I verily should have listened to Nami when she counselled me that either i should go by myself anywhere or seek the help of any therapist, even she recommended me some therapists she knew and obviously i didn't listened to her. Guess who is regretting right now? It's not that i like to look around for someone to escort me nor i want any Personal Assistant who will protect me for twenty-four hours. The thing is when someone is trapped between four walls, there is nothing else to do. I again exasperatedly grabbed my phone, pulled up the contact and pressed the call button to remind my so-called boyfriend that he actually has a girlfriend and he has some responsibilities which he should perpetuate nicely. Well,
The phone call rang.. Once.. Twice.. Thrice..
NO ANSWER.
I again called him but there was no advantage of calling him repeatedly when i already knew the answer.
I gave condolence to my heart which is ground working to smash his head and in the long run i made up my mind to go alone.
Accordingly, i need to purchase some Crochet Hooks and Dpns knitting needles as well as i wanted to try something new in these days.
I am waiting for cab which i booked when Nick-Nicolas Karsen-my heavenly boyfriend was not picking my call. After a while my cab came and i hurriedly sat, the driver asked me "¿Tienes prisa?[1]" i ensured that i am not in rush and also thanked him for his concerning then he started driving. Trust me his concerning touched my silly heart and i am definitely overwhelmed by his behaviour. When i was murmuring with myself my gaze goes to the side of the road where some groups are dancing wonderfully and people are being themselves by enjoying their dances. Definitely i don't want to miss this lively moment so i ask the driver to stop the cab there as well as he did as i said. It will still take ten or twelve minutes to get to the needlework shop but i will get there later now i want to wallow in this moment for rejuvenation. I stood a little away from the crowd for the reason that make me feel eerie as well as sick. People are gently swaying their bodies with the music and i can bet that many of them have their own issues or maybe many of them have their own difficult situations but for now they are being themselves by forgetting all those things for a while; and this is the fact why i am loving these peoples.
I closed my eyes and stood next to them, savouring the moment. A gust of wind hit my skin which made me shiver from base at that point in time i realize that harsh winds are rustling through the trees. My heart tremored by viewing that it turns out to be what i thought it would be. At least not now for the skies sake! Impetuously i went to cross the road so that i can reach to any shielded place and suddenly an unasked light sneaked a look from paper-thin layer pf clouds-LIGHTS-no not now no- in a flash thunder came marching from far away with its increasing treads. My body starts shaking rapidly *one, two, three* *one, two, three, four-* i am mumbling again and again and again- another lightning and thunder raged with fury and at that time my whole body is feeling numb, i can't feel its weight. Things around me are spinning together with thousand of black dots are making my sight blank and all i know is that suddenly i feel warm-why?- after that everything went black.
[1] the driver asking arora whether she was in rush or not