CHAPTER 16
Ethan leans down his heart pounding into his chest as his breathing was the only thing he's hearing, every move not knowing Joah was faking his sleep, But then…
Ethan reminds himself
"no I shouldn't do it he's so nice to me but it doesn't mean he's into me…oh Ethan get a grip"
Ethan muttered to himself quietly, he stood up while unbuttoning his uniform to change into casual cloths, while changing the fresh smell of flowers filled his nose before walking to the kitchen and starts making porridge, the sound of the constant hum of the AC accompanied Ethan while cooking couldn't help but mutter
"I really can't tell why Joah would act like that earlier not to mention … every time he'd look at me like its the most natural thing you could do, honestly if this keeps up i might get my hopes up and think that I might have a chance"
Ethan couldn't help but sigh for feeling pathetic, force's a smile as a weak as weak attempts to reassure himself, as he grabs the ladle and taste the porridge he prepared
"even his porridge tastes better…"
from Ethan's eyes fell unexpected tears as he felt utterly pathetic while clutching his ladle
Ethan's POV:
why am I so easily swayed by his smiles,why do I feel happy when he is
why am i so fixated on you ….. Joah why…. why, why do you keep acting like we've known each other for a long time
why do you care .. so much.
every time you make me feel special, hurts me knowing that i can't have you
..... I feel pathetic ....
Ethan grabs a nearby towel and wipes his face his expression felt tired
"I need to keep my distance"
then a familiar voice
"Don't joke about that … Ethan"