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Chapter 38 - "My shadow smelt like perfume."  

Somewhere in the middle of my nightmare

I dreamt of us watching clouds blown out by the winter air.

We were talking about the beauty of life as if we were floating above the atmosphere.

And in between our exchanging stares, I watched the reflection of your eyes as you secretly thinking about her.

 

It's just me here with you, but why did I feel like we were more than two?

In my head, which is flooding with green, I wonder if anyone can hear my crazy screams.

Because my friends know me as a calming color scheme

I just smile when somebody spells out his name.

They think I am deadly cool and chill.

Easily diving into jokes just to make everyone believe as if I really don't care

 

But it's not real.

Because behind the calm ocean, a tornado twirls

In the sense of you with some other girl

But if I don't really love you, then I won't ever care.

And if you have my heart caging in your heart and soul,

Darling, don't you dare spare a look with intensity at someone else's eyes?

My presence can't kill; it's true.

But my eyes stare will skin-clean you.

Reshape your heart into a sparkling diamond blue.

 

 

So touch me; touch my hands.

Just don't put pricks of doubt inside my heart.

I guess my friends don't really know me.

But Love can be a poison inside me.

My mind can't even control me.

In my shallow presence, I'm drowning in my own me.

I don't need anyone but my baby.

To save me, save me

 

Somewhere in the mid-non

I'm dreaming awake. I'm dreaming awake.

A dark cloud creeps into my head.

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