I held my breath because' we were too close, from 3 to 5 inches apart.
Funny how my footsteps forward seem to be slowly moving backward next to you.
It's kind of confusing because' every time you're around, my heart and mind are synchronizing your name.
I don't know what this thing is, but your presence blooms like a rose.
Yet, it was the ambiguity of your ambience, signaling red and blue;
So as it baffled my heart and mind,
I tried to keep my distance, thinking either it's wrong or what could be in between us two.
I don't know if it's my mind's assumptions or intuition, but your eyes are saying something.
I don't know what's behind the lines.
But a friend of yours is a friend of mine.
They're crazy, but they have wise eyes.
Putting color between our lines.
Their mouths taunting sweets like freshly baked apple pie,
While I'm hastily believing and catching it all, even if it's a lie.
I don't know what's behind your smile.
Because all I can think is that you're not a friend of mine,
But can you be mine?
I may look cold and intimidating to some strangers, but surely I am so tender, and sometimes I am fish of what I feel and see.
It's so funny, like how I easily trusted my gut that you had feelings for me.
It is so desperate to think this way, but since you showed me something, I liked you right away.
Funny how I acted so annoyed and cringed when my friends taunted me with your presence.
But inside, I wanted you to confess something.
This was such a delusional sort of thing, but I cannot wait, so I am with my arms behind my back and courage in my heart.
Inside my room, I was typing it all like a sin.
Late at night, it was around 9 p.m. and three dots, I was waiting.
I was like, crazy, making halo-halo and flavoring it with dopamine.
But right after at 10:37 pm, three dots was just a waste of patience.
Withered thorn rose, I picked it, and now I am hurting.
Weathered froze my heart for a moment.