I am just happy to hear that Lizmarie has a faint sense of romantic attraction towards me. I was speaking to my advisor and I was told that Lizmarie has a faint of romantic attraction towards me. I was incredibly happy because for once, I would finally feel lucky and not in pain in my life. For once, I can get what I want and feel worthy of being romantically wanted by someone.
Who wouldn't be happy to know the person of their dreams is actually into them? For me, it was Khaleesi Lizmarie Lectora. I don't think she actually ever left my mind at all, to be honest. I lied to myself for a very long time that I saw her as a friend. I didn't know why but I had to just be by her side somehow or else I would fall into a depression.
"I thought you moved on", my crush told me. Haha, no I did not mi amor! I just repressed my romantic feelings for you because I saw them as a burden and did not want to burden you at all. Such feelings were useless so I discarded them away just so I could be by your side. I sacrificed in acknowledging that I had romantic feelings for you. I lied to myself that such feelings I had for you were platonic only.
"I thought you moved on," she said. Ha, move on? How? Everytime I tried, people would always burn me alive if I tried something with them. I only ever felt peace when I was with you. I gave up on moving on a while ago. I am simply going to sit here and write until she agrees to marry me. Or at the very least return some romantic feelings back.
I am incredibly happy and suddenly don't feel as depressed to know that there is mutual attraction between us. My advisor drew 'Two of Cups' which meant that the bond could deepen if both parties are patient and act authentic. That is exactly what I have wanted from the beginning. Haha my crush finally likes me back after 3 years! I have won, let's freaking go!
Aw man, my advisor drew the moon which means uncertainty and caution. It seemed like Liz was cautious towards me if I was even a safe person or not. I can finally enjoy life again now that I have finally got what I wanted. My seeds will bear fruit one day. There will be a new vision seen by her towards me. Finally, a scene in my story that I wanted to witness!
This round had a happy ending this time.