This could work out
Grace shrugs
I pursed my lips as I considered it, even if Edward was a manwhore he will never go for a girl like me.
I was plain Jane, except my name wasn't Jane at all
It's impossible to even speak to the guy, grace , whereas I'm the Lowest on the social ladder, he will probably look past a girl like me.
Grace bit her lips and looks to be contemplating, "what if you make him a wager" Grace asked smiling. like as you scratch my back I will scratch yours kind of deal.
I raised a brow in a what the hell gesture, She let's out an exaggerated sigh, what if you give him something in return
for showing you how sex works.
like what, I asked
I could believe I was interested in this. Was I really about to go this far?? it's just sex right, it's not like I'm waiting for the right guy I'm going to college soon anyways.
And it's best I lose it now than later,
she shrugs "I don't know but I bet we can find out tomorrow".
I don't know grace this sounds a little absurd, what if he looks at me in disgust
for talking to him,
he will probably spread around the school that I'm a desperate slut".
"stop thinking so much relax, you will be typing erotica scenes in no time " Grace promises
I sighed and turned to my computer, as I stared at my screen and scanned my eyes over my words .
I realized I actually wanted to feel what my characters felt, I was tired of writing erotica scenes,
without knowing what it feels to be rammed by a cock, I wanted to get fucked feel the kind of pleasure my characters felt.
Okay fine I'll do it, I said moving my eyes from the scene I was trying to write. I typed a quick message informing my readers I will be off for a while to look for some sort of inspiration.
"this better be worth it" I murmured to myself.
Isabella's pov
I stared with tears in my eyes as my mother passed on the floor empty bottles of beers, place a mess and a white substance on the table which I already knew what it was "coke "
I shook my head in disappointment it has been like this since she lost her job a few months back,
she promised to be clean, she promised but like all her promises they all went to shiit.
She groaned while shifting her body until she managed to open her eyes to stare at my figure at her back .
Grace strutted out to me from my room "I'm ready"
"oh" she let out when her eyes fell on my mother on the floor..
"Are you heading for school darling" she asked me while my eyes feel on the dark circles under her eyes.
Her creamy skin has become ashy from not drinking enough water,
" yeah" I said gripping the straps of my bag tightly " well you two have fun I'm going job searching today" Mom said.
I just stared at her blankly while I attempted to drag Grace out of the door, "aren't you gonna wish me luck darling"
I opened the front door while saying over my shoulder "good luck". I walked out with grace and slammed the door a lil hard, I was angered because she lost herself again, job searching I laughed mockingly it will be a miracle if she manages to get up and take a bath today I thought.
She's back on coke? Grace questioned in worry and pity ,
"don't know, don't care" I mouthed and started walking away from my crappy house .
Of course I cared, I tried helping her buh she refused help, and Dad I guess he's somewhere with his new wife.