Haan hu mai introvert mujhe baat krni nhi aati aur nahi mere pas koi comunication skills hai agar mai kahi kisi extrovert group me jake chup-chap khda bhi ho gya to log mujhe attitude wala samjhte hai ab unko kon bataye ki mai introvert hu agar koi mujhe dhakka deke chla bhi jaye to mai use chup chap jane deta hu iska mtlb ye nhi ki mujhe gussa nhi aata, gussa to bahut aata hai par kya kar skte hai mai introvert jo hu!! Ab duniya wale mujh jaise introvert ka achese faida utha lete hai kyu ki hume bolna nhi aata kbhi kisi se bahes chidh bhi jaati hai to mai chup ho jata hu kyu ki aas pas wale dekhne lgte hai aur phir mujhse ladai nhi ho pati isliye mai introvert hone ke karan aasani se haar jata hu kbhi kbhi to lgta hai kisi bhid me jake jor jor se chillau aur chilla chilla ke sbko gyaan du pr phir yaad aata hai mai to introvert hu bachpan se hi kisi ke samne bol nhi pata aur school me mera dost speech leta tha aur stage pe jake sbke samne bolta tha aur mai sochta rehta tha ki stage pe jake itne sare teachers, students aur parents dekhte hoge ise dar kaise nhi lgta speech dene me mai apne hi thinking me kho jata tha class me sbhi bache baate karte khelte aur mai apne me hi kho jata tha sbse alg baitha rehta tha aur kuch bhi socha karta tha kbhi kbhi to lgta mai in bacho ki tarha kyu nhi hu ye kaise sath me khel rhe kaise has rhe masti kar rhe pr mai chahte huye bhi unme involve nhi ho pata mere school me 1-2 friends hi the jinse meri baat hoti thi aur wo bhi normal aur teachers se baat hi nhi kar pata tha dusre bache teachers se ekdum freely baat krte aur mai meri gardan jhukake dar ke baat krta mujhe kbhi kbhi smjh nhi aata mai aisa kyu hu mai khud ko badalna chahta tha pr mujhse nhi ho pata! ek din mere dost ka birthday tha usne mujhe birthday party me invite kiya tha mai uske liye gift me new smart watch leke gya birthday party me sbhi dost aaye the aur uske relatives bhi the cake cut hone pe uske sath sbhi ek ek karke photo khich rhe the mai bhi usko gift dene utha tbhi ekdm se ek ladka mujhe dhakka deke mere aage photo khinchwane nikl gya mujhe bahut gussa aaya pr control kiya phir mene use uska gift diya aur photo khichwayi phir uski mummy ne sbhi ko khana khake jane ko bola hum sare khana khane baith gye khane me uski mummy ne ache ache pakwaan banaye the sweets me kheer, rasmalai aur gulab jamun the sb khana khane lge mujhe gulab jamun bahut psnd the pr aunty meri thali me galti se gulab jamun parosna bhul gyi thi aur mai thehra introvert bol bhi nhi skta tha sb khana khane lge aur aunty ne pucha bacho kaisa bna hai khana hum sbne badhiya bola ekdm se mere dost ne dekha mujhe gulab jamun nhi mila usne aunty ko bola mummy apne isko gulab jamun nhi diya? aunty boli aree shyd bhul gyi parosna aur mujhe boli are bolna tha na beta itna sharmate nhi hai apna hi ghar hai aur 2 gulab jamun paros diye mai kya bolta mujhe kuch smjh hi nhi aa rha tha dost phirse bola isko gulab jamun bahut psnd hai aunty boli acha beta bataya kyu nhi aur chahiye ho to batana thike? Mai bola haan aunty chahiye hoge to bol dunga mera dost hasne lga aur bola bahut sharmata hai ye phir sb hasne lge khana ho gya mai apne ghar aa gya aur phir usi baat ke bareme sochne lga raat me lgta tha ki mai sbse alg to nhi hu? mai sharmata bhi hu? Aise alg alg sawal mind me aate overthinking karte karte so gya agle din hume school jana tha mere dost aur mai school bus ka wait krne lge bus aa gyi jaise hi bus me cdhe dekha ki bus full bhari huyi thi el do jagah jgah thi hum vaha gye mere do dost kuch ldko ko bolke side me jagah dekh kr baith gye mai khda tha ek seat thi uspe ldki baithi thi meri vaise bhi ldki ke samne awaz nhi niklti thi mai chup chap khda hi tha tab dost bola are use bol na jagah dene ko aur baith ja mene use ishara karke chup bola wo bola reh phir khde pagal kahika mai introvert hone ke vjhse kisise baat nhi kar pata tha aur vo vaise bhi ek ladki thi kuch samay ke baad usi ldki ne mujhe akele ko khda dekha aur wo boli apko baithna hai mene bola haan wo side me ho gyi aur mai baith gya phir phir school me aa gye 1st lecture math ke teacher ka tha unhone padhya aur unko principal office bulaya gya kisi kaam se to unhone bache shor na machaye isliye class monitor ko class me jo bhi baat kre unke naam likhne ko kaha class monitor ek ldki thi mai to vaise bhi nhi bolta tha pr kuch kuch bache bohot shararati the class me wo bohot masti karte unhone mujhe piche se kuch fenk kr mara mene jaise hi piche dekha wo bacha us monitor ko kehne lga ye piche mud ke humse baat kar rha hai aur hume distrub kar rha hai itna sunke us monitor ne mera naam likh liya aur mai kuch bol bhi nhi paya wo bache hasne lge mere dost ko pata tha meri koi galti nhi math ke teacher class me aagye aur monitor ldki ne mera naam sir ko bata diya sir ne mujhe khda kiya aur daat lgayi mai chup chap gardan niche karke khda tha utne me mera dost teacher ko bola sir iski koi galti nhi ise piche se un dono ldko ne kuch fenk ke mara aur yr jaise hi piche dekhne lga unhone iska naam monitor ko bata diya sir ko bhi pata tha wo dono bache bohot shararati the isliye sir ko pura yakeen ho gya unhone mujhe bola ki beta to batana chahiye tha tumhe tum kuch bole kyu nhi mai kuch bol nhi paya Aur meri aankhein bhar aayi thi utne me mera dost bola sir wo introvert hai wo kuch bol hi nhi pata sir ne mujhe baithne ko bola aur un dono bacho ko class sr bahar nikal diya aur class khtm hone pr mere dost ke sath mujhe akele me milne ko bola mai aur mera dost gye sir se milne sir ne bola beta introvert bohot log hote hai introvert ka hi faida uthate hai log kyu ki vo kuch bolte nhi hai atleast tumhe apne liye stand lena aana chahiye tab jake mujhe smjh aaya ki introvert hote huye bhi kuch jagah bolna kitna jaruri hota hai hum nhi bolte to log aur zyada faida utha skte hai isliye agar ap bhi meri tarha introvert ho to kmse km apne liye khudse stand lena sikho kyu ki sbhi ke pas mere jaisa dost nhi ho skta aur mujhe bhi pata hai ki dost har jagah nhi sath reh skta agar us din mere dost ne sir ko un shararati bacho wali baat nhi patayi hoti to mujhe punishment milti isiliye smjh aa gyi ki bolna kitna zaruri hai !
Aisa bhi nhi hai ki hum jaise introvert bol hi nhi paate yaa phir kisise comunicate nhi ho pate hum bhi bohot bolte hai jinse vibe match hoti hai jo hamari tarha hi rehta hai yaa phir jiske sath hamari banti hai hum unse bohot baat krte hai aur haan agar ap introvert ho to apke zindagi me ek to extrovert friend rehna hi rehna chahiye 🫂