CHAPTER 18
The air felt went back to cold silence with the hint of hesitation and doubt as the sound of passing cars blurred into the Background
" Are you sure Joah …. Are you sure it's not genuine pity?, not some charity act?, I'm sure a person who's as observant as you would have noticed my actions towards you, the way you approached me when I didn't a single person on my side? The way I talked so awkwardly towards you back then in our junior years, Joah you don't have to sacrifice you're happiness for other people, so please tell me Joah, tell me-tell me I'm wrong, tell me that you're doing it for your happiness instead of mine!!"
Ethan eyes began to tear up the suddenly coldness he felt got worse till he's shivering in Joah's arms then
Joah's hand finds Ethan's chin and gently tilting his gaze at his own then
"Ethan close you're eyes"
Then before the words left his mouth Joah planted an open mouth kiss
A kiss so deep Ethan couldn't help but to melt in his once tense shoulders slowly slumped as he grip Joah's shirt as if it was the only thing Ethan could do to stay grounded
"Joa-Joah~mmhmm~please let me~mmhmm-breath"
Joah Pulls back as his usual cheery eyes were gone only eyes that want him remains
Then Joah dives back in pushing his tangue inside Ethan's mouth
Ethan's eyes began to watery due to the intensity as he felt hot as his surroundings started to blur a few seconds mo Joah abruptly pulls off
"See Ethan you over thought everything even when my actions my intention were real and genuine, and always bend them into your wishful thinking's if you still don't believe me I'll go again harder and more dee-"
Ethan covers his mouth as he unable to look joah in the eyes flushed followed by heavy breathing
"I get it ok Joah please Settle down I- are you sure?, Joah? I'm a very unstable person always running off to do random things"
As Ethan talked he felt Joah breath nearing him again
"Want me to kiss you again"
Ethan's POV
: Wahhhhhhh it's happening am I in a dream he kissed me woahhh I didn't expect his tangue was larger than expected…. Woahhhhh I tasted his favorite mouth wash the one I always wondered to try woow it tastes minty…and more importantly I CAN'T BELIEVE HE CONFESSED TO ME!! Wait it's too good to be true is this a dream?? Bruhh Im starting to think I really did save a whole country in my past life??
As Ethan short-circuited Joah planted a small kiss on his cheek
"Earth to Ethan~Earth to Ethan do you copy?"
Ethan looks at him and gave him a gentle reassuring smile Shined by they're shared study lamp
" Copy I love you too Joah".