CHAPTER 23
Ethan's POV
It's nice ,,, it's nice to have the thought of seeing him every morning laying beside to me i hope he'll be there every morning but why do i feel guilty for loving someone
is loving someone really a sin?
Even if i loved him
Am I standing against God's words?
If am I really that sca-
Ethan felt a soft kiss planted on his cheek a he snapped back to reality finds Joah his face showing slight worry as then felt Joah arms tighten his grip as a sign of reassurance
"Ethan is something worrying you?"
Ethan couldn't help but nervously burrow himself in Joah's chest his cloths smell nice like him then nuzzles as if to find comfort
his silence only proved Joah's suspicions
"hmm let me guess you're feeling guilty about something"
Ethan hugged him tighter his hands gripping Joah's back
" Am I too easy to read? "
" No I just know you too well The way you avoid eye contact when we go to class and how you're a little shaken up whenever we pass by the small campus church on our way to class "
Joah held Ethan's cheek then planted small kisses with a smile on his face
" Ethan if you ever feel like shaken up or being overwhelmed better be ready because I'll hug you regardless of location and I'll drag or carry you out of there hehe but in exchange you better relay on me to comfort you because-"
then he whispered
" because it is my privilege, you're my boyfriend my duty is to comfort and love you, and i intend to keep it that way "
then Joah planted a tender kiss on Ethan's forehead
" don't worry about food i already ordered macaroni soup for tonight and i made sure there are no carrots so you can eat easily so we can just cuddle until the food gets here sounds good?"
Ethan and Joah after eating they just lay down on they're joined beds and watched dinosaurs on Joah's laptop