I never thought longing from someone you loved could be that worst,
As the space between the two of you was speeding divert
You can feel their presence through different places and goes along with different faces,
Oh, I got haze and confused
But I swear I'm trying to find my focus
Fazing myself to think about us fondly
But as soon as the smell of perfume scattered through the room,
I searched my eyes every corner
Trying to find you here, but knowing that you are there,
I felt solitary in this crowded room
Dancing, dancing pretty so alone
'Til someone's reaches me a hand and I shouldn't have accepted a stranger's hand
But I swear we were just trying to have fun
Not until his voice speaks gently
Leading me into the warmth breeze of familiarity
And I sensed your presence here
Can you please be here and be near
He is such an act of service like you do and it made so irresponsible with you
I hate to feel this way
Seeking your presence with his grace
Staring at him glitched with your face
He got piqued my curiousity and now I'm fucked up
Of this dynamite feelings
Coz' it was so dearly-dire, but so unknown
I thought it would never be too late
I thought it isn't that immoral to feel this way
'Coz right now I feel shamelessly happy
I know, I shouldn't have traced his body through my gaze
And now I'm bathing through the blaze
Thinking about him with your presence in a million ways
Oh oh oh, this is not so me,
Because I'm now the shameful me
Every time I look into the mirror; I couldn't recognised me,
Because right now it's hard for me to understand the truth
Now my heart is not beating to its usual rythym
I just let myself become burst at the seams
I swear you wont believe if I were to speak up the truth,
Because I'm no longer me now
I'm so selfish, bitchy and worthless,
But you're an angel with a gentle hand,
Every time I made mistakes you still rained me chances,
You are too good and I'm no longer worth to be with you
As I lost my sanity, I don't wanna wreck you uncountably
So I wanted to apologised with you sincerely
Pardon me for I cannot make things the way you did to me
I don't even wish you to forgive me
As I don't deserve to still keep you beside me
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry for ruining the dream you had fight for us
I'm so sorry for ruining us.