Isabella's pov
"Are you crazy!" I screeched cutting her off , I fixed her a glare that made her flinch.
She winced and raised her hand in suggestion "okay hear me out before you throw me out of your bed,
she winced at the stare in my eyes " and your house
I looked at her " I give you few minutes I stated"
okay what I was about to say before someone rudely cut me off , think the reason you've been lacking inspiration lately , is that you can't write your characters sex scenes
when you have not experienced it yourself "
I got up my chair ready to throw something at her, probably my entire body she protested " wait
wait wait , let me finish my five minutes aren't up yet
I let out an irritated breath and plopped my bum back on my chair, "okay continue".
"look there's a saying that says you can't write something that you have not experienced before . You can but it won't come out as good as those of someone who has experience in that aspect.
You can't keep using book and your own imagination as a dictionary for sex, maybe it's time you experience it yourself so you can have a broader vision of what you are writing she shrugs ".
I wanted to protest but she threw me a pointed look that force me swallowing back my words sighing she continues.
" Edward Norton is know to be a pretty player in school which means he will have experience
in that area a lot, and he also has a no string attached rule set too. so you won't have to worry about him being clingy so he is the perfect guy to teach you"
I narrowed my eyes at her " He's also Damien's best friend , are you trying something here grace I accused.
Edward is way worse than Damien he will fuck anything that has a skirt on and was known to be able to pound a girl for hours.
Her eyes widened " no I'm not I just thinks he could help you , this could bring a new perspective in the act of love making .
I know your readers mean a lot to you and disappointing them would ruin you,
how are you sure that the inspiration would not remain dry for a long time? this could be your only chance to turn the tides around before it's too late.
I sighed "she had a point I can't keep living through my imagination for this kind of scene especially
since I haven't experienced them before.
Was I willing to go this far for being the best erotica author?
was I willing to loose my virginity to a guy I don't know and a player at that.
I wrote erotica novels online and I wrote it well to know it was totally fiction."True love
like that doesn't come totally in 3d world, reality sucks butt boys sucks even more.
so loosing my virginity, I totally don't have a soft spot for that
I just really didn't fancy being naked in front of anyone.
And loosing it to Edward Norton seems a bit far fetched, there's no way he will agree to sleep with me even tho he was a horny idiot twenty four seven,
beside how will I go at this and I was surprised I was contemplating doing this in the first place.
I let out a breath while shaking my head " I think that's the worst idea grace, beside Edward is a hit once type of guy except it Gina.
Besides isn't he and Gina on again,
pfft " they broke up yesterday
I raised a brow in shock when did this happen??
in the cafeteria, made a huge scene you kind of missed it , she shrugs.
Did she pull off the I hate you so much jerk move? I said amused as I pictured Gina's red seething face.
She was worse than my bitchy characters,
grace nodded " pretty much a bit more dramatic she wailed my stomping her feet.
" Also slammed her knee in Edward's crotch"
I winced picturing the "gruesome " scene "ouch " Grace nodded her head while giggling.
"I have never seen Edward's face so red before.
v.
I joined her in laughing until we sobered up " look at least just think about it Isa "