As I lay barely conscious,the sounds and smells of war overwhelmed me. I was bleeding quite a lot,at this rate I will die in a few minutes.I found myself drifting into my memories and regrets,was this what they said when your life flashes before your eyes.I started to cry, what did I even amount to in this battle.
The stinging feeling run through my head again,but this time it was more painful. I started seeing the images I see when this usually happens but today was different,the images started to flow and it became a river of memories. I held my sword once again even while bleeding but now I was in control of my body, the muscles around my wounds all contracted as if it was the normal thing to happen almost stopping all bleeding .
I finally REMEMBERED!!!
[Back to the present]....
"Why are you always messing up tasks, something simple as getting coffee and you still mess it up!. What do you have to say for yourself?!"
This is me getting yelled at for something I didn't do again, I don't remember the time when it wasn't like this. It's either I'm getting yelled at or taking blame for something entirely not my fault . As usual I stood there silent taking it all , just like an obident dog . I heard giggles and whispers all around, suddenly became aware again of their condescending gazes piercing me from all angles. I felt like turning around and trashing everyone around but one wrong move for me and I will be in some serious trouble , I could get fired and that will be bad.
"Why are you always scolding Paul? I was the one who changed the orders, I thought it would be funny ",Kate said while entering.
Yes my name is Paul Luxione Van Eldoria,fancy right. It sounds so elegant and full of pride but those two are exactly what I lack, with such a domineering name I couldn't be more opposite always bowing and doing what I was told like some kind of servant. It infuriated me to my very last cell but what could I do.
Kate stepped right in front of me as if she was protecting me . I thought to myself,"she really is a saint".Kate was a very beautiful woman, it wouldn't be exaggerating to say she was the most beautiful woman in the whole company and this beauty was looking out for me as aan it hurt my pride but it made me happy nonetheless
Kent then stopped his scolding and I excused myself . I went on with my day like just like always,but when it was lunch Kate came over to eat with me . I looked at her shyly and mostly evading I contact blushing and making stupid mistakes throughout the whole short conversation.I thought to myself, she really is a saint . I checked my watch and realised that I had about ten minutes to get back to work, normally I would head back because I had nothing else to do but I wanted to thank Kate for stepping up for me today. I asked around a bit and was ultimately lead to the roof of the company building. I heard Kate's voice and headed for the door but I lost courage because I heard other voices .
It happened , I decided to listen a bit because I heard my name.
Female Employee1,"Why do you keep acting like you actually give a shit about Paul".
Female Employee2,"Yeah I kinda feel sorry for the guy. With the way you are deceiving him he might actually fall for you
Kate,"He's just soo gullible that I can't help myself. Playing with guys like him is so enjoyable that you might get addicted".
The conversation petrified me , I stood there for sometime before turning to leave but the shock made my movements unsteady. I slammed into a wall and immediately gave out my position with my clumsiness . I was surrounded almost immediately. Still in a haze from the shock I blurted out,"Is that what you really think about me".
"So you heard it all,that's a shame you should have stayed in the dark I liked you better when you didn't know. Now I've lost interest, never talk to me again.",Kate answered.
"Why, why, Why will you even toy with someone like that !!!! " , I was outraged . But Kate laughed it off with the most estatic face I had seen saying,"I just love the face people make when they finally find out, just like yours right now. Oh yeah before I forget, I guess I have to say sorry for all the times either the coffee order was messed up,the files you sent didn't reach on time ....".
I could hear her talking but the words were inaudible , a high pitched sound rang through my head the movement of her and her friends lips made it even more worse . I picked up myself and without even saying a word and just walked off. I don't even remember closing or even getting home but I was on my bed, with my clothes. I thought long and hard but decided that I didn't want any of this "bullshit" anymore . I sighed and turned to the other side"I'm resigning tomorrow.", I whispered to myself before going to sleep