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Chapter 41 - Her pain

šŸ–¤ Scene: The Quiet Day After

Keifer's POV

Morning feels… off.

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Not because of noise.

Because of absence.

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She's already up.

But I don't hear her.

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No footsteps near the kitchen.

No small voice asking something random.

No presence pulling attention without trying.

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Just silence.

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I walk down anyway.

She's there.

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Sitting with Ciel.

Talking.

Laughing softly.

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But when I step closer—

her voice lowers slightly.

Just a little.

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Then she stands.

"I'll help Mama," she says.

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And leaves.

Without looking at me.

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Ciel watches her go.

Then looks at me.

"…she's been like that since yesterday."

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I don't answer.

Because I already know.

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šŸŒ™ Later

I try again.

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"Jay."

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She pauses in the hallway.

Doesn't turn fully.

"…yeah?"

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Just that.

Flat.

Careful.

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"Did you eat?"

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"Yeah."

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Lie.

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I frown slightly.

"…you didn't."

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She finally looks at me.

A small polite smile.

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"I did."

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Then walks away again.

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šŸ–¤ Keifer's POV

This isn't anger.

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This isn't even distance anymore.

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It's… adjustment.

Like she changed her position around me.

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So I don't disturb anything anymore.

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And I don't know how to fix something that's already reorganize itself without me.

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šŸŒ™ Night — Liam Scene

It's late.

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I'm walking past the corridor.

I stop.

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Her door is slightly open.

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A voice inside.

Soft.

Shaky.

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I shouldn't listen.

But I do.

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šŸ–¤ Jayjay's POV (inside room)

I sit on the floor.

Liam's photo in my hand.

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My fingers tremble slightly.

"I tried…"

my voice breaks a little.

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"I really tried…"

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Silence.

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I swallow.

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"…I was so stupid to think it would be different."

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My breath shakes.

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Then softer—

"…why isn't he like you?"

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A pause.

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"I thought I was doing better…"

small laugh that hurts

"…I wasn't, was I?"

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My hand tightens on the photo.

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"I don't know what I'm doing wrong…"

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Silence.

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And I whisper:

"…I miss when it didn't hurt to try."

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šŸ–¤ Keifer's POV (outside)

I freeze.

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Completely.

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Not moving.

Not breathing properly.

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Because I hear it.

All of it.

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Not anger.

Not blame.

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Just… exhaustion.

From trying.

From me.

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And the worst part?

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She isn't talking to me.

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She's talking to someone who can't answer.

Because it feels safer.

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My hand tightens slightly.

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And I realize something I didn't before.

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She didn't stop loving.

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She stopped believing it's safe to show it to me.

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šŸŒ™ Ending

I step back quietly.

Don't enter.

Don't interrupt.

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Because for the first time…

I understand something clearly.

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This wasn't just a fight.

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It was something I caused to settle inside her.

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And now it lives there.

Quiet.

Heavy.

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