny i know that we never went so i thought that just maybe this time I can take you somewhere.
At that moment I lunged at grandpa hugged him tightly and spoke "I would love to go fishing with you grandpa"
He looked down at me and smilled again
"Lets go then, i just need to inform your mother she would kill me if I had not tell her"
After a quick call with my mother. But she sounded worried, "maybe she thought i would drown" Not a chance of that happening.
Then grandpa said with excited tone
"Lets little jonny"
"Okay!"
After few things said between me and grandpa About safety on the boat, he said i need to wear life jacket ofcourse i complied.
Then we took of. Just after few minutes the boat stopped, "are we here grandpa?"
"Yes we are here but the waves are pretty big right now, i dont know if this old boat of mine can take it"
"It can grandpa i know it!"
My grandpa stopped and looked at the boat then he took a quick look at me.
"Okay but just for an hour the waves are really big"
Then he took 2 fishing rods one bigger than the other
"Here you go"
He took a look at a water and we started fishing.
The one hour passed the waves bigger then before the boat visibly shaking in that moment i lost my footing,
"Ouch"
Mine knee completely covered in blood
"Are you okay jonny?"
He said,but in that moment a massive wave strucked his boat and suddenly i was in water. i was disoriented i didnt know where i was or why i am there all i knew at that moment was that the life jacket my grandpa Made me wear saved my life.
The other thing i knew is that I didnt grandpa nowhere, "grandpa!!" No answer
"Grandpa!!!" Again no answer...
I was completely lost
But in few minutes maybe hours i dont know another boat coming my way.
I dont really know what happend after that but i was on land my mother was crying mine father comforting her, but one around me just some guys in gear asking me if seen grandpa.
Then my mom looked at me with sorrow on her face, she looked lost?
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I was in my room in Novaks flat....
I cant do this anymore...